some postings which I created on facebook 24th october 2017 - 29th november 2017
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24th oct: in 2011 I startet from zero ... with putting mountains of oil colors on a canvas ... just to get the feeling for it ... in 2013 I painted the first human bodies and faces ... in 2017 I decided to work more and more accurate ... in 2018 I plan to paint bigger size accurate paintings in oil on canvas ...

26th oct: how it feels like to be an adult man ...

I was always wondering how it feels like to be an adult man. today I felt very happy when I weight myself on my scale and realized that I weight 78.9 kilograms ... which is very close to 80 kilograms.
All my life I weight about 64 ... 65 kilograms at a body height of 1.85 meters. I was always wondering how it feels like to weight 80 kilograms and soon I should reach it. and it´s about time to look and feel like an adult man. soon I will reach the age 44 and the time of being a young man becomes more and more just a memory. I don´t feel anymore like a young man. More and more I feel to have my life fixed. Standing with both feet on the ground. Having a life ... a past and a future. I was always wondering how it feels like to be an adult man ... and now I´m starting to feel it ... and it feels really good*

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26th oct: ^^super ugly car of the day^^ dear designers of Opel! WHAT´S THAT!? and the name of that car ´ADAM´!??? did you run out of ideas!????? *HHMMPPPFFFFF* ^^ AAARRRGGHHHHSSSS ^^ XoP

26th oct: Patrick Bartsch 4 years young ... portrayed in oil on canvas

OMG^^ this was such a great, cute and highly professional painting. me as little kid with a big smile on my face wearing a red and white striped sweater. a painting of a size about 30 x 40 in oil on canvas. today I asked my father where it is and he answered that it got lost when they moved from one flat into another. he thinks that it ended up in one of those boxes which they gave away to a flea market ... :(
this portrait influenced me already as little child. to look at myself painted by someone in oil on canvas. perhaps already at that young age subconsciously I dreamed about to become a painter by myself one day.

today I know that it happens that paintings go to an unknow journey ... as the lost portrait of the 4 years young Patrick Bartsch in oil on canvas ...

27th oct: I love Hermann Nitsch´s work <3 and YES! he´s one of my major role models for my paintings* :* <3

27th oct: I love autumn <3

I love it when trees loose their colorful leaves!
when it´s autumn ... soon there will be winter!
I love winter the most <3
I love snow and ice!
and YES! minus 20 degrees too!
I prefer winter more than summer!
when it´s autumn, then winter will come soon!
I love autumn <3

27th oct: OOOH^^ my father just called me and said, that he found the original photography from which the painter created the oil on canvas painting when I was 4 years young. it´s a little black and white photo of the size of a passport photo. but the painting was in colors.
so the original painting got lost in a box at a flea market some years ago. which means: that I will paint it new by myself ...

27th oct: I wonder what my great uncle would say about today´s Catalonias independence* he was a street painter in Barcelona and his painting in my flat shows the backside of the cathedrale in Barcelona ... I think he would looooove it <3

29th oct: "David Bowie´s Kinder" geschrieben von Patrick Bartsch im Jahr 2010 (unbearbeitete Version)

<3 Ein Buch über das glamouröse Berlin der Nullerjahre <3

Na gut: HIER ist eines meiner Bücher welches ich in den vergangenen Jahren schrieb. Es ist allerdings noch die unbearbeitete Version, somit bitte ich Rechtschreib- und Grammatikfehler zu entschuldigen. Da es noch dauern kann, bis ich mein ´großes Buch´ fertig habe, habe ich mich dazu entschlossen dieses Buch "David Bowie´s Kinder" einfach mal wieder für eine begrenzte Zeit online zu stellen.
Meine Bitte fürs Lesen: Bitte daran zu denken, daß ich dieses Buch im Jahr 2010 schrieb ...

Den Link habe ich ganz oben auf meiner Blogwebsite installiert. Es wäre sehr nett, wenn eine/r meiner bücherlesenden Freunde/Innen mir im Kommentar bitte kurz mitteilen könnte, ob es ´funktioniert´. Also sich die Seiten öffnen lassen und Fotografien angezeigt werden. Für jegliche weitere Kritik bin ich natürlich offen.

Danke sehr!

Viel Spaß beim Lesen!

wünscht

Patrick Bartsch

<3

31st oct: Frage/Antwort:

F: "Guten Morgen Patrick! Warum stellst Du Dein Buch denn gratis online?"
A: "Weil es mir in erster Linie darum geht, dass Menschen die Möglichkeit haben es zu lesen."
F: "Deine Ölgemälde sind ja auch seeeehr preiswert!"
A: "Ja, das stimmt! Weil es mir in erster Linie darum geht, dass Menschen die Möglichkeit haben sie zu erwerben. Auch Menschen mit wenig Geld."
F: "Brauchst Du denn gar kein Geld!?"
A: "Natürlich brauche auch ich Geld, aber ich habe keine teuren Hobbies. Klar, ich mag tolle Autos, muss diese aber nicht besitzen. Weiters habe ich enorme Flugangst und somit reise ich nicht sehr gerne. Ich schaue mir da lieber eure tollen Urlaubsfotos auf Facebook an."

<3

31st oct: ^^ Halloween Kids ^^

today I opened 3times the door. I give them always 5 euro and a bar of chocolate* it makes me always happy when I see them, because they remind me of my own childhood. I did it the same way and was always veeeeery happy when people gave me something*

<3

31st oct: ^^kurzweilig^^

ein berühmter deutscher Künstler hat mein Buch "DAVID BOWIE´S KINDER" positiv als ´kurzweilig´ beschrieben.

Ich denke das klingt gut! Über ´kurzweilig´ freue ich mich :) <3

1st nov: "ICH MUSS IMMER BITTE UND DANKE SAGEN!" ... diesen Satz mußte ich 100x schreiben als ich es im Alter von 8 Jahren einmal vergessen hatte zu sagen. In Sachen Benimm & Anstand hatte ich eine sehr strenge Erziehung. Welche mir letztendlich in meinem Leben unzählige Türen öffnete ... ... the 84th painting of the new serie "RELAX ... 100 paintings in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style within 100 days"

1st nov: Frage/Antwort zum Buch "DAVID BOWIE´S KINDER":

F: Weshalb hast Du aus Brian ein junge Frau in Deinem Buch gemacht?
A: Brian war die intensivste und bisher größte Liebe in meinem Leben. In den gemeinsamen Jahren hatten wir auch einen größeren Streit, welcher ein paar Monate dauerte und sich im Jahr 2010 ereignete. Da schrieb ich auch dieses Buch. Ich schrieb es hauptsächlich aus persönlichen Gründen, da ich zu diesem Zeitpunkt einen Schlußstrich unter die Beziehung zwischen Brian und mir ziehen wollte. Damit Brian im Buch nicht erkannt wird und auch um ihn zu ´ärgern´ hatte ich aus ihm im Buch die ´blonde Schnecke´ gemacht. Als wir uns wieder vertragen hatten, hatte ich ihm natürlich gesagt, daß ich ein Buch mit ihm in der Hauptrolle schrieb und aus ihm darin eine junge Frau gemacht hatte. Seine Reaktion war, daß er freudig lachte und sagte "Du hättest aus mir eine Transe machen sollen!"

Brian ist mittlerweile tragisch verstorben und seinem Wunsch aus ihm in diesem Buch eine glamouröse Transe zu machen, werde ich auf jeden Fall noch nachkommen.

2nd nov: I mean THIS would be a realistic car for me to buy* I <3 DACIA * :* <3 just start to think already*^^

2nd nov: my mother´s sad reality:

"of course I accept gay people, but I prefer to support gay people who decide to become straight."

"I don´t like it when two men hold hands in public ... because of the children!"

"for gay people life is only about sex!"

and after she explained me that it´s the lowest level of living, when men live a gay life, ... I asked her, if I´m scum for her. ... and she answered nothing.

we do telephone calls about 5 times per year and meet eachother about once in two years for about 5 hours.

but how is it said: everyone has just one mother! and I love my mother!

<3

8th nov: looooove those glitzy glamorous fabulous fun cars in front of my balcony* :* <3

9th nov: 3times 100 paintings in oil on canvas ...

* in 2015 I did 100 paintings in oil on canvas titled "my life" ... this was a quite good serie to show how my life looks like on a daily basis.
* in 2016 I started the serie "100 portraits in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style" ... this serie I love a looooot <3 48 portraits are finished so far.
* in 2017 I needed to do "RELAX" ... so far my most emotional serie. 92 emotional paintings in oil on canvas are done so far ... eight more days to follow.

10th nov: THAT´S MY HAIRCUT^^ since one year ... and eveeery time the same discussion at the hairdresser:
me: "on the side and back pls shave it up ... one or two milimeters!"
hairdresser: "that much short? are you sure!?"
me: "YES! and above longer! pls much longer!"
hairdresser: "much longer!? are you sure!?"
me: "YES!"

I LOOOOOVE THAT HAIRCUT <3 and it even looks good after several weeks* :* <3

10th nov: Frage/Antwort zum Buch "DAVID BOWIE´S KINDER":

F: bleibt das Buch jetzt online?
A: Nein. Da ich Gefühlsmensch bin, ist es möglich, daß ich es jederzeit wieder offline nehme. Geplant ist jedoch es bis nach den Weihnachts- Silvesterfeiertagen online zu lassen und dann wieder aus dem Netz zu nehmen.
Das Buch ist ja lediglich die unbearbeitete Vorabversion. Da ich weiß, daß ein paar meiner Facebookfreunde/innen seit Monaten auf eine Buch ähnliche Veröffentlichung von mir warten und dies allerdings noch ein paar Monate (eher Jahre) dauern kann, habe ich einfach mal eines meiner fünf unveröffentlichen Buchmanuskripte für eine begrenzte Zeit online gestellt. Also: gaaaaanz nuuuuuur für euch* <3

10th nov: THANK YOU for the love wonderful <3 Mika Minetti <3 for letting me being part in your latest glamorous, phantastic book "It Happened in Berlin" ART, LOVE & FASHION

12th nov: characteristics of paintings in oil on canvas by Patrick Bartsch:

1st: the figurative paintings are (almost all of them) based on my own photographs.
2nd: I don´t use ´black´
3rd: paintings are not signed on the front side. they are signed on the back side.
4th: with using an own technique most of the paintings are easily identifiable as paintings in oil on canvas created by Patrick Bartsch.

14th nov: ^^the one million euro question^^ what´s that white car behind the silver Mercedes? It stands on the loading station for electro cars ... which means that it could be an electro car* I love the front side of that glitzy speedy car* but don´t know its name ...

14th nov: ^^ DAVID BOWIE´S KINDER ^^

Dich interessiert nur meine kleine Geschichte über´s Ficken3000, über Barack Obama in Berlin, ... und/oder was auch immer. <= Dann geht das natürlich auch! Habe hier eine kurze Übersicht der Kapitelinhalte erstellt. Am Ende jedes Kapitels gibt es Fotos.

wie bereits erwähnt: bitte daran zu denken, daß ich dieses Buch im Jahr 2010 schrieb und es die Rohversion ist. Somit bitte ich Rechtschreib- und Grammatikfehler zu entschuldigen!

Kapitel 1: Sex
Kapitel 2: Kunst, Henning von Berg
Kapitel 3: Schöneberg
Kapitel 4: Wochenmarkt Winterfeldplatz, Motzstraße
Kapitel 5: Kunst
Kapitel 6: Tiergarten, Brandenburger Tor
Kapitel 7: Meine schwarze Ledermaske, Teddy Award, Rosa von Praunheim
Kapitel 8: Kunst, Joe Dallesandro
Kapitel 9: Schöneberg, Isa Genzken
Kapitel 10: Lesbisch Schwules Straßenfest, Rockbands
Kapitel 11: Zusammenleben mit Brian (im Buch: die dunkelblonde Schnecke)
Kapitel 12: Kunst, Hustlaball
Kapitel 13: Kunst, Prof. Klaus Vogelgesang
Kapitel 14: Berghain, Barack Obama
Kapitel 15: Ficken3000, PORKparty
Kapitel 16: myspace, PORKparty
Kapitel 17: BULL, PORKparty
Kapitel 18: Kunst, PORKparty, BMA
Kapitel 19: Kunst, CSD
Kapitel 20: Fotos

15th nov: Patrick Bartsch´s Kommentar zu:

Antisemitismus in Deutschland

Menschen welche behaupten, daß eine Antisemitismusdebatte einen Antiislamismus bestärkt, haben den Kern der Sache nicht erkannt!
Es geht bei einer Antisemitismusdebatte um ANTISEMITISMUS und darum diesen zu bekämpfen! Genau dieses liegt (Ja! ich möchte es genau so mit diesem Wort bekräftigen! =>) INSBESONDERS in der Verantwortung Deutschlands und ALLEN Menschen welche hier leben! Jede/r Deutsche welche/r mit Totschlagargumenten versucht Antisemitismusdebatten in Deutschland zu stören ... zu unterdrücken ... zu verhindern ... und zu beenden, haben keinerlei Verständnis verdient!
Antisemitismusdebatten gehören in Deutschland auf die Alltagsordnung! ... und zwar solange bis an JEDEM ORT und JEDEM PLATZ in Deutschland das Tragen einer Kippah und das Zeigen der Israelischen Nationalflagge unbehindert möglich ist!

15th nov: ^^ Frère Jacques ^^

Das wohl bedeutendste Lied meiner Kindheit!
Bis zu meinem achten Lebensjahr wuchs ich im 2000 Einwohner Dorf Schluchsee auf. Mitten im tiefsten Hochschwarzwald. Mit den Kindern welchen ich Kindergarten und Grundschule teilte, war ich entweder verwandt oder seit Babyalter befreundet. In so einem kleinen Dorf kennt jeder jeden oder ist nun mal miteinander verwandt.
Im Alter von acht Jahren floh meine Mutter mit mir, vor meinem ihr gegenüber gewalttätigen Vater in die Stadt Graz in Österreich. Von einem Tag auf den anderen fand ich mich in einer Großstadt wieder ... in welcher ich niemanden kannte und mit niemandem verwandt war, ausser der ehemaligen Ziehmutter namens Maria Zipper welche einst meine Mutter aufzog. Maria Zipper war irgendwie über mehrere Ecken mit uns verwandt. Sie war eine sehr gute, alte Frau, liebte mich sehr und wollte von Anfang an nur das Beste für mich. So wählten sie für mich eine Grundschule mit Französisch als Fremdsprache aus. Es war mitten im Schuljahr als wir zum ersten mal die Schule betraten und es war auch gerade Unterricht. Meine Mutter stellte mich kurz bei der Direktorin vor und dann zeigten sie mir den Weg zu meinem neuen Klassenraum. Sie öffneten die Klassenzimmertüre, schoben mich mit ihren Händen in das Klassenzimmer und schlossen die Türe hinter mir. Eine ganze Schulklasse fremder achtjähriger Kinder schaute auf mich und die Lehrerin deutete auf den einzigen leeren Platz im Raum. Ein Sitzplatz direkt vor ihr, in der ersten Reihe. Die Türe hinter mir war verschlossen und somit war dies für mich der einzige Weg zu gehen. Ich mußte von der Rückseite des Klassenraums an mehreren Sitzreihen voll mit Schülern vorbei um meinen neuen Platz zu erreichen. Mein Sitznachbar in der ersten Reihe war sehr sympathisch und lächelte mich freundlich an, als ich neben ihm Platz nahm.
Dies war nun mein Sitzplatz für die kommenden zwei Jahre. In dieser Zeit war nichts mehr von meinem wilden Dorfleben im tiefsten Wald übriggeblieben. In dieser neuen Zeit hieß es für "Frère Jacques! Frère Jacques! Dormez-vous? Dormez-vous? Sonnez les matines! Sonnez les matines! Dig ding dong! Dig ding dong!" zu lesen, zu schreiben und natürlich auch mehrstimmig zu singen. Diese Situation in welcher ich dazu gezwungen war in der ersten Reihe direkt vor den Lehrerinnen und Lehrern zu sitzen, ließ mir keine andere Wahl als zuzuhören und zu lernen. Blödeln oder anderes zu tun, war auf diesem Sitzplatz, in meiner Situation undenkbar. So kam es auch, daß ich zu den Besten der Klasse gehörte. Als sich die Grundschule dem Ende neigte, fragte meine Mutter bei der Direktorin nach, was sie mir nun empfehlen würde, worauf diese antwortete "Also wenn Patrick nicht in ein Gymnasium wechselt, wer dann!?" So wechselte ich schließlich auf das Gymnasium HIB (Höhere Internatsschule des Bundes) Liebnau in welcher ebenso Französisch als erste Fremdsprache galt ...

Nachwort: Wenn ich mein Leben so im Nachhin betrachte, dann war es bisher wie in einem Film. Es erscheint mir auf eine gewisse Art surreal, aber da ich mich ebenso an Gerüche, Wetter, Emotionen, Dramatik und Freude erinnern kann, macht es mir bewußt, das dies alles wirklich so passiert ist und somit nichts anderes als "Mein Leben" ist.

Frère Jacques! Frère Jacques! Dormez-vous? Dormez-vous? Sonnez les matines! Sonnez les matines! Dig ding dong! Dig ding dong!

17th nov: whatever about the amount of 450 million dollar for ´Salvatore Mundi´ ... I like the fact that they talk on CNN and every other media channel ... about art and paintings in oil on canvas* <3

18th nov: Frage/Antwort zum Buch "DAVID BOWIE´S KINDER":

Frage: Weshalb schreibst Du eigentlich immer so sehr gegen das Berghain?
Antwort: Klarstellen möchte ich, daß ich absolut für das Berghain bin und dessen Existenz für richtig halte! Ein Club wie das Berghain unterstreicht eine freie Gesellschaft.
Weshalb dieser Club jedoch nichts für mich ist, ist einfach erklärt: Ich bin auch nach Berlin gezogen, weil die Wellen der Berliner Loveparade mich in anderen Städten Europas erreicht hatten. Die Berliner Loveparade war eine Demonstration für die Liebe! Leider habe ich die letzte in Berlin stattfindende Loveparade um ein paar Monate verpasst und somit existiert dieses gemeinschaftliche Gefühl der Liebe als Parade in Berlin nur in meinen Vorstellungen. Das Berghain hat für mein Empfinden sehr wenig mit ´Liebe´ zu tun. Das beginnt damit, daß dort auch im Winter Menschen stundenlang in der Warteschlange anstehen müssen und somit in Kauf genommen wird, daß viele erkranken. (z. B. Wartezelte mit Heizpilzen wäre eine einfache Lösung) und geht bis zum Verschweigen wollen, daß dort angeblich auch schon mehrere Menschen verstorben sind. All dies und noch viel mehr passt für mich nicht in mein Bild von ´Liebe´ und somit passt dieser Club auch nicht für mich. Dies war im Jahr 2010 so als ich dieses Buch schrieb und hat sich bis heute auch nicht geändert. Ausserdem muß ja nicht jede/r das Berghain toll finden...
Aber wie bereits anfangs geschrieben: Wenn jemand das Berghain zum Feiern und Leben braucht, dann soll er/sie das auch bitte tun ... und vor allem: tun können.

18th nov: ^^YIIIPPIIIIEEEEEE^^ my father just sent me a photo of the original little pictures, from which one the painting in oil on canvas was created. (the right one). this painting exists just in my memories. it was colorful and the painter did it amazing good to have created it from such a little black and white picture. this painting got lost some years ago, when it ended in a box which my father gave to an old woman and she sold it on a flea market. but now I´m a painter by myself and can paint it again ... and very good I remember that the pullover was striped red and white* <3

18th nov: THIS is how it looks like when a bar takes care of their guests in cold winter! and not like Berghain does it letting people freeze outside in the cold till they get sick! on the pic: this is BLUE BOY BAR just right now building a HUUUUGE tent in front of their entrance*^^

18th nov: R.I.P. Malcolm Young :( for sure one of the mooooost iconic Rock ´N´ Roll legends eeeeever <3 that was a band I went to see live at age 16* OMG ACDC FOREEEEVER <3

18th nov: I know I know I know ... my 43 y.o. body looks completly wasted after doing a workout break for several weeks. but the creation of 100 paintings within 100 days needed aaaall my energy. there was no energy left for workout :( but since yesterday that serie is finished and now I do workout on a daily basis again. ... with starting DAY 1 today* :* <3

19th nov: THIS IS NOT MY GERMANY !!! ANTISEMITISM ON A HIGH LEVEL AGAIN!!! GERMANY 2017!!!

Kuwait Airways refuses to transport people from Israel in their planes! the reaction of a german judge, was, that this is ok! TO DESCRIMINATE SOMEONE BECAUSE OF HIS CITIZENSHIP IS LEGAL IN GERMANY!
and guess what: Merkel and all others accept this decision! <= that´s a scandal! and almost no german media talk about it!

by comparing the decision of America: they said if Kuwait Airways refuses to transport people from Israel, then they have to stop the well booked route London-New York. Kuwait Airways decided not to change the rules and prefered to stop flying London-New York.

GERMANY IS A SHAME! AND OBVIOUSLY IT NEEDS INTERNATIONAL PRESSURE A G A I N TO STOP FAST GROWING ANTISEMITISM IN GERMANY! <= this is why I do that english post! my international friends please find english information about it. so far I have here just the german article from the newspaper "Die Welt".

21st nov: oh, I lost some facebook friends. looks like that I´ve done something right.

21st nov: <3 goodbye Ficken3000 <3

after being there for more than eight years it´s time for me to leave. it´s time for me to focus on day activities. simple reason: I want to paint more!

I want to THANK EEEEEEVERYONE Brian, Jared, Frank, Charlie, Thorsten, Dee, Kevin, Grille, the sound guy, ....
I want to THANK AAAAALLLLL P H A N T A S T I C SHOW ACTS, DJS, PERFORMERS, DANCERS, SINGERS, GO-GO BOYS & GO-GO GIRLS, ... I did always belong to your biggest fans!

THANK YOU EEEEVERYONE ... of course AAAALLLL OUR LOOOVED GUESTS for making my sunday nights the MOST GLAAAAMOROUS FAAABULOUS GLITZY AAAMAZING NIGHTS happening on that planet!

I was never there because of the money! I was there O N L Y because of Y O U !

Thank you <3

I love you <3

<3

21st nov: a short message to all haters concerning Brian:

I would NEVER do, write or say something against Brian!
perhaps you didn´t get it so far: Brian was the biggest love of my life! within seven years we did care for eachother in good and in bad times, we lived together, we talked about everything. I was the one to whom he had the most trust in Berlin! we planed to marry eachother four times!

OF COURSE I NEED TO KNOW WITHOUT ANY DOUBTS if his death was suicide or happened perhaps on another way. I asked his closest friends for the proof, that his death was suicide. NO ONE gave me an answer for that proof I asked for! This is why I wrote that post yesterday. After some hours his widower sent me the proof I asked for. Then immediatly I deleted that post.

further more has Brian´s family similar questions as I do. so please respect, that Brian´s family has more priority to me than anyone else.

and I write it again: I´m sure ... I know that Brian wants me to do exactly what I did and do: staying on the side of his family and always looking for the truth.

<3

21st nov: further there is no more Open Studio going to happen here. I need to be just by myself. today I cleaned my studio. visits are only possible by appointment. for further questions pls write me a pm here. thank you for your understanding!

22nd nov: never before my studio looked that much tidy* after creating about 700 paintings in oil on canvas ... I thought, that it´s time to become more ´professional´ :* <3

22nd nov: today was varnish day* I think, that it´s a very good idea to start a new chapter in my life ... with a new (almost secret) facebook profile. I plan to ´imprison´ myself in my studio for the next months and use this little profile as voice to the outside world ... with just some wonderful loved friends* <3

22nd nov: my top 3 glamorous celebrity stories in 8 years sunday night in Ficken3000:

1st: when phantastic Sean Lennon was there, I didn´t realize it the whole night. after he left someone told me, that he was here. I asked Brian, why he didn´t tell me ... and he answered "you would have freaked out!" =D =D =D <3

2nd: when Amanda Seyfried came in, Brian was sitting next to me at the door. he smiled and asked her "you are in that (sorry, I forgot the name) movie! right!?", then Amanda looked surprised, a little bit shocked and answered: "no!". then Brian turned in my direction and said in his very own funny way: "she´s lying!" =D =D =D <3 of course it was her* days later it was written in celebrity magazines all over the world, that she partied at PORKparty in a club named "Ficken3000".

3rd: when R.E.M.´s fabulous Michael Stipe found a place to sit on the backside of the little stage (we had one in the ´old´ Ficken3000). some minutes later a performance started to happen on that stage and Michael said "is it ok, when I stay to sit here? I can do some background vocals!" =D =D =D <3

OMG^^ We ... I had an awesome time there! I will miss that glitzy glamorous place! :* <3

22nd nov: <3 goodbye FICKEN3000 <3

"Brian, you need to take pictures at your parties! otherwise people forget about it and then it never happened!" I said to Brian 8 years ago when PORKparties started. he answered: "ok! you do it!". This is why I took that many pictures all those years on sundays in Ficken3000 <3 below you see the last picture taken with my phone by wonderful Katya Falkóv <3 Thank You <3 on this picture you see: fabulous Frank the bar owner and in the middle aaaawesome glaaamorous future russian superstar <3 Kirill Shapovalov <3 who did a phantastic dj set some nights ago <3 THANK YOU FICKEN3000 for 8 years being MY FAMILY <3 love you forever <3

22nd nov: question/answer

Q: Patrick, what are your plans after Ficken3000 and after weekly Open Studio?
A: I plan to follow invitations in galleries and museums. I want to go to openings and to B I IIIIII G events in museums. so far almost never I followed such invitations. but I have it in my minds since a long time already. I want to go there and being part of that creative family, because I have the feeling, that I belong there.

23rd nov: my top 3 phantastic performances in 8 years sunday night in FICKEN3000:

1st: glamorous NoBra <3 this happened at the veeeery beginning of PORKparties and it was the first time, that it was that much crowded that no more people would fit in the club. ... and in the middle ... on the little stage ... glamorous half naked NoBra doing her very special speech song music performance. that night was absolutly magic^^

2nd: awesome Bendik Giske <3 & stunning Michael-John Harper <3 this happened just some months ago. awesome Bendik playing his magical saxophone while stunning MJ Harper did an out of this world dance and speech song performance. they literally took me to another place in that universe^^ WOW^^ WHAT A STUNNING NIGHT^^

3rd: wonderful Mykki Blanco´s performances were breathtaking too. so far I´ve never been in America, but when wonderful Mykki Blanco performed with that power and that perfection ... then I had the feeling to see one of America´s best performers in the middle of Berlin ... at PORKparty* <3

3rd: fierce Nikolaj Tange Lange <3 Nikolaj´s performances belong for sure to the most powerful and strongest performances ever happened on sunday nights in FICKEN3000^^ I looooove his POWER performances <3

3rd: great Gio Black Peter <3 I did always belong to his biggest fans in Berlin. I love his music! I love his performances! further more: Gio and Brian knew eachother already from New York many years ago. so at PORKparties: Gio involved Brian in a way in his performances as no other performer did. It was looooovely beautiful to see how they both interact with eachother during Gio´s great performances <3

I estimate, that about 100 !!! different performers did shows on sunday nights in Ficken3000 within the past 8 years. At PORKparties we had almost every two weeks someone performing there! All of them were GREAT and it was always my highlight of the week to see YOU on that little fabulous stage with that glamorous pole (in the old Ficken3000). OH^^ why I didn´t mention Christeene´s first performance in Berlin at PORKparty!? because I haven´t been there that night, BUTT MUSCLE I´m sure that it was AMAZING AWESOME <3

THANK YOU <3

I LOVE YOU <3

<3

<3 goodbye FICKEN3000 <3
(after 8 years sundays it´s time for me to leave that glamorous club)

23rd nov: with pointing out THE BEST DJ <3 ... I want to end my postings here on fb about FICKEN3000 and definitely concentrate on my new life.

It was a damn awesome great time ... and yes! I needed to cry on tuesday, when I realized, that this period of my life came to end.

I LOVE YOU ... all people I ever met on sunday nights in FICKEN3000 ... for ever and ever and eeeeeever <3

THANK YOU <3

and my most favorite DJ is:

*bam*
*bam*
*bambam*

<3 BRUCE LABRUCE <3
because he was the only dj using the light equipment! Bruce changed the light of the club with almost every song! party people in the club found themselves in a completly new atmoshphere with almost every new song! that was GLAAAMOROUS <3

THANK YOU <3

I LOVE YOU <3

<3 GOODBYE FICKEN3000 <3

... and YES! of course is the Vetements Men's Oversized Double Print Tee "FICKEN3000 SHARE THE BLAME" on my christmas wish list =D =D =D :* <3

23rd nov: <3 goodbye FICKEN3000 <3 THANK YOU <3 I LOVE YOU <3

23rd nov: dear universe*

thank you for sending me in rough times the right people at the right time!*
thank you for sending me today someone who came here and bought two paintings and talked with me for one hour about something which let me forget my difficulties which I had the past three days.

thank you dear universe*

<3

24th nov: wow^^ it´s already 10 years ago, when we made that photography for your 65th birthday* thank you for eeeverything <3 love you <3 HAPPY 75th BIRHTDAY ROSA <3 ... and that a loooot of your dreams will become true* :* <3

24th nov: my new life will just be about ´my paintings & myself´. love to see how my wall of portraits grows. 36 are on the wall ... 12 portraits found new owners ... which makes a total of 48 paintings. 52 more till I´ve reached my goal of 100 portraits in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style* <3

25th nov: ^^ LIPSTICK CAR ALAAAARM ^^ in front of my balcony =D :* <3 actually I like that color* <3

25th nov: pls can I go out like this? ^^ glamour punk style^^ =D wonderful Rinaldo Hopf invited me to the opening in fabulous The Ballery* :* <3

26th nov: today there is NO Open Studio! ... and also in future it´s not going to happen here anymore.

I mean I did it for about 4 1/2 years^^ that´s quite a looooong time to open his PRIVATE flat for public. WITHOUT offering a party, dr*gs, and almost no alcohol! just homemade cake, coffee, tea and softdrinks.
within those years about 400 people came here to meet me and to talk about art! THANK YOU <3
those 4 1/2 years have been quite a BIIIIG ADVENTURE for me!

in one of my books which I plan to write in future ... I will describe some stories which happened here. so pls stay tuned!

but for now: NO OPEN STUDIO !

if you´re interessted in to talk with me about art, then pls write me a pm and we can make an appointment.

THANK YOU <3

LOVE YOU <3

<3

26th nov: what a GREEEAT AAAWESOME feeling when the first christmas cookies session is done* =D :* <3

27th nov: OH^^ btw concering christmas presents: If you need christmas presents for others or just for yourself, then I´m sure the artist around your corner has something which fits for YOU <3

27th nov: caaaan´t believe it^^ ... after creating about 700 paintings in oil on canvas ... NOW fiiiiinally I´m watching videos on youtube about ´how to create paintings in oil on canvas the right way!´ :) <3

it´s good that now I want to reach a higher level of professionality. but it´s also good that so far somehow I worked out my very own individuate style* with JUST DOING*

pls stay tuned: my future paintings are going to be FIIIIEEEERCE ^^ :* <3

28th nov: BERLIN, ARE YOU SERIOUS !???

within 4 hours I counted about 20 !!! visitors, 1 little kids group, 1 students group in one of THE GREATEST MUSEUMS ON THAT PLANET !!! in Gemäldegalerie with about 400 unique paintings, such as: Caravaggio, Vermeer, Sandro Botticelli, Velázquez, ... I sat for about 1 hour!!! almost alone in a HUGE room packed with Rembrandts. and NO! THIS ISN´T GREAT! THIS IS SAD! VEEEERY SAD!
I´m sure in BULLbar have been more people today!
this dramatic situation needs to change! IMMEDIATELY!

28th nov: in a serious discussion with glamorous Rembrandt* :* <3 he told me, that I´m on the right way ... and that I should continue to paint ... everything is good as it is* <3

28th nov: Patrick´s inner monologues: with having my own unique style ... I own already the ultimative jackpot possible. I know that! Now it´s just about getting better and better and beeeeeetter in quality.
... and I plan to work my ass off to make this happen within the next months!

28th nov: what a great day^^ <3 finally I felt strong enough to go to Gemäldegalerie and looking face to face into works of Botticelli, Rembrandt, Vermeer, Caravaggio, Velázquez, ... <3

29th nov: ^^ it´s time to doodle ^^ (´doodle´ bedeutet ´kritzeln´)

my new amazing teacher for oil on canvas, told me that I have to doodle ... to make my portrait paintings better! and now I started to doodle^^ I doodle pictures which I find on facebook. this doodle stuff is quite intense! and my first eight doodles look like ´my first eight doodles´* I hope I will become better sooooon* <3

 

 

Ficken3000 sundays parties
filed under parties

 


<3 goodbye FICKEN3000 <3

"Brian, you need to take pictures at your parties! otherwise people forget about it and then it never happened!" I said to Brian 8 years ago when PORKparties started. he answered: "ok! you do it!". This is why I took that many pictures all those years on sundays in Ficken3000 <3 below you see the last picture taken with my phone by wonderful Katya Falkóv <3 Thank You <3 on this picture you see: fabulous Frank the bar owner and in the middle aaaawesome glaaamorous future russian superstar <3 Kirill Shapovalov <3 who did a phantastic dj set some nights ago <3 THANK YOU FICKEN3000 for 8 years being MY FAMILY <3 love you forever <3

 

 

drawings Patrick Bartsch november - december 2017
filed under drawingsmp


busy with getting my drawing skills better ...

 

openings/presentations september - december 2017
filed under
openings



wonderful galerist does an opening speech in his glamorous gallery ´The Ballery´

 


phantastic opening by glamorous artist Andrej Dubravsky

 

my hood september - december 2017
filed under THISISMYARTLIFE




Zazie de Paris does a performance for the grave stone laying of fabulous artist Golo Gott <3


Folsom Berlin 2017


Berlin Marathon


sunrise

love my hood*

<3

 

some postings which I created on facebook 13th september - 23rd october 2017
filed under mix


stories mix posted on facebook

14th sept: .... uuuuund hier nochmal auf deutsch: JA! die britische Luxusmodemarke VETEMENTS bietet ein modisches ÜbergrößenT-Shirt mit dem Aufdruck "FICKEN3000 SHARE THE BLAME" für 641 Euro an* Also ich finde das SUUUUPER :* <3 ... im Zeitungsartikel steht zwar, daß das T-Shirt zu viel ´Protz´ ist um es im Club mit demselbigen Namen zu tragen, AAAAABER SONNTAG NACHT PASST ES AUF AAAALLLLLE FÄLLE <3 GLAMOUR FOREVER <3

15th sept: pleeeeaaaaase is there anyone who picks me up at my studio at around 5 p.m. today and then we go together to the AMAZING GLAMOROUS FABULOUS OPENING of WOOOONDERFUL SEXY LOVELY ART SUUUUPERSTAR Andrej Dubravsky :* <3

16th sept: aaaand my vote for the best outstanding fabulous movie of the year 2017 gooooooes to <3 Tom of Finland <3

16th sept: ^^rich&sexy^^ looove those fierce sexy fabulous cars in front of my balcony :* <3

16th sept: ^^ a bad day ... as painter ^^

today I have a bad day as painter. the painting I created looked terrible.
on such days I tend to question all my work ... to question my life as painter.
never I learned how to draw and how to paint. I just started some years ago, because I thought, that someone has to create those paintings in oil on canvas ... which show the fabulous life in Berlin. I got some advices from professional painters and that´s it. never I have been at an art school ... to know how to draw/paint a face ... a body ... a landscape. I paint how I feel it should look like. that way of painting is like a lottery ... sometimes it works and sometimes not and today I didn´t work ...

16th sept: Patrick´s blablabla Meinung zu "Der Hipster in Berlin"

Vorab: Ich liebe Jurassica Parka <3 und ihre großartige Arbeit <3 Weiters vorab: Ich kann suuuuuper über mich selbst lachen, über Schwulenwitze lachen, ... und Ja! auch über Hipsterwitze lachen* In Jurassica Parka´s neuestem "Attraktiv - Das Starmagazin" Video wird ja ordentlich über die Hipster in Berlin hergezogen. Dazu möchte ich sehr gerne meine 50 Cent Meinung dazugeben: DER HIPSTER IN BERLIN gehört zu den bedeutendsten Figuren, welche Berlin in den vergangenen Jahrzehnten hervorgebracht hat! Für mich: In einer Reihe mit Bewegungen wie den Hippies der 60er und den Punks der 80er. Zu den Hipsters in Berlin gehören Menschen ... (vor allem Kreativschaffende und Kreativinteressierte) ... aus ALLEN TEILEN der Welt! Die Hipster in Berlin sind an Internationalität mit kaum einem anderen Ort in dieser Welt vergleichbar. Dass diese Internationalität eine eigene Ausdrucksform erschafft und zelebriert <= Das ist mehr als nur logisch. Für Aussenstehende (wie sich offensichtlich diejenigen des Beitrags in Jurassica Parka´s Video outen) scheint diese Ausdrucksform der Hipster in Berlin unverständlich, fremd, bis hin zu lächerlich zu wirken. ABER glaubt mir meine lieben Leser/innen: Diese Generation der Hipster in Berlin wird zu den Menschen gehören, welche die WELT VON MORGEN (<= und ich möchte es nicht minder beschreiben!) maßgeblich gestalten werden und dies zu Teilen bereits heute schon tun. Hipster in Berlin sind nicht ´irgendeine´ Ansammlung von ´verwirrten´ Menschen. Hipster in Berlin sind äusserst interessiert, hart arbeitend (<= man mag es kaum glauben, aber es ist so!), bestens vernetzt (<= und wie schon beschrieben: weltweit), im positiven Sinn: extrem risikofreudig, technisch auf dem aller aller aaaaaalller neuesten Stand, menschenfreundlich, tierlieb, ... und am Gestalten einer ´besseren´ Welt interessiert.
Durch bestimmte Umstände in meinen Jahren in Berlin, darf ich Teil dieser Hipster Szene in Berlin sein. Da die Hipster Szene in Berlin ENORM groß ist, gehöre ich natürlich nur einem Teil davon an und dies tue ich mit aller Lebensfreude und Begeisterung welche in mir steckt. Somit kenne ich die Hipster in Berlin und verstehe auch ihre Sprache ... ihre Kleidung ... ihre Frisuren ... ihr ´Gehabe´ ... ihr Lachen ... und ihr Weinen.

Diese meine Worte sind keine Kritik an Jurassica Parkas neuestem supertollen Video. Ich möchte mit meiner Meinung lediglich die Waagschalen auf die Wahrnehmung der "Hipster in Berlin" ausgleichen. ... und jetzt kann sehr gerne über die Hipster Szene in Berlin weitergelacht werden =D :* <3

17th sept: "my dad <3 " or better title: "this is how it looks like when a macho car mechanic visits his gay son in Berlin* " ... the 39th painting of the new serie "RELAX ... 100 paintings in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style within 100 days"

17th sept: knows summer is over, when: someone sings under my balcony "I´m dreaming of a white christmas" =D =D =D yes! really this happened today here =D

17th sept: GEMINI AND LEO WANTED =D :* <3 but Virgo and Capricorn fits too :* <3 pls come later to ICKYparty and we can talk about further details* :* <3 <3 :* <3

20th sept: did I mention already that I´ve been on a sport gymnasium at the age 10 - 14* I still love that sort of sport and YES! want to see moooore of it in public media*

"Booooom! Of course we have another #TUESDAYTRAINING video out.. let me know your thoughts people ????" by great Jay Thompson and his awesome team ^^*

20th sept: <3 Macron <3

I mean let´s be serious: today I watched the Amanpour interview with Macron and it´s really hard to concentrate to the content of his answers, because THAAAT PRESIDENT IS F*CKING DAMN SEXY =P :* <3 ... and it seemed, that Amanpour had bright eyes too for him and a veeeery sexy nervous body language while sitting with him together* <3

am I right?

20th sept: my life ... with flowers, Descartes and homemade plum cake <3

22nd sept: sad stories :( ... such as this one of leeegendary Matthew Rush (OH YES! he was one of my favorites some years ago) ... show me ... that it was the right decision to stop taking dr*gs one year ago.

it´s never too late to stop and I hope Matthew Rush wakes up too now!

22nd sept: Matthew Rush ...

... wasn´t just another p*rn actor! Matthew Rush was one of the most ultimative p*rnstars of the nineties / early ´00´s. it doesn´t matter if someone was into gay p*rn or not ... the sensational physics of Matthew Rush made him attractive for a whole generation of gay men. I remember how I was looking for eeeevery little picture and information to find about him ... similar as I did it as 10 y.o. kid with pictures of Michael Jackson.
I´m littleraly shocked about the tragic comedown of Matthew Rush. But at the same time I´m happy that he´s alive!
Somehow ... now ... he symbolizes a part of a whole generation of gay men who lost control over their lives becaue of dr*g abuse. that´s a tragic insight and the banal phrase "dr*gs are bad" ... gets ... for me ... a new meaning when I take a look at the latest dramatic mug shot of Matthew Rush.

I know that every person is different ... and every person reacts different on dr*gs ... and I know that´s not easy for everyone to stop taking dr*gs. I stopped it almost exactly one year ago ... and would wish that more dr*g users would stop with dr*g abuse too. I don´t want a future world full of gay dr*gged zombies!

and for Matthew Rush ... I hope that this action was enough wake up call for him to stop taking dr*gs! We don´t want to have him ... our idols ... sick and dead! We want them healthy and alive! <3

22nd sept: OOOOH^^ btw T H I S is the ultimative health advice: collect some fresh chestnuts ... put them in a wooden box ... and walk on it barefoot for some minutes every day for the next weeks (till they dried out). T H A T health practice reaches eeeevery point inside your body. pls trust me* I come from the deepest black forrest and just know about such suuuuper healthy natural exercises* so pls go in the park ... collect some and start* <3

23rd sept: ^^rich&sexy^^ *DAMN* BAAAAM* today it´s glitzy fabulous oldtimer meeting in front of my balcony* leeegendary sexy Chrysler LeBaron cabrio meets leeegendary glamorous Mercedes Benz cabrio* :* <3

23rd sept: soon I´ll reach half of the serie "RELAX ..." <= this serie is one of the last parts of the self-renovation of my life.

the are several reasons for that serie:

1st: I needed to relax my mind and keep myself busy on a daily basis. and so far it works very good.
2nd: my working studio was packed with unfinished and unused canvases. actually about 100. to find a way out of that chaos ... I decided to finish one painting per day for 100 days. as result I´ll have an empty working space in 2018. a space to create new paintings and it´s planed to create bigger and more complex paintings.
3rd: of course I test new techniques while working on "RELAX". further more I get more sovereign with the using of my own painting technique.
4th: since I don´t work on my knees on the floor anymore ... this serie gives me the possibilty to get aquainted with me new sitting working position.

so pls sympathize with me, when not every painting of that serie seems to be a masterpiece. please see it as a sort of meditation which I do on a public way with posting it here on fb. sometimes it´s necessary to go one step backwards to have the possibility then to do two steps forward.

Thank You*

<3

24th sept: ^^ life goals ^^

one of my millionaire friends ... yes, someone who has enough millions to buy a fierce flat in New York or a beautiful house in the south of France ... offered me several thousand Euro, when I can check for him a flat in the building where I live. He´s now 65 y.o. and prefers to live in an action flat the way I do it ... in a cheap, broken building created for poor people ... in the middle of one of the most dangerous neighborhoods of Berlin.

I don´t know what to think about that *hmmmppfff* because if I would have his millions, then I wouldn´t think one second about it to want to live at that place where I live ...

24th sept: if it snows this winter that much as it rained this summer ... we´ll have up to two or three meters snow that winter in Berlin #justsaying

24th sept: ^^WRONG^^ ^^WRONG^^ ^^WRONG^^ I knew there is something wrong with that action when Donatella is involved with it!!! *AAAARGHHHSSS*
WHY IS LINDA NOT THERE!!??? Gianni would have neeeeever accepted a show without Linda just because she´s not thaaaat much skinny anymore ... *hhhmmmmppppffff* either all or no one!

24th sept: okokok I´m going to vote now^^* when I watched CNN yesterday night ... I was confused a little bit, because they showed the moderator not in front of the Brandenburg gate ... instead she stood in front of one of the last pieces of the Berlin wall ! ... whatever that means ... it made me confused ...

24th sept: THANK YOU MERKEL! * yes! I voted for Dr. Angela Merkel. with domestic politics she´s perhaps not the best, but I appreciate her role in world politics: speaking out at the meeting with Putin against the torture and killing of gay men in Chechnya and standing strong against tyrant Trump. further more I voted for Tegel, because I think, it´s a treasure to have an airport directly in the city. we should make it easy for guests coming to Berlin. <3

24th sept: *Congratulations Angie* (Merkel) <3 now it´s time for me to paint the photographs which I took of you some years ago*

25th sept: this is how my flat looked like, when Brian & I lived together* <3 Brian-Tennessee Claflin my muse <3 when Brian jumped into my life and into my flat, then he said immediatly "this flat needs to be white!" ... and I made it white* later the floor too. we lived in a white cube* sometimes I was his assistent* I think that was in 2007

26th sept: ^^ Patrick Bartsch´s next exhibition ^^

I have no idea when it will be the next time, when I´ll get invited to be part of or do an exhibition somewhere ...

when you´re interessted to see some latest work in reality ... then pls join one of my next Open Studio Wednesdays, because this is a kind of exhibition ... an exhibition Patrick Bartsch style*

<3

26th sept: when I was young I had that dream to live in a club ... literally to live there.
later a much bigger dream followed: the dream to live in a gallery ... literally to live there.
Today my flat is more a gallery than anything else. it´s crowded with art ... and somewhere in between there is a bed and a kitchen and a bathroom. But even the bed disappears when people are invited to come here.
I don´t have a ´flat´ ... I don´t live in a place which looks like a flat. my flat looks more like a gallery ... and I feel like living in a gallery ... in my very own gallery. and for that reason my dream to live in a gallery 24/7 became true

<3

27th sept: just realized what I love about watching CNN: as I mentioned already I´m watching since some months CNN almost on a daily basis to improve my english. today I realized what I enjoy especially: to watch and to listen to all those different people: people of color, asians, latinos, whites, ... I like to see and to hear it how eeeeveryone acts the same. some are smart and some are idiots. some are loud and others are quite. some are mean and some are nice. some hate and others love.

in german television we don´t have that diversity of human beings ... Germany is from my opinion still very underdeveloped. many people in Germany still think, that people of color only live in Africa, asians only live in Asia and latinos in south and middle America. as it was able see it at the election some days ago in Germany.
in German television you see only sometimes a person of color and an asian and a latino ... and if you see them, then they have their ´special´ role which makes them look ´different´. the same is for gay/lesbian/trans people. I feel it that way that german television is 90 percent white and straight.

and I enjoy it while watching CNN ... to see there ´another world´ ... actually: the whole world in one channel

<3

27th sept: Lana Del Rey, Kate Bush, Tori Amos, PJ Harvey, Santigold, ...

music is sometimes like a smell, ... when you hear a special song or see a name of a singer, then immediately you get reminded to a special event or a special person.
in 2017 it has been 10 years that from my balcony I saw that cute guy dancing alone on the street at 8 a.m. in the morning. I shouted in his direction to come to my balcony. he didn´t just came to my balcony ... instead he climed over my balcony into my flat. That moment changed my life forever. for seven years we had a great time together till he died in 2014. especially music was a kind of connection between us. Brian loved to talk through music to other people.
Today I still feel how much Brian is alive inside of me ... everytime when I hear a song ... or just see the name of singers such as Lana Del Rey, Kate Bush, Tori Amos, PJ Harvey, Santigold, ... and many more ... then immediatly I get reminded of Brian.

It´s a good feeling, because I love to get reminded of Brian and love to feel him alive inside of my heart.

<3

28th sept: R.I.P. Hugh Hefner

OMG ONE OF MY BIGGEST IDOLS EEEEVER <3 looooove him and his phantastic life <3
btw WHERE IS MY PLAYBOY WITH LATOYA JACKSON IN IT!? I think I lost it somewhere between Paris and Vienna :(

29th sept: I <3 Berlin aaaand fabulous Andrej Dubravsky´s latest fierce exhibition at DITTRICH & SCHLECHTRIEM <3 check it out* :* <3

29th sept: very welcome in the world of paintings <3 Mr. Jim Carrey <3 ... and: don´t care about all those hater comments at the artnet posting ...

30th sept: Mataina Awisus <3 Spencer Reed <3 Destiny Drescher <3 maaany more, Patrick Bartsch aka Master Patrick and blu magazine <3 say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCHWUZ <3 :* <3 " ... the painting was inspired by Judy Garland´s "somewhere over the rainbow" ... where there is for sure SCHWUZ since 40 years* <3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3

2nd oct: "Eistee mit Weißwein plus 2 Eiswürfel" ... Icetea with white wine and 2 icecubes ... was my usual drink during the visits ... or pls let´s better say ´teaching lessons for life´ ... at my mentor Gunther´s place between my age 21 till 26 when I lived in Vienna*... the 54th painting of the new serie "RELAX ... 100 paintings in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style within 100 days"

4th oct: LOOOOVE THAT FAAABULOUS GREAT STUNNING MOVIE <3 eeeeveryone should see it* :* <3 Thanx to Mykki Blanco, Matt Lambert and eeeeveryone participating in and with that movie <3 (out of this world)

6th oct: Wir sind Friedensnobelpreis*

6th oct: Patrick´s Kommentar zu der antischwulen Bewegung in Ägypten:

es war ein Artikel in einer Zeitschrift, welcher mein Leben rettete ...

bis zu meinem 16. Lebenjahr wußte ich nichts über eine Schwule Community und überhaupt, daß es noch andere Menschen auf dieser Welt gibt welche sexuell in dieselbe Richtung orientiert sind, wie ich es war.
Meine Mutter war mit der Tatsache, daß sie einen schwulen Sohn hat vollkommen überfordert! Wie sie mir Jahre später erzählte haben ihr bereits als ich 9 Jahre alt war, Arbeitskolleginnen zu erklären versucht, daß ich vermutlich schwul sei. Dies war ein Albtraum für meine Mutter und sie versuchte während meiner ganzen Kindheit und Jugend dieses Thema in Gesprächen mit mir zu vermeiden. Was bedeutete, daß ich nicht nur keine Unterstützung von zu Hause erhielt, sondern absolute Ablehnung gegenüber diesem Thema zu spüren bekam. Dies resultierte in einer Einsamkeit. In der Grundschule und im Gymnasium wurde ich hart geschlagen und verprügelt, wenn ich es nur gewagt hatte nicht dem üblich männlich kindlich/jugendlichen Gehabe zu entsprechen. Mit ´hart geschlagen´ meine ich Dinge wie, daß mir z. B. die Beine weggezogen wurden und ich daraufhin mit meinem Kopf auf den Steinboden des Schulgebäudes aufschlug. Mit 14 Jahren wechselte ich, hauptsächlich aus dem Grund meinen Peinigern zu entfliehen, die Schule. Meine Mutter unterstützte meinen Wunsch auf eine Vollinternatsschule zu gehen, wohl auch aus Gründen, da sie immer die Schuld meines Schwulseins bei sich suchte und wahrscheinlich wohl auch hoffte, daß mir dies in einer der damals strengsten Schulen Österreichs ´weggelehrt´ werden würde. So elitär die Tourismusschulen von Bad Gleichenberg waren, so homophob waren diese auch. Dies wurde mir bereits in den ersten Tagen bewußt, als ich in den ersten Tagen einen ebenso neuen Mitschüler sah, welcher eine rote Handtasche in der Hand trug und gewollt feminin agierte. Er war nach wenigen Tagen nicht mehr an dieser Schule.
Um es nochmal klar auszudrücken: Ich wußte zu dieser Zeit nichts von anderen Schwulen oder sogar schwulen Gemeinschaften auf dieser Welt. Instinktiv suchte ich jedoch nach Menschen, welche so wie ich ´anders´ waren. Vollkommen auf mich alleine gestellt kämpfte ich mich durch meine Jugendjahre. Bis ich letztendlich in einer Zeitschrift (so eine Art "Stern") einen einseitigen Artikel fand in welchem es um etwas Schwules ging und darin die Hosi (Homosexuelle Initiative Österreichs) erwähnt wurde. In panischer Angst, daß mich irgendjemand beim Lesen dieses Artikels erwischen könnte, versteckte ich auch diese Zeitschrift, da ich diese Information ... dieses eine Wort "Hosi" als Ausweg aus meiner tragischen Situation erkannte. Ich tat alles daran um im darauf kommenden Sommer mein jährliches Sommerschulpraktikum in Wien machen zu können. Dort machte ich mich auf die Suche nach den Räumlichkeiten der Hosi. Es war abends und ich ging auf der anderen Straßenseite mehrmals nervös auf und ab, bevor ich es wagte die Türe der Homosexuellen Initiative zu öffnen. Es war gerade Filmabend, etwa 15 Menschen saßen in einem dunklen Raum vor einem Fernseher ... ich setzte mich auf einen freien Stuhl ... neben all die anderen ... schaute ebenso in diesen Fernseher, fühlte mich geborgen und vor allem gerettet!

Öffentliche, positive, schwule Berichterstattung rettet Leben! In Ägypten wurde dies vor ein paar Tagen verboten!

7th oct: Patrick´s private art university:

discussion with a very old fomer superstar artist:

me: "work something for your money! create new art!"
him: "hahaha =D I´m so out of the today´s art business!"
me: "sotheby´s auctioned a Wolfgang Tillmans photography for 500 000 euro some days ago!"
him: "who is he?"
me: "whatever! from the new generation I belong to best artists in Berlin!"
him: "why?"
me: "because I´m authentic! my art is authentic!"
him: "when an idiot creates art then it´s authentic too, but it´s bullshit art! great art is defined by quality! knowing how to create his work in perfection! when you create art which is based on quality, then it brings joy looking at it!"

okokok he did win again!

and YES! still I need to learn a looooot!

I love my private art university Berlin style <3

9th oct: "the dream of my life" ... in the age of 19 ... I had that dream, that when I will be older, that I will be ... a thinker ... or a writer ... or a photographer ... or a painter ^^ *WHOOOUUUIII* yesterday my mom was here and brought me some old almost forgotten pictures ... <3

9th oct: NOW finally I know the secret path to ´quality´ and ´perfection´

pls first let me take as example ´China´. you know the word ´China´ and now imagine a Chinese is coming into your life and starts to explain China and takes you by your hand and goes with you to China, where you see people and can smell the Chinese landscape. finally you will start to understand the word ´China´.

something similar happened to me with the words ´quality´ and ´perfection´. those words have been impossible to understand for me. it almost freaked me out, that those words seemed that much strange to me!
since 13 years I have the ultimative ´quality´ and ´perfection´ in front of my eyes on a daily basis ... with my genius neighbor Prof. Klaus Vogelgesang ... perhaps one of the best illustrators Germany ever had. probably you will not know his name, because since many years he is completly out of the art business. he was a worldwide famous art superstar in the seventies. (pls find his genius work on google. best by typing his name without title. just ´Klaus Vogelgesang´).
since 13 years he gives me hints for what ´quality´ and ´perfection´ means. for me it was a loooooong and hard way to get it! Finally ... just two days ago he gave me the missing piece of the puzzle with explaining to me very simple: ´quality in art brings joy to people when they look at it!´. NOW I GET IT! now all the scripts he gave me to read, all the words he told me, all the examples which he showed to me ... make sense! Now ´quality´ and ´perfection´ aren´t just words anymore! Finally I can feel them, touch them, smell them and yes! even use und work with them!

Which means: pls be prepared that my art ... my paintings will start to look very different starting in 2018. I don´t want to use the word ´better´, because there is no ´better´ for me. it´s just another phase I´m reaching after creating more than 600 paintings in oil on canvas within the past six years. In future I will include in my new work my understanding for the words ´quality´ and ´perfection´. but of course it´s a way I have to go and everything will workout just step by step.

it feels good that the words ´quality´ and ´perfection´ are finally no more strangers to me.

THANK YOU for the patience Prof. Klaus Vogelgesang!

<3

11th oct: ^^whooouuuiiiiiii^^ me cooking three liters mjaaammmmyy carrot soup is the 300th selfie on my instagram* =D :* <3

11th oct: on a certain point it gets boooooring reading art magazines ... when 90 percent in it are ooooonly about milionaires and bilionaires buying art ... such as: artnet.com ... scroll down and the first 10 articles are just about them ... *hmmmpppfffff*

11th oct: aaaaaand this friday at 11.55 p.m. on ARTE: glaaaaamorous Rebecca Goyette with LOBSTAPORN ... and yes! perhaps you will see me in that fabulous project too* :* <3

13th oct: of course I read THAT GLAAAMOROUS VETEMENTS article^^ ... the last time when I was interessted in a fashion label thaaaat much ... was with Versace, but at a time when Gianni was alive* :* <3

14th oct: <3 let´s talk about sex <3 aaaand here it is: fabulous Rebecca Goyette in LOBSTAPORN on ARTE-TV ... and if you´re looking for Patrick Bartsch in that clip: he´s the black lobsta with eight c*cks* :* <3

15th oct: OMG^^ BRITNEY SPEARS TURNED INTO A PAINTER^^ :* <3 ... and I love it* <3

15th oct: sometimes I think about Brian <3 and about things he loved* such as this picture* I think this was his most favorite picture of all my black leather mask pictures ... <3 (with Nina Hagen)

16th oct: Rosa fragt: " Wie wird man reich und berühmt?"
Patrick antwortet: "In dem man sich unter anderem auch mal von Patrick Bartsch aka Master Patrick hat fotografieren lassen! :* <3 "
... ja, ich durfte damals dieses Foto von Rosa machen. Das war in der Zeit vor der Malerei als die Fotografie die oberste Priorität in meinem Leben hatte.

... und nun natürlich: Rosa´s NEUESTES Buch kaufen und lesen* <3

19th oct: ^^ Open Studio N E W S ^^

sundays SUNDAYS sundays <3

okokok I got it: wednesdays afternoon is veeery difficult to handle for many people. this is why I decided to move it to SUNDAYS AFTERNOON ^^ :* starting this sunday* <3

see you soon at <3 Patrick Bartsch´s Open Studio Sundays <3

Berlinstyle* :* <3

... aaaaand yes! I will bake some eeeeextra mmmjammmmyyy cake* :* <3

19th oct: this is Buakaw ... perhaps the most legendary fighter alive! Buakaw IS Muay Thai! some years ago when he was in Berlin ... I went to see him too. I watched him fighting and let him give me an autograph on a thai fighter trousers. I avoided to touch him, because I didn´t want to give him bad energy which I had inside of me at that time. the way how he looked in my eyes and talked to me ... gave me positive power for months to handle my hard times in those years. meeting powerful people such as Buakaw did belong to the most touching moments since I live in Berlin. I love Buakaw <3 Buakaw is a non-stop inspiration to me ... for how to be and stay strong! ... and meanwhile my bad energies of the past are almost gone ... <3 Thank You Buakaw <3

20th oct: Lieblingstorte? Pls which one is your favorite cake?

yesyesyes* I´m looking for baking ideas for the next months *N E W Open Studios SUNDAYS* <3

20th oct: OH^^ today is Hustlaball Berlin* actually I planed to go too ... but for next year I will go there for sure again^^ some years ago ... when I was around with my black leather mask ... I was every year at Hustlaball Berlin. on the pic this was exactly 10 years ago ... in 2007 ... with glamorous, sexy Jesse Santana :* <3 ... <3 HAPPY HUSTLABALL BERLIN 2017 to eeeveryone there tonite* <3

21st oct: okokok* aaaand for tomorrow´s first Open Studio Sundays ... I decided to make it simple&classy with a Vienna style Guglhupf <3 if you are around in famous infamous Schöneberg ... then you´re welcomed here between 3 till 9 p.m. :* <3 see you <3

23rd oct: OOOH die Straße vor meinem Balkon ist schon wieder in der Zeitung^^ ... und kein Wort über die tollen Autos welche hier immer parken^^ ... und zur Kriminalität: meine Meinung: Diese Straßen auf jeden Fall meiden! garnicht durchgehen! und schon garnicht nachts! zur Zeit ist es hier nicht nur ein bischen gefährlich, sondern richtig gefährlich!

23rd oct: OH^^ soon I´ve created 700 paintings in oil on canvas ... 100 more and I´m on the same level as Vincent van Gogh^^ I mean with the produced number of paintings^^* =D :* <3

 

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