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some postings which I created on facebook 13th february - 17th march 2018
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13th feb: whyyyy? WHYYYY? the light sculpture in one of my moooost favorite 90´s videos needs to look like TRUMP *AAAARRRRGGHHHHSSSSS* (at the end of the video at around 3.50 min) (Billy Idol, flesh for fantasy)

14th feb: just watching ´The Fighter´ (2010) with glaaaamorous Marc Wahlberg* OMG I looove that fabulous actor* <3 and YES! awesome movie* :* <3

15th feb: the new China is the most exciting country on that planet! ... and I WANNA BE PART OF IT! <3 I loooove the new China <3 ... pls watch T H A T video about the new creative art scene in Shanghai! * <3 it´s aaaaawesome* <3

15th feb: tbt ´the forgotten creative people of Vienna 1996´ on the pic it´s Roman ... my first BIG LOVE of my life <3 ... and it wasn´t carneval that day ... it was just another casual evening in our flat ... with colorful feathers in his hair, acrylic colors on his body and in the back a painting he created ... <3 sometimes I still miss him ...

16th feb: dear diary*

looking back ... my life in Berlin seems very surreal to me! in 2003 I came to Berlin with a suitcase full packed with hopes! ... most of all with the hope to find a ´better´ life in Berlin. ... a life which means most of all: to be free!

it seems surreal to me, when I look at the pictures, when I joined the Berlinale in 2012 ... dressed up completly in gold: a golden suit, a golden mask and holding my camera in my hands.

today in 2018 my life in Berlin still feels surreal to me ... especially with my BRANDNEW ADVENTURE: having my creative life focused on China!

I don´t dare to look 10 years forward ... but I hope that my life in 10 years will still be surreal ...

<3

17th feb: Patrick Bartsch´s Kommentar zum Thema ´Heimat´

Es ist gut und richtig, dass sich unterschiedlichste Menschen aus unterschiedlichsten Teilen der Welt in "Deutschland" vermischen! Weil: Die ganze Welt wird sich in den kommenden Jahrhunderten rasant vermischen! Ich meine, daß weiß man doch schon spätestens seit das Auto und das Flugzeug entwickelt wurde!

Ähnlich wie in Amerika wird die ganze Welt in ein paar Jahrhunderten (oder eventuell schon früher!) komplett ´vermischt´ sein! <= das ist ganz einfach der Lauf der Dinge! Dabei gibt es kein ´gut´ oder ´schlecht´. so ist es einfach!

Ebenso ist die alte Bedeutung von ´Heimat´ vollkommen unaktuell! Sich eine Heimat in Form von (zur Zeit gültigen) Landesgrenzen auszumachen, ist meiner Meinung nach, völliger Quatsch!
Wenn man seinen Geburtsort als ´Heimat´ festlegt oder seinen Wohnsitz oder ganz einfach die ganze Welt als seine Heimat ansieht, dann macht dies wohl eher Sinn ... und entspricht auch einem Denken aus dem 21. Jahrhundert.

18th feb: Stephen King was aaaalways a hero to me* <3

19th feb: Finnische Künstlerinnen und Künstler in Berlin <3 OOOOH I LOOOOVE THEM* <3

19th feb: starting now to watch ´The Greatest Showman´ (2017) ^^*

19th feb: tonite I feel veeeery similar <3 OMG I LOOOOVE THAT MOVIE AND T H A T SONG <3

19th feb: <3 BLACK PANTHER <3

it´s difficult to imagine ... that the last time when I watched a movie in cinema was in 1997 ... watching ´Titanic´

because of some reasons I wasn´t able to go to cinema for the past 21 years!
In one of my next books ... I will describe those reasons ...

but NOW I´m over it! and after aaaaallll those years ready to go to cinema again! aaaand I found the perfect movie already: <3 BLACK PANTHER <3 YES! I think this is the right movie for me to start to go to cinema again! :* <3

caaaaaan´t wait* <3

20th feb: <3 my whole life explained in one song <3 ... OH ^^ did I mention already, that I LOOOOOOVE T H A T MOVIE* :* <3 (this is me, the greatest showman)

20th feb: ´ SOS KINOBESUCH ´

wie mache ich das bitte? rein technisch?

da ich in Berlin noch nie im Kino war um mir einen Film anzusehen ... und generell seit etwa 21 Jahren nicht mehr im Kino war, (´TITANIC´ hatte ich mir zuletzt 1997 im Kino angsehen.) weiss ich auch garnicht wie man das heute so macht.

also wenn ich mir ´BLACK PANTHER´ nächste Woche im besten Kino Berlins ansehen möchte (ich nehme an, das ist das Sony Center), wie macht man das dann rein technisch bitte am besten? solche Filme sind doch bestimmt ausverkauft!? bin für jeden Tip dankbar*

<3

20th feb: ´paint what you see!´ <= the number one golden rule for eeeeevery painter* <3

20th feb: pls are there any suggestions which movies of the past 20 years I should watch? I like adventure, (polit)thriller, fantasy, love movies with happy end* :* <3

20th feb: just watched a Peter Paul Rubens documentary: he was in a painter´s school for 7 years ... and I´m now in my 6th year of creating paintings in oil canvas. which means: everything´s fine! there´s no reason for me to be in a hurry^^*

:* <3

2st feb: okokok down to minus 12 degree in Berlin in the next week! ... I can´t paint when it´s that much cold :(

21st feb: HAHAHA =D I created a non-visible painting too^^* in 2015 ... number 42 of the serie ´my life´ 100 paintings in oil on canvas within 100 days´ is a non-visible painting* :)

21st feb: Liebes Tagesbuch,

jetzt bemerke ich es wieder, welchen entspannenden Effekt es hat einfach einen guten Film anzusehen. Man kann dabei gut abschalten und für einige Zeit die Welt um sich herum vergessen!

die vergangenen 20 Jahre setzte ich mich selbst ziemlich stark unter Druck. Während dieser Zeit fiel mir dies selbst garnicht auf, dass ich non-stop auf 180 war ... vermutlich wohl eher auf 220 ;) . Alles was mich hätte bremsen können lehnte ich kategorisch ab: dazu zählte auch einfach Filme zu gucken. <= ich sah dies als Zeitverschwendung für mich an! Zum Glück bin ich jetzt über diesen Berg drüber und kann es wieder geniessen, einfach zu entspannen und einen guten Film anzusehen: heute nachmittag gibt es ´Butterfly Effect´ (2004) für mich* <3 Danke Elia Estavillo für den Tip* <3 freue mich schon* :)

21st feb: ´TITANIC ... mein letzter Film im Kino ... für über 20 Jahre´

Mein Freund zu dieser Zeit war sehr eifersüchtig, was mir generell nichts ausmachte. Wir sahen uns TITANIC im Kino an. Ein langer Film mit zwei Filmpausen, welche ich nutzte um auf die Toilette zu gehen. Dieser Film ergriff mich und nach dem Film war ich wie hypnotisiert. Als mein Freund und ich im Dunkel der Nacht durch die Wiener Kärtnerstraße Richtung nach Hause spazierten, stoppte er auf einmal, sah mich ernsten Blickes an und sagte ´ich weiß, was du auf der Toilette getan hast!´. Dieser Satz überraschte mich und riss mich abrupt aus meinen TITANIC Filmträumen heraus. Er fuhr fort ´du hast dich dort mit jemandem getroffen!´. Diese Anschuldigung war absurd und veranlasste mich ein paar Tage später die Beziehung zwischen uns zu beenden.
Er wollte dies nicht so einfach hinnehmen und drohte mir mich zu töten! Auf eine gewisse Art und Weise gelang ihm dies beinahe auch. Der Untergang der TITANIC sollte sinnbildlich meine kommenden Lebensjahre wiederspiegeln. Ich ging nicht ganz unter ... aber beinahe!
Für mehr als zwei Jahrzehnte sollte ich keine Ruhe mehr finden um mir einen Film anzusehen. Geschweige denn mir einen Film im Kino anzusehen.
Die Ironie welche mir in diesen Jahren wiederfuhr war, dass ich während meiner Zeit in Köln in mehreren Kinofilmen als Statist tätig war. Unter anderem in Filmen mit Cuba Gooding Jr, Roger Moore, ... . Diese Filme sah ich mir selbst nie an. Nicht mal dann, als mir Freunde mitteilten, dass ich eindeutig auf der Kinoleinwand wiederzuerkennen war.
Auch in Berlin wollte es mein Schicksal so, daß ich mit der Filmwelt Bekanntschaft machen sollte. Zum Beispiel als ich im Jahr 2009 Tilda Swinton begegnete, wußte ich nicht wer sie war! Ich kannte zuvor weder ihren Namen, noch hatte ich einen ihrer Filme gesehen. Ich war lediglich von dieser wundervollen Frau als Mensch begeistert und wie sie auf mich mit meiner Maske reagierte. So ähnlich ging es mir in diesen Jahren mit fast allen Menschen aus der Filmwelt welche mir in Berlin begegneten.

Heute schreiben wir das Jahr 2018 und ich fühle mich mittlerweile wieder erholt und ´geheilt´. Es tut gut wieder Filme anszusehen und genießen zu können und weiters ist es suuuperaufregend all diese großartigen Filme jetzt anzusehen, welche ich die vergangenen 21 Jahre verpasst hatte ...

<3

21st feb: es war ja nicht so, dass ich ausschließlich als Statist für Kinofilme welche damals in Köln gedreht wurden, tätig war. Sondern ich hatte mit den Castingagenturchefs richtige Freundschaften aufgebaut. Da ich zu dieser Zeit bei GAP Jeans verkaufte, kannte ich sehr viele Menschen und somit konnten mich die Castingleute um Mitternacht anrufen und mir sagen, dass sie für 6 Uhr morgens noch 10 Statisten brauchten und mit meinen Verbindungen hatte ich das auch meist geschafft diese zu besorgen. Für uns/für mich war das einfach Spaß =D ... ne schöne Abwechslung neben dem Verkäuferjob.

Bei diesen Kinofilmproduktionen habe ich dann meist mehrere Sachen gemacht. Eigentlich alles, wofür kurzfristig jemand gebraucht wurde. Sie wußten, daß ich immer ´ja´ sagte und dabei nicht nach mehr Geld verlangte =D

Keinen dieser Kinofilme, welche zwischen 2000 - 2003 gedreht wurden, habe ich bisher gesehen. ABER JETZT schaue ich mir endlich einen nach dem anderen an :) Beginnen werde ich wohl mit dem Film ´Das Wunder von Bern´ (2003), da ich dort ziemlich oft bei Drehtagen dabei war und somit einige bekannte Gesichter im Film wiedererkennen sollte ... <3 freue mich schon :)

22nd feb: so und jetzt gibt´s erstmal den Film ´Babylon Berlin´ (2017) bin schon gespannt!^^

22nd feb: OMG ^^ my movie for tonite is looooong^^ ... the 3 hours movie: MAGNOLIA (1999)

23rd feb: aaaaand now for me to watch ´The Devil Wears Prada´ (2006) caaaaan´t waaaaiiiit :* <3

23rd feb: today I feel veeeeery similar =D PATRICK BOOM! POP BANG WWZZZOOOOOM =D :* <3

23rd feb: jetzt verstehe ich weshalb alle so sehr von Tom Tykwer begeistert sind! ´Babylon Berlin´ ist SENSATIONELL! In der Verarbeitung des Filmemachens eines der besten Sachen welche ich je gesehen habe! ABSOLUTE WELTKLASSE!^^ <3

24th feb: Als ich meiner Mutter gestern am Telefon erzählte, dass ich dabei bin China als neues Zentrum meines Lebensinhaltes zu machen, sagte sie: "Du warst schon immer ein Streber!" =D

I love my mom <3

24th feb: so und jetzt gibt´s den Film ´Groupies bleiben nicht zum Frühstück´ (2010) mit glamorous Kostja Ullmann für mich* immerhin haben sie eine Skaterszene von diesem Film hier in Berlin vor meinem Balkon gedreht^^* ... hatte damals auch kurz mit Kostja gequatscht, ohne zu wissen, dass es Kostja ist* ... und fotografiert hatte ich ihn vor meinem Balkon ... :)

freue mich jetzt schon auf den Film* <3

25th feb: The world NEEDS TO learn a lot from Japan and China^^

26th feb: aaaaand my first two chinese words which I learned yesterday, aaaaaare:

´Kunst´ (art)... here the pronunciation sounds very similar like ´ischuh´
and
´Kultur´ (culture) ... here the pronunciation sounds very similar like ´wennhua´

ooooh I looooove those two glamorous chinese words already*

<3

26th feb: WOW^^ Gucci goes Renaissance Art :* <3

26th feb: I love to eat ice cream in winter :)

28th feb: ´ein heisses Vollbad am Morgen vertreibt Kummer und Sorgen´ <= Lebensweisheiten Patrick Bartsch Style* :*

28th feb: ^^YIPPIIEEEE^^ heute sind meine ersten Birkenholzplatten angekommen* ... in Zukunft plane ich öfters auch auf Holzplatten zu malen* ... ich meine ... meine Heroes Rembrandt & Co haben das ja auch gemacht* <3 ... jetzt muss es nur noch etwas wärmer werden und dann geht es bei mir weiter mit der Malerei *freu* :) <3

1st march: ´understanding art is about understanding the painter ...´ <= this is what they say in this video* :*

1st march: more than 100 times in the past weeks ... I listened to the soundtrack of ´The Greatest Showman´ <= and this fact makes it already now: my MOOOOOST AAAMAZING FAAAVORIT SOUNDTRACK 2018 ^^* OMG I LOOOOOVE THOSE GLAAAMOROUS P H A N T A S T I C SONGS <3 <3 <3

2nd march: ´a realist painter follows the plans of god´

to be a good realist painter is a very submissive job!
it´s necessary to paint what you see ... unconditionally! ... the moment you leave that path ... the painting becomes a cartoon!
you need to love the eyes, the mouth, the nose, the ears,the skin, the hair, every wrinkle, every birthmark, ... to create an awesome realist painting!
it´s similar such as a building worker who needs to follow the plans of the architect! ... and as realist painter you have to follow the plans of god!

<3

2nd march: <3 15 years art by Patrick Bartsch <3

it´s now 15 years since I decided to spend all my power and all my available time for my own art.

15 years is a long time ... but on the other side a short time too.
in 2003 ... at age 29 ... I decided to become an artist. <= indeed this was A DECISION!

I started as photographer ... then I did performance art ... and since 2011 my main focus point is on ´oil on canvas´.

I think that I made it good so far* <3

... and somehow I have the feeling, that my journey of ´being an artist´ has just started.

<3

3rd march: busy with improving my drawing skills^^* today I did a drawing of glaaamorous Neymar Jr. ... Patrick Bartsch style* caaaaan´t wait till it gets warmer and I´m able to continue to paint with oil on canvas again* <3

3rd march: OOOOH MYYYY GOOOOD TONITE I´M WATCHING <3 FROZEN <3 (2013) for the veeeery first time in my life* <3 caaaan´t wait :* <3

3rd march: *hmpf* also ´Die Eisprinzessin´ ist ein blööööder Film *grummel* wieso hat die Eisprinzessin denn keinen Prinz am Ende? *hmpf* diesen Film schaue ich mir nie wieder an! Dann lieber zum 150. mal die Schöne und das Biest :) <3

4th march: was with Musk Ming and Jürgen Noack in the awesome Chinese Culture Center in Berlin^^

5th march: Meine aller aller aaaaalllller erste Bestellung im Internet! <= habe ich soeben gemacht :)

´besser spät als nie´ ... tatsächlich hatte ich bisher noch nie etwas aus dem Internet bestellt!
zuerst hatte ich keine Kreditkarte. ... dann habe ich mir vor einem Jahr eine bestellt, aber bisher nie benutzt. ... und HEUTE ^^YIPPIEEE YEAAHH YEAAAAHHH^^ bei Amazon ein Konto eröffnet und ein neues Handy bestellt! :)

und jetzt bin ich echt gespannt ob alles so klappt ...

5th march: ^^WOW^^ fabulous sexy Audi A7 in front of my balcony <3 I think THIS ONE would be a veeeery nice glamorous car FOR ME :* <3 ... but I would like to have it in RED <3

5th march: also ich hab heute schon mit dem Frühjahrsputz angefangen =D

6th march: OMG I LOOOOVE IT <3 my first words to learn to write in chinese are: ´Berlin´ ´China´ ´Art´ ´Culture´ ... THANK YOU a looot for the teaching to great Musk Ming <3

7th march: my latest fabulous drawing of chinese president Xi Jinping ^^ ... and yes! this drawing is sold already* :* <3

7th march: so, dann geht´s jetzt ab heute los mit ´Chinesisch lernen für Anfänger´ youtube Videos schauen* :) <3

8th march: die wunderbare <3 Mona Lisa von Allenstein <3 feiert heute Weltfrauentag und gibt dazu ein großartiges Interview im Tagesspiegel^^* <3 PRÄDIKAT ÄUSSERST LESENSWERT <3

8th march: Selbstgespräche Teil 146: "... und irgendwann werde ich doch noch ein großer Maler sein!"

8th march: to all my wooonderful women in my life: I love you eeeeevery day of the year <3

9th march: tonite for the first time I had Chinese scripts in my dreams :) I saw thousands of Chinese scripts in front of me and they were written that much small, that I could barely see them =D

... it´s a good sign to have China in my dreams already <3

9th march: mein Erfolgserlebnis des Tages: einer Chinesin und einem Chinesen beim Gespräch zugehört ... ohne zu wissen worüber sie sprachen ... habe ich auf einmal das chinesische Wort für ´Kunst´ (welches ich ja bereits gelernt hatte) hörbar erkannt ... und *ZAAAMPPP* sofort wusste ich ´aha! jetzt unterhalten sich beide über Kunst!´

OMG I LOVE TO LEARN CHINESE LANGUAGE <3

10th march: on a certain way I feel ashamed about it, how ignorant I was for China so far almost all of my life!

my recent phascination for that great country grows day by day!

today I realized that the world´s largest city with a population of about 35 million !!! people is Chongqing. <= a city name which I never realized before in my life!

a loooot of work waits for me ... to learn more and more about that legendary country!

... and I´ve just started!

<3

10th march: ... today after watching more than 10 hours videos about China on youtube ... I´ll sleep in my golden silk pyjama which one I bought in Hong Kong about 20 years ago* :) <3

11th march: meine Anzugträgerfreunde:

Da ich plane in naher Zukunft wieder öfters mit Anzug, Hemd und Krawatte in der Öffentlichkeit zu erscheinen, plane ich in naher Zukunft neue Anzüge, Hemden und Krawatten für mich zu kaufen!

Hat bitte jemand gute Vorschläge für Anzug- Hemd- und Krawattenkäufe in Berlin?

PS: Das Anzugtragen bin ich gewohnt, da ich zwischen 14 - 19 Jahren in einer Internatsschule war, in welcher das Tragen von Anzügen, Hemden und Krawatten Pflicht war.
Nach der Schule habe ich das Tragen von Anzügen, Hemden und Krawatten vernachlässigt und möchte jetzt mit 44 Jahren wieder damit beginnen! <3

11th march: <3 Berlin China Art <3

Es ist mir eine besondere Ehre und Freude im Team zusammen mit Musk Ming und Jürgen Noack die neue Website www.berlinchinaart.com gestalten zu dürfen!
Die ersten beiden Beiträge sind jetzt online! Wir freuen uns über jeden Besuch auf unserer Website und über jedes ´Like´ auf unserer facebook Seite!

Danke sehr* und viel Spaß beim Lesen*
wünscht euch
das ´Berlin China Art´ Team
<3

12th march: y braaandnew *of course* <3 MADE IN CHINA <3 ^^ honor 6X ^^ phone just arrived* :* <3 I LOOOVE IT* <3

13th march: . so! ... und weil ich zur Zeit sooo sehr glücklich bin, gibt´s heute Hummercremesuppe aus der Dose aus dem KaDeWe zum Mittagessen :) :* *Guten Appetit* <3

13th march: <3 LIEBE bedeutet ... <3

Es war tatsächlich <3 LIEBE <3 welche mich im Herbst 2016 dazu bewegte mein Leben zu ändern!

Die Liebe kam ... wie es so oft ist ... vollkommen unerwartet! Seit ewigen Jahren habe ich niemanden über mein Profil von den ´blauen Seiten´ live getroffen, jedoch im Herbst 2016 schrieb mich ein ... für mich ... auf den ersten Blick ... perfekter Mensch an! Eine Art ´absoluter Traumkerl´! Besser und schöner als ich ihn mir hätte ausdenken können! <3

Zu dieser Zeit war mein Leben ausser Kontrolle!
Ich beschloß nach den ersten Treffen mit diesem Traumkerl, dass ich unsere schöne Welt nicht durch mein Partyleben und dem damit verbundenen Alkoholkonsum zerstören möchte. Somit wurde ich im Herbst 2016 nüchtern!

Seine Wohnung war der Ort an welchem wir uns regelmässig trafen und dennoch dachte ich, dass es möglich wäre, dass er mich auch eines Tages besuchen wollen würde ... und somit beschloss ich meine Wohnung im Frühjahr 2017 vollkommen zu renovieren ...
Auch meine neuen Klamotten kaufte ich letztendlich um auch ihm zu gefallen! ... und obendrein gehe ich seither regelmässig zum Friseur!

Auf dem Nachhauseweg von ihm ... im Herbst 2016 war ich Florian Hetz begegnet, welcher mich dazu inspirierte zwei meiner wichtigsten Projekte zu erarbeiten: Ein Buch über meine ´Maskenjahre´ zu schreiben und die Gemäldeserie ´100 Portraits in Öl auf Leinwand´ zu beginnen. <= Somit sind diese wegbestimmenden Ereignisse auch direkt mit meinem ´Traumkerl´ verbunden.

Bei all unseren Treffen haben wir seltenst über uns gesprochen! Er wusste so gut wie nichts über meine künstlerische Arbeit und auch sonst eigentlich nichts über mein vergangenes Leben. Wir hatten uns niemals auf facebook miteinander befreundet. Bei unseren Treffen widmeten wir uns ganz uns selbst ... und schauten auch gerne gemeinsam auf der Couch liegend ... Dokumentationen auf Arte an. Er war sehr gebildet ... und phaszinierte mich dadurch umso mehr! Letztendlich basiert sogar mein neues Interesse an China auch aus seinen Gesprächen mit mir ...

Zu Weihnachten brachte ich selbstgebackene Kekse mit und im Frühjahr auch mal einen Strauss bunter Blumen.

Wir verstanden uns grossartig! Es war mir wichtig alles einfach zu halten und nichts unnötig zu ´verkomplizieren´. Ich hielt mich zurück ihn mit ´Verliebtheitsgequassel´ zu bedrängen und mit ´Liebesgeständnissen´ zu belasten.

<3 Liebe <3 bedeutet für mich mittlerweile viel mehr! Es bedeutet in erster Linie ... dem Menschen welchen ich liebe ... Freiheit zu schenken. ... und zwar uneingeschränkt! Jede Freiheit welcher der von mir geliebte Mensch möchte, soll dieser bekommen!

Diesen Traumkerl habe ich niemandem aus meinem Bekannten- und Freundeskreis vorgestellt (weil wir uns ja auch immer ausschliesslich bei ihm getroffen hatten) ... und weiters habe ich in all diesen Monaten mit so gut wie niemandem über die Existenz dieses Menschen gesprochen.

Aber dieser Kerl gehört ... ohne Zweifel ... zu den wichtigsten Menschen in meinem ´neuen´ Leben! Meine Liebe zu ihm war der Motor welcher meine Veränderung in den vergangen 1 1/2 Jahren angetrieben hatte.

Vor ein paar Wochen hat er mir gesagt, dass er sich in jemanden verliebte! Ich freute mich sehr für ihn und habe ihn in seiner neuen Liebe bestärkt und ihm viel Freude und Glück dabei gewünscht!

Seither haben wir uns nicht mehr getroffen ...

<3 LIEBE bedeutet: jemandem Freiheit zu schenken! <3

16th march: as artist ...

as artist to get lost for some years in Berlin ... I think that´s ok! .... I think that´s part of the game ... being lazy for a while ... doing party for some years ... all that stuff ... I think that´s ok! BUT on a certain point it´s necessary to return back ... back to that way which an artist needs to go to create art! ... that way of hard work! ... being busy ... on a daily basis! ... only work creates art! ... everything else is just a fantasy ... an illusions ... boring talk ... nothing worth it being remembered for!

hard work on a daily basis creates art! ... and I´m happy that I found my way back to that path!

I mean this is why I came to Berlin for!

<3

16th march: nobody lives in Berlin because of the weather :)

17th march: so far ... my highlight of the day: just bought 55 !!! new eeeempty canvases ... different sizes* ^^ :* <3 now spring/summer 2018 can come* :* <3

17th march: and finally Harry Potter night for me: just watched ´Harry Potter and the philosopher´s stone´ (2001) and now I start to watch ´Harry Potter and the chamber of secrets´ (2002)

those fabulous magician movies are really good^^*

 

 

some postings which I created on facebook 7th january - 12th february 2018
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stories mix posted on facebook

7th jan: <3 Happy 50th Birthday Shirley Bassey´s ´this is my life´ album <3 created in 1968*
as many other gay men on that planet ... I had TO FIGHT FOR MY LIFE too! ... my life as gay man! ... so there were no doubts, that when I was looking for a name for my life diary, that Shirley´s words needed to part of it. in 2008 I started to create my public diary at thisismyartlife.com

Thank you Shirley <3

Thank You Frank <3 for reminding me the 50 years celebration <3

"Funny how I often seem, to think I'll never find a dream
In my life
Till I look around and see, this great big world is part of me
And my life
This is my life"

<3

7th jan: my patrickbartschberlin instagram profile disappeared :(
pls does anyone else has ever experienced a disappearance of an instagram profile?

8th jan: ^^WOW^^ SOMEONE STOLE MY INSTAGRAM PROFILE!

candygreenberg (<= whoever that bitch is!?) stole my patrickbartschberlin instagram profile *AAARRGGHHHSSSS* YES! the whole profile!

<= this means: whatever bitchy Candy Greenberg is posting with my profile ... IT WASN´T ME!

*hhmmmpppffff*

8th jan: one of the most important songs for me during the past years ´If I can dream´ <3 Happy Birthday Elvis <3 loooooove you* :* <3

8th jan: pls what do you think: so far all my paintings have no titles. pls do you think it would be better, when I choose titles for my paintings ... or do you think that´s somehow better, when my paintings exist without titles ... ? and perhaps you could explain your suggestion ... for the reason that I´m able to understand your answer*

Thank You* :* <3

8th jan: ´busy with art industry homework´

it´s time for me to become more and more serious with the whole art industry: at least step by step: started today with ´learing´ names of famous museums, famous galleries, ... and of course art collectors*

I looooove those fierce glamorous international names! <3 especially art collector names sound AMAZING^^ from China, America, Greece, ... and of course Germany ...

I think this homework with knowing those names needs to be done*

<3

9th jan: Danke Frau Birkenbihl! <3

Jetzt habe ich damit begonnen die groooooße Welt der Kunst mit der Birkenbihl Methode zu lernen!
Unzählige teils seeeehr komplizierte chinesische, griechische, russische, brasilianische, usw. Namen von Museen, Galerien, Sammlern, ... machen es einem nicht einfach einen Durchblick zu bekommen, ABER mit der Birkenbihl Lernmethode klappt dies tatsächlich!

Fühle mich gerade wieder wie in Schulzeiten! ... und es macht großen Spaß, da ich den Rest meines Lebens in der Kunstwelt verbringen möchte und mir somit das Aneignen von Wissen darüber große Freude bereitet!

Danke Frau Birkenbihl! Ihre Lernmethode funktioniert! <3

9th jan: okokok^^ just found THAT: Jermaine Jackson ... yes! Michael´s nearest brother* ... some days ago he gave a concert with two of his sons ... and one of them ... Jaafar Jackson has a veeeeery similar voice as his uncle Michael Jackson* :* <3

looks like, that The Jackson Clan Story continues* <3

10th jan: it´s a great pleasure for me to announce that wonderful glamorous lovely <3 MONA LISA VON ALLENSTEIN <3 will say some words at the opening in ´the ballery´ this friday* <3

see you aaaalll this friday 6 p.m. - 10 p.m. in fabulous ´the ballery´ <3

eeeeeveryone is welcomed* <3

10th jan: perhaps some of you might be a little bit confused: this friday in the gallery ´the ballery´ it will be a DOUBLE VERNISSAGE with my wonderful artist friend Rinaldo Hopf <3 yes! two exhibitions in one gallery^^* Rinaldo shows some of his erotic photo portraits of queer artists and celebrities. And I may present some new paintings* see you soon* <3

eeeeverybody is welcomed* <3

10th jan: as I mentioned already: someone stole my instagram account (first he changed the name in candygreenberg and now it´s changed again in danniewinkler) whatever! I don´t mind!
yesterday I talked with a programmer and he told me, that it´s not difficult to hack an instagram account with a simple password. and I had a simple password, because I never thought about it, that someone would steal it! but NOW I have the new account patrickbartschpainter with a new difficult password!
eeeveryone is welcomed to be friends with me there* :* <3

11th jan: a short message to those people who are responsible for ´STEALING MY INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT´:

the reason why your action doesn´t affect me is: I HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF THE INTERNET! and this life has my main priority! I love the internet, but I do not depend on it!
I suggest you to: GET A LIFE! because stealing an instagram account ... just shows how much you want a life by yourself! but another one´s life ... another one´s instagram account is NOT YOUR LIFE! pls find your own life! I commiserate you! I feel sad for you and I´ll put you in my prayers! <3

11th jan: tomorrow at the opening in ´the ballery´ there will be also Mika Minetti´s brandnew spectacular book ´It Happened in Berlin´ ´ART, LOVE & FASHION´ pls be sure that you find it there* <3 I LOOOVE IT* <3

see you aaaaalllll tomorrow* <3

eeeeeverybody is welcomed* <3

12th jan: TODAY: with loooovely <3 Simon Williams and Otto <3 in their glaaaamorous gallery ´the ballery´ opening of the double exhibition: Rinaldo Hopf ´Untouched´ and Patrick Bartsch ´Oil & Canvas´ with special guests: wooonderful Mona Lisa von Allenstein <3 and aaaaawesome Mika Minetti <3

see you aaaaallll later* <3

eeeeeverybody is welcomed* <3

6 p.m. - 10 p.m. in Nollendorfstr. 11 in Berlin* <3

12th jan: getting in the right mood for toooooniiiiiite with one of my aaaaall time moooost favorite bands* <3 Blonde Redhead <3

13th jan: THANK YOU! <3 DANKE! <3 MERCI! <3 GRACIAS! <3 GRAZIE! <3 KIITOS! <3

photographed by wonderful Juergen Haussecker* <3

14th jan: OH^^ btw* my glaaamorous ´wearing a message outfit´ at my opening in ´the ballery´ was inspired by wonderful VIVIENNE WESTWOOD <3 ... some years ago she wore a protest ´free Chelsea Manning´ picture on her dress* ... I love that picture that much, that I chose to wear a message (in form of a self created painting) at my openings now too* thank you Vivienne <3

14th jan: Essen mit Musk Ming - "Aubergine mit Chorizo" <3

14th jan: YES! I´ll bring *mmmjaaammmyyyy* homemade <3 CHOCOLATE CAKE Sacher Style <3 eeeeveryone is welcomed* :* <3 see you aaaallllll this tuesday 6 p.m. - 10 p.m. in ´the ballery´ <3

14th jan: ^^ WHOOOUUUUIIIII ^^ a black leather mask on the catwalk of Dominatrixes at Moschino : see the Fall/Winter 2018-2019 <3 LOOOOVE IT <3

14th jan: ^^ the german television and my black leather mask ^^

in 2010 a group of television producers wanted to do a report about ´my life with my black leather mask in public´. but the boss of the production team stopped the idea, because .... with his words: ´a black leather mask isn´t appropriate for the viewers of german television´! ... and today in 2018 black leather masks even can be found on huge international fashion catwalks ... and today even VOGUE PARIS shared it* <3

15th jan: <3 Geburtstagsgeschenk <3

MORGEN Dienstag, am 16. Januar werde ich eeeendlich 44 Jahre alt! JA!, das ist das magische Alter ... weil 4 + 4 = 8 ... also die 8 quergelegt ist ja das Unendlichkeitssymbol, usw.* jajaja, ich glaube an solchen ´Schmarrn´ =D :* <3
also mein aaaallergrößter Geburtstagswunsch ist, daß mich die gaaaanze Welt als Maler kennenlernt* Wenn Du mir morgen einen interaktiven Wunsch erfüllen möchtest, dann wähle doch bitte ein Gemälde (Du findest diese überall in meinem Profil) aus, welches Dir besonders gut gefällt und teile dies mit Deinen Facebookfreunden! Danke sehr* <3

<3 Auf die Unendlichkeit* :* <3

15th jan: loooove those glamorous ´hidden message´ cars in front of my balcony ´LEBEN1´ :* <3

15th jan: <3 Rinaldo Hopf <3 belongs to the first artists I met in Berlin, when I came here in 2003* a loooot of my knowledge about art and how to create art are based on his teachings* THANK YOU Rinaldo* <3

15th jan: tomorrow on my maaagic 44th birthday ... my biggest wish is, that the world gets to know me as painter* if you want to give me an interactive present ... it would be awesome, when you choose one of your favorite paintings of mine (which can be found everywhere in my profile) and share it with your wonderful facebook friends* <3

thank you a lot* <3

16th jan: WOW^^ what an aaawesome birthday present: I may be part of Tracey Snelling´s SPECTACULAR lifesize installation in Künstlerhaus Bethanien* pls come to the opening this thursday* I may be part of the installation between 8 p.m. - 9 p.m. ^^ see you* <3

16th jan: HAPPY APPY BIRTHDAY <3 KATE MOSS <3 ... did I mention already, that we are born on the same day in the same year* 16. 01. 1974* ... and yes! we have a looooot in common* :* <3 one day I would looooove to celebrate with her together our birthdays* <3

16th jan: OH* btw^^ be sure to see Tracey Snelling ´s SPECTACULAR INSTALLATIONS in Künstlerhaus Bethanien* at the opening this thursday 8 p.m. - 9 p.m. I will be part of it* <3

16th jan: this day is veeeery emotional for me! <3 a similar feeling as ´being in love´ <3 THANK YOU to eeeeveryone* I really need it this year that way!* looove you* :* <3

17th jan: THANK YOU to eeeeveryone for a veeeery wonderful birthday* <3 love you* <3

17th jan: YES! ... aaaaand one more event in the glaaaamorous ´the ballery´: Ballery artist talk & salon with Rinaldo Hopf and Patrick Bartsch* The talk will be lead by MYP magazine editor Katharina Weiß. http://myp-magazine.com/ <3

17th jan: loooove Johnny Alexandre Abbate ´s phantastic work* <3 ´After 50 years there are still the same holes on the wall´ :* <3

18th jan: see you aaaalllll later ... at the opening in glamorous ´Künstlerhaus Bethanien´ ... at Tracey Snelling ´s phantastic life-sized installations ... I will be part of it between 8 p.m. - 9 p.m.* <3 it´s going to be SPECTACULAR* :* <3

18th jan: Q&A for tonites spectacular installation of awesome Tracey Snelling <3 in Künstlerhaus Bethanien (yes! that´s very close to Kottbusser Tor)

q: what will be your part there?
a: I will paint there. live*
q: and what else will you do?
a: I will lift weights! live*
q: and will there be anything special about it?
a: I will wear my golden mask all the time. my part at the installation will last between 8 p.m. till 9 p.m.

see you aaaallllll later* <3

18th jan: ^^WOW WHAT AN FABULOUS EVENING ^^

the installation of Tracey Snelling is PHANTASTIC ^^ I´m veeeery happy, that I was part of it* my veeeery first live painting performance felt gooooood* veeeeeery goooood* <3
wonderful guests have been there* I met a looot of art friends there ... and found new friends such as the great painter Rory Price ... and I met my loooong years friends there surprisingly <3 TEAM PLASTIQUE <3 for sure one of the most influencual Berlin underground bands of the zero years* OMG I was soooo happy to meet them again tonite* <3

^^* KÜNSTLERHAUS BETHANIEN ROCKS *^^

<3

19th jan: Happy Birthday <3 Janis <3 ´Freedom's just another word for nothin' left to lose´ <3

20th jan: inside of Tracey Snelling ´s magical installation ... starting my first painting performance in public* <3 it was great^^* :* <3

20th jan: here is one more picture of my performance inside of one of Tracey Snelling ´s awesome life-sized installation boxes in Künstlerhaus Bethanien* <3 lifting Cola bottle weights* :* <3

20th jan: R.I.P. Paul Bocuse

at age 16 when I did backpacking ... I traveled also to Monaco. I was phascinated by those glitzy cars, those huge yachts, ... and I was sad because they didn´t let me in the casino, because I wear short trousers. but next to casino ... in front of the Hotel de Paris I realised a group of about 60 kitchen staff members posing in front of the hotel. they looked great in their glimmering kitchen outfits. everyone took pictures of them ... and so did I. some years later I realized, that it was Paul Bocuse with his stuff posing in front of the Hotel de Paris.
today I´m glad that I have that picture in my archive, because I plan to paint it too.
one of my professions is cook ... and I know what the fabulous name <3 Paul Bocuse <3 means!

<3

20th jan: <3 my new little orchid collection <3

today there exist NEW things in my life which make my life beautiful* <3

some days before my birthday I bought myself a little orchid. for the very first time in my life. It was my wish to have such a beautiful flower in my flat*
and then at my little birthday party two friends brought me orchids too* without I told them before, that I found a new love with those flowers* <3 ... and now I have a little veeeeery beautiful orchid collection in my flat* they make me very happy* :) <3 they are very beautiful and they warm my soul* <3

today there exist NEW things in my life which make my life beautiful* <3

21st jan: Patrick Bartsch´s exhibition ´Oil & Canvas´ in ´the ballery´

this is the only big exhibition in a gallery EEEEVER going to happen with my ´early years paintings´.
my early years are definately over. which means that this period has the beginning in 2011 and the end in 2017. about 700 paintings have been created within that period and this exhbition ´Oil & Canvas´ in the gallery ´the ballery´ is the only exhibition ever going to happen that way.
pls be sure to visit this exhibition in wonderful ´the ballery´ <3
pls find further information and opening hours on their website*

enjoy it* :* <3

21st jan: my highlight of the day: I chose to start to learn chinese! very slow ... and step by step* I´m not in a hurry, but I think it´s a veeery good idea to get closer with the chinese language and culture <3

22nd jan: <3 CHINA <3

there is no question about it, that China is ´the center of the world of the 21st century´ ! <= reason enough for me to focus my next years on that fabulous country*

a little bit I started already with:
1st: I visited Hong Kong 20 years ago
2nd: I had one of my photographs published in a chinese traveller magazine. THANK YOU for that to Musk Ming <3
3rd: I photographed Ai Weiwei on the street of Berlin.
4th: I own the website berlinshanghai.com . finally I should start to put some content there!

and NOW I decided to start to learn chinese. and it´s actually easier than I thought it would be ... at least the beginning*

I´m excited about it with having ´China ... the wonderful chinese people ... the breathtaking chinese culture ... and much more on my plan for the next years*

<3

24th jan: today I told my mother and my father, that they are the two most important humans in my life, and whenever they need me or whatever they need from me, then I´m there for them.

I said it, because I think, that this fact needs to be spoken out! <3

24th jan: freue mich schon sehr auf den Artist Talk geführt von der wundervollen Kathi Vice für www.myp-magazine.com am kommenden Dienstag in der Galerie ´the ballery´ <3 ... und ihr kennt mich ja schon: ich habe ja immer etwas zu erzählen* :) :* <3 natürlich ist jeeede/r herzlichst eingeladen* <3 bis bald* <3

24th jan: somewhere between ´Trainspotting´ 1996 and ´Titanic´1997 ... I stopped watching movies and stopped to go to cinema.

there are many reasons why I stopped it. reasons such as ´my life was out of control´ and ´I worked day and night to realize my dream´ and ´I didn´t let anyone take me to watch a movie together´ ...
today in 2018 times have changed for myself ... ´I have more and more my life under control´ and ´I found my dream´ and ´I´m ready and relaxed enough to watch with someone a movie together´ ...

before 1997 I watched a lot of movies and went to cinema ... as everyone did it. NOW I want to do it again! let´s see which movies I missed to watch in the past 20 years! <3 I think I have to watch a looooot of movies in 2018 ... to be up to date again* :* <3

25th jan: a short message to those people who stole my instagram account: the moment you try to knock me down ... I become stronger!

just posted my new faaaabulous glitzy glaaamorous orchid collection on my new instagram account* :* <3

25th jan: OMFG^^ just found out how they stole my instagram account: actually they hacked one of my email accounts. that one email account which I don´t use a lot, BUT it´s that email account which is connected with my instagram account and google account AND even facebook account! *AAARGGGHHHSSS* ... and as it looks like they´ve been ´nice enough´ just to steal my instagram account ...

my mistake was, that I used always an easy password and always the same one :(

now I´ve changed all passwords into difficult passwords and hope the ´stealing my accounts terror´ ends!

*hmmmmppppfffff*

PS: I hope they´re happy now, because of course they´ve been able to read aaaaaalllll my facebook messages. now they saw, that I didn´t write anything bad at all ... because of one reason: I don´t hate! I love! even my haters! <3

25th jan: okokok <3 it´s movie time* <3 yesterday I started to watch movies again with: ´Flashdance´ then I watched ´True Romance´ and now fiiiiinaaaallly I watch my first AMANDA SEYFRIED movie :* <3 I mean I made her pay 5 bucks to enter a club some years ago =D ´Solstice´ I´m veeeery excited* watching it now* :* <3

26th jan: <3 SOBER <3

okokok, pls let´s count it together again:

since I chose to live sober in september 2016:

I fixed my life and BRANDNEW:
* chose to learn chinese!
* chose to watch movies again and go to cinema again!
* chose to practice my drawing and painting skills! my latest portraits look incredible ´better´!

next things to start with again:
* reactivate my driving skills! and getting a car!
* starting to travel again!

OMG^^ I´m sure you realized it already: IT´S INCREDIBLE HOW MUCH MOOORE ENERGY AND TIME EXIST ... when someone lives a sober life*

:* <3

26th jan: ´how to become sober?´

I think, there´s no universal receipt for that. I can only describe how I do it:
most important is ´mental health´. you need to keep yourself mentally strong! let nothing and no one get you down! you need to be strong: find goals in your life! keep social contacts with people who love you! ... in general: get all the hate, fear, ... out of yourself and replace it with ´love´ <= then you are and stay mentally strong!

furhter more: in my case: I never drank coffee and I started to drink one coffee every day since I live sober! I mean: WOW^^ coffee is really a STRONG DRINK! there´s nothing else needed to ´kick your brain´! :) <3

I think those are the two most important points, which keep me sober in a good way: mental health and coffee*

<3

26th jan: also: im deutschsprachigen Raum mit seinen Ideen, Plänen, Zielen und Träumen weiterzukommen, wird einem durch großartige Menschen wie Vera F. Birkenbihl und AKTUELL: Suzanne Grieger-Langer wirklich einfach gemacht!
Es gibt bei diesen Stützhilfen kaum noch Gründe nicht eigene Ideen, Pläne, Ziele und Träume zu entwickeln und diese dann auch Wirklichkeit werden zu lassen!

<3

26th jan: ^^whoouuuiiiii^^ Patrick Bartsch photographed by wonderful Rinaldo Hopf in 2008* YES! this is how Berlin looked like those days* :* <3

27th jan: ´Sex, Drugs und legendäre Lebenswege´

Diese Themen wünscht sich die wundervolle Kathi Vice beim ´Künstlergespräch´ (<= ich schreib das hier jetzt mal auf deutsch, da die Konversation auf deutsch stattfindet.) ... und weil ich die <3 Kathi <3 toll finde, soll sie diese Themen von mir bekommen* Alle in Bezug auf meine ausgestellten Gemälde*

Eigentlich dachte ich mir, daß ich da dann am Dienstag einfach so hinspaziere und losplaudere. Seit gestern Abend habe ich allerdings realisiert, daß es so einfach nicht funktioniert, und somit bereite ich mich jetzt seit gestern Abend auf das Künstlergespräch vor*

Ich freue mich schon auf ´Sex, Drugs und legendäre Lebenswege´ am Dienstag abend in der Galerie ´the ballery´

aaaaaalllllleeeee sind herzlichst dazu eingeladen*

:* <3

27th jan: after my 700 paintings warm-up period, THIS is my new quality of painting, which you can expect from now on* pls be sure to visit my running exhibition in ´the ballery´, because this is going to happen my only eeeever big exhibition of my early years paintings. the exhibition in ´the ballery´ ends this tuesday with an artist talk. see you soon* <3

28th jan: a short message to all those Lady Gaga haters:

Madonna is faaaaar away of the musical skills a Lady Gaga has!

for me Lady Gaga is a modern mix of <3 Bette Midler (voice) and <3 Elton John (piano skills and extravagance)

someone who plays like THAT on the piano and with T H A T VOICE and with a unique show as she does it ... WILL AAALWAYS BELONG TO THE BEST IN THE MUSIC BUSINESS! :* <3

<3 Happy 10th year pop business jubilee <3

<3 LADY GAGA FOREEEEVER! :* <3

28th jan: ´artist talk + Guglhupf Vienna style´

ooooof course I´ll bring some homemade cake for the artist talk on tuesday* =P

see you soooooon* :* <3

30th jan: ´Sex, Drogen und legendäre Lebenswege´ plus Guglhupf* <3

bis später* :* <3

30th jan: ´bin ich jetzt schon alt?´

also im Klartext: heute abend werde ich über ´meine wilden Jahre in Berlin´ sprechen. Dabei gibt es von mir selbstgebackenen Guglhupf. Ich trinke dazu wohl etwas Tee und generell lebe ich mittlerweile sehr gesund. und obwohl es noch garnicht solange her ist, daß ich wilde Nächte in Berliner Clubs verbrachte, fühlt es sich denoch für mich so an, als stammte diese Zeit aus einem anderen Leben von mir.

Ich kann mich mit meinen ´Absturz Party Jahren´ nicht mehr identifizieren. Zu abstrakt wirkt mein damaliges Leben heute auf mich, ABER ich kann mich sehr gut daran erinnern! Die ganz großen Geschichten ... aber auch die ganz kleinen Details ... haben sich stark in mein Gedächtnis eingebrannt.

während des heutigen Abends werde ich wohl zwei oder dreimal vor die Türe gehen und eine Zigarette rauchen. Eines der wenigen Überbleibsl aus meinen wilden Berliner Partyjahren. ... und bei jedem Zug an meiner Zigarette werden sie für Momente wieder wach und klar ... die Geschichten welche Berlin mir während meiner Partyjahre geschenkt hatte.

bis heute Abend*

<3

30st jan: thank you a loooot for that wonderful evening in glamorous ´the ballery´ <3 love you <3

31st jan: THANK YOU <3 Simon Williams <3 ... with having that exhibition ´Oil & Canvas´ in ´the ballery´ you made my dream come true* <3

THANK YOU <3 Rinaldo Hopf <3 ... it was a special honor for me to have this glamorous double exhibition with YOU together* <3

THANK YOU <3 Ralf Schlegel <3 ... your opening speech was SPECTACULAR* <3

THANK YOU <3 Kathi Vice <3 ... the artist talk with you was suuuuuper fabulous* <3

those two weeks meant a looooot to me! ´opening day´ and ´celebration of my 44th birthday´ and ´finissage with artist talk´

and most of all I want to THANK AAAAAALLLL GUESTS & FRIENDS for having been with me together during those veeeery special days of my life in Berlin* THANK YOU* <3 I LOVE YOU <3

31st jan: R.I.P. Philly Abe

it was a wonderful pleasure to meet you in Berlin some years ago <3 and I loooved all your wonderful lovely postings on facebook <3 you will be missed <3 I love you <3

31st jan: my paintings are ´modern art´ *whooouuuuiiiii*

... by definition I listened to in the video about The Metropolitan Museum of Art: "when a painter creates his own visions then you have ´modern art´! this is why there will be always some sort of ´modern art´. "

<3

2nd feb: busy watching movies ... I missed to watch in the past 20 years* today I watched fiiiiinaaaallly <3 Sex and the City 2 <3 (2010) ... what a great glitzy movie* :* <3

5th feb: <3 Happy Appy 33rd Birthday faaaabulous glaaaamorous Cristiano <3

6th feb: <3 Wowereit für Aussenminister oder Vizekanzler! <3

aaaalso bei all den Querelen in der SPD bin ich für die Rückkehr des Poltikers KLAUS WOWEREIT!
weil: er ein Politiker ist welchem die Menschen aus gutem Grund vertrauen!
weil: er nicht machtbesessen, sondern Politiker mit Herz, Leib und Seele ist!
weil: er nachweislich die Erfahrung hat große Politik zu machen!
weil: usw. usw. es gibt unzählige weitere Gründe um die Liste welche nachweist, daß sich Wowereit als großer Politiker eignet , fortzusetzen!

<3

6th feb: okokok* today I did it: I bought myself a painters palette* so far I don´t know how to handle that mysterious monstrosity* =D :* <3

6th feb: Gianni Versace ... Lady Diana ... <3 FALCO <3

today 20 years ago Falco died! he was the third famous public person (Gianni Versace 15th july 1997, Lady Diana 31st august 1997, Falco 6th february 1998) who died in an unexpected way within a short period of time.
I remember that time very well and I´m sure everyone else (old enough) does it too! Three famous persons who I adored ... died within some months!

as little kid age 8 years old I met Falco the first time. I asked him for an autograph, but he denied it to give it to me, with saying ´while working I don´t give autographs!´. I was shocked about it how rude he was!
some years later I met my mentor Gunther in Vienna. he was a close friend with Falco. the public person Falco teached me for the rest of my life: ´be yourself! be the person you want to be! and don´t care about it if people hate it or love it! just be it!´

<3

7th feb: ´to click the facebook LIKE button´

EVERY TIME when I see a post which I like, then I click the facebook LIKE button, because this is the minimum of human activity I´m able to do!

When I´m able to find time to be online on facebook and scroll down my newspage, THEN I´ve time too ... to press the facebook LIKE button!

EVERYONE likes it, when people like their posts! perhaps someone is surprised, when someone (whom they didn´t expect it to do) clicks LIKE, but at the end everyone likes it!

YES! I belong also to those people who say (in real life) that someone has a beautiful outfit, a fierce haircut, ...

because: IF WE ARE NOT NICE TO EACHOTHER ... WHO IS!?

<3

7th feb: today I plan to be guest at glamorous Tracey Snelling´s Performance in Künstlerhaus Bethanien* pls come there too* <3 it´s close to Kottbusser Tor*

7th feb: I know I know I know ... I´m laaate ... fiiiiinally I´m watching the Spider-Man movies* starting right now with Spider-Man (2002) Now I understand why eeeeveryone freaked out about James Franco when he was in Berlin to present his exhibition some years ago ... =D =D =D <3

7th feb: dear diary:

it´s a weird feeling to watch the Spider-Man movies today! when the movies came out in 2002, 2004 and 2007 ... I wasn´t interessted in watching those movies. I mean: I read the spider man comics as little kid ... at around year 1984. I had spider man inside of me! ... because: this is what happens when a little kid reads comics! ... especially in a time loooong before the internet did exist.

watching today those ´new´ spider-man movies makes me think about how people looked at me when I was running around with my black/golden leather mask in public ... which I started to do in february 2006 at Teddy Award/Berlinale.

at that time I did expect, that people would dislike my ´mask show´, but the opposite happened! obviously the world was in a mask rush at that time! ... and I wasn´t aware about it! TODAY ... some years later ... I understand it and I get it!

I like those spider-man movies! the creators of those movies did a great job! BUT nothing is stronger than a comic/book creating an own fantasy in someone´s brain!

I think my ´mask - Master Patrick - show´ happened at the right time ... on the right place!

<3

8th feb: I´m veeeery excited starting to watch NOW ´Spider-Man 3´ (2007) :* <3

the difference between ´Spider Man´ and ´Master Patrick´ is: one of them is 100 percent real authentic and the other one is a 100 percent fictional fantasy story*

:* <3

8th feb: *lalalllaaa* all I want for christmas 2018 *lalala* is a
<3 MERCEDES-MAYBACH 6 CABRIOLET <3 =D :* :* :*

8th feb: ^^W O W^^ ´X-MEN 2´ (2003) and ´X-MEN: THE LAST STAND´ (2006) are AAAAABSOLUTLY PHENOMENAL SPEEECTACULAR movies ^^WOOOW^^

those movies created similar emotions inside of me as the old ´planet of the apes´ movies* which belong to the best movies ever created^^

as I mentioned already: I´ve watched almost no movies in the past 20 years and right now I discover what I´ve missed* I think the next movies for me to watch are some ´Harry Potter´ movies :) and some ´the lord of the rings´ movies :) ... I´m excited already` :* <3

<3

9th feb: glamorous Mika Minetti mit seinem neuen großartigen Buch ´It Happened in Berlin´ im Monopol Magazin* :* <3

10th feb: Patrick Bartsch´s plan for the next months: this march I plan to start with a new painting serie which WILL BLAST PEOPLES MINDS AWAY ^^ <3 ... named ´PASSION´ ... 100 paintings within 100 days* <3 ... a new serie with my brandnew knowledge and brandnew ideas* <3 caaaaan´t wait* ^^

<3

11th feb: see you aaaaalll later in Künstlerhaus Bethanien :* <3 today is the last day of Tracey Snelling ´s breathtaking life-sized installation* ^^ around 5.30 till 7 p.m. I will be part of the spectacular final show* <3 see you aaaaaalllll later <3

11th feb: THANK YOU Tracey Snelling <3 THANK YOU Künstlerhaus Bethanien <3 those phantastic three days together with you, have been unforgettable for me* <3 on this picture you see one of those many great performers sitting inside of one of Tracey´s stunning life-sized installations <3

12th feb: ßartiges Kunstprojekt in der B.Z.Berlin* ... es hat mir suuuupergroßen Spaß gemacht auch dabei gewesen sein zu dürfen! :* <3

12th feb: one of the most important reasons why I moved to Berlin in 2003 was to meet outstanding international artists!

Tracey Snelling is such an outstanding great artist! to meet her and being part of her latest project ... makes me clear again, that I live right now at the right place at the right time! <3

I <3 BERLIN*

pls be sure to listen to her wonderful speech (starting at 2.45 min) in that video made by ´VERNISSAGE TV´

<3

12th feb: watching right now ´A Knight´s Tale´ (2001) with glamorous Heath Ledger* ... what an awesome lovely movie* :* <3

 

 

some postings which I created on facebook 30th november 2017 - 6th january 2018
filed under mix


stories mix posted on facebook

30th dec: tbt* at my age 21 to meet this spectacular 53 y.o. man was THE BEST thing happened to me in Vienna* <3 my mentor Gunther <3 he gave me all answers I needed/need to know for my whole life!*

2nd dec: and THIS is my aaaaalll time moooost favorite color for cars: glamorous fabulous amaaaaaazing IVORY-WHITE :* <3 omg I loooove that color for cars since foreeeeever and foreeeeever <3

2nd dec: <3 it´s christmas time <3

I know I know I know that some of you are veeeery angry about those streethustlers here in my hood. BUT please let me tell you, that I see, that almost all of them wear the same cloths which they wear two months ago! obviously they didn´t spend those 20 bucks and those phones which they stole out of your pockets for the right things! it´s f*cking cold meanwhile here in Berlin ... especially at night. they wear the same thin jeans and the same thin jackets. they freeze! there exists the organisation "Hilfe fuer Jungs" in Berlin which takes care of them. if you have some warm cloths left please bring them there! Thank you!
How did Truman Capote say, when he talked about those two guys who he visited in prison: "we were born in the same house, but I left it through the main door and they left it through the back door!" <= somehow I feel the same*

...

2nd dec: Happy Birthday Brian <3

3rd dec: am I the only one who watches facebook videos only some seconds ... till the ad comes ... and then switches to the next video?

4th dec: Diesen Sonntag gibt es etwas gaaanz besonderes in meinem Atelier: die wunderbare, großartige Mona Lisa von Allenstein wird ein einzigartige Adventslesung halten. Von mir gibt es dazu selbstgebackene Kekse und natürlich Glühwein. Da die Plätze hier begrenzt sind, bitte ich bei Interesse um Zusage per PM an mich. Danke sehr! Ich freue mich* <3

4th dec: normally I don´t share such stuff, BUT T H I S version of Dalida´s ´je suis malade´ is just AAAAMAZING ^^ ´Elle fait pleurer tout un pays avec sa voix!´ means: she makes a whole country cry with her voice! ... and YES! I´m sure she did! <3 WHAT A STAR !!!

4th dec: <3 Berlin in oil on canvas <3

my new phantastic teacher for oil on canvas told me, that I need an artist statement for my work. so far my philosophy was ´Art Loves´, but I think, that is too much in general.
<3 Berlin in oil on canvas <3 ... and yes, with hearts <3 ... fits perfect as artist statement for my work, because this is what I do: I paint Berlin in oil on canvas ... even the abstract paintings are at the end <3 Berlin in oil on canvas <3

5th dec: j´ai réalizé, que parler francais et écouter la musique francais fait très bon pour ma tete!^^* j´ai oublié beaucoup des mots. je comprends mieux que je parle. et pour maintenant j´ecoute la musique francais comme Dalida, Mireille Mathieu, ... j´aime bien la langue francais <3 et j´adore Paris <3

5th dec: it´s the first time in my life that I know that I want to do it forever ... for the rest of my life!
I did a looooot of wonderful things in my life, but always I knew that all of those things I don´t want to do forever.
with the creation of paintings in oil on canvas everything became different. THIS ... I want to do forever!
it feels like, that for the very first time I felt in love with my own life <3

5th dec: perhaps you were wondering WHO my new phantastic teacher for oil on canvas is!
it´s actually a whole group of phantastic teachers! some of them belong to the best and most experienced painters on that planet! they live in America, Asia, Australia, ... and OF COURSE many of them have own youtube channels and are willing to share their knowledge! I´m veeeeery thankful for that! and I belong to their most interested students! because I want to paint <3 Berlin in oil on canvas <3 better and better and beeeeeetttttter! <= this is the reason why I photographed the glamorous Berlin since 2003. NOW I have to paint it!
OMG I LOOOOVE YOUTUBE! THIS is for me THE BEST ART UNIVERSITY TO IMAGINE! <3

6th dec: My year 2017 was G R E A T <3

some of my HIGHLIGHTS 2017:

* Thank you Jose for creating a new tattoo on my body <3
* I´m very glad, that I could support ´Artcharity´ by Elledorado e.V. with one of my paintings <3
* renovated my whole flat from the floor to the ceiling. and renovated a loooot more in my life <3
* visited my father in Augsburg <3
* I´m very glad, that I could support VelsPol with one of my paintings <3
* being part of Rebecca Goyette´s ´Lobstaporn´ was suuuuperfun <3
* having a video installation of my paintings at < GEGEN FUTURE > in KitKat Club was just amazing <3
* finding new owners for about 80 of my paintings at lesbian gay streetparty was phantastic <3
* the photoshooting with wonderful Jaap de Jonge was awesome <3
* to be part of lovely Mika Minetti´s new book ´It Happened In Berlin´ is fabulous <3
* being with one of my paintings in BLU magazine is wonderful <3

B I G THANK YOU to sensational friends, who made that year 2017 SUUUUPER FIERCE for me: Nathan Duc Koestlin <3 Florian Filtzinger <3 Marco Klingberg <3 Pascual Jordan <3 Matt Lambert <3 Francesco Macarone Palmieri <3 Frank Wilde <3 Ralf Schlegel <3 and maaaaaany more <3

THANK YOU <3

I LOVE YOU <3

but this year isn´t over yet and one more HIGHLIGHT 2017 is going to happen this sunday in my studio: when fierce glamorous Mona Lisa von Allenstein will do her reading "MEIN BERLIN - ERLEBTES UND GELIEBTES" (in german language)
pls join this event* I´m sure it´s going to be FAAABULOUS*

<3

6th dec: after watching about 50 !!! hours (and I´ve just started) of ´how to paint in oil´ tutorials. One thing is for sure: my future paintings will look different and hopefully ´better´, but on the other side, another thing is for sure too: I´ll never be able to create paintings as I did it in the past years. paintings which I´ve created almost without having any knowledge.
But those past years are the basis of my future work, because I´ve created my own style. and now with this new knowledge ... I´ve to find a new way which combines everything together.
I´m excited already!^^
and now I continue watching the next youtube video ... named ´REMBRANDT FOR BEGINNERS´ =D :* <3

pls stay tuned!*

7th dec: with that hood in front of my balcony ... I never feel lonely* I <3 my famous infamous hood* :* <3

7th dec: a painter´s homework ´doodles´ " ... the creation of doodles has the meaning to train the connection between eyes - brain - hand ... doodles aren´t sketches or drawings. doodles are doodles ... and aren´t meant to be shown to anyone" <= okokok* this is the official description. I doodle passing by people, which gives me between 5 to 10 seconds for one doodle and many of them I try to create with looking as less as possible on the paper. it´s about to concentrate on the person I´m looking at. these are my first doodles and yes! I love my new homework* <3 I think they look funny* :) :* <3

7th dec: the best art teachers ... by far ... in the internet ... are Americans in America!!!

Germany and all other countries on that planet were really missing in the past years HOW TO BE FOCUSED ON QUALITY !

I´m veeeery glad, that I may reach through youtube the wisdom of those art teachers in America !

they make me grow*

thank you a lot*

<3

7th dec: hahaha :) my father just sent me all those mini me pictures which I´ve never seen before* my parents never hit me, so I think that black thing close to my eyes happened from playing in the forest non-stop*

8th dec: wenn ich Berichte von Kunstmessen à la Art Basel Miami usw. sehe, flutscht mir immer sofort das Wort "Bastelverein" in den Kopf =D

10th dec: heute <3 Mona Lisa von Allenstein LIVE <3 Lesung ´MEIN BERLIN - ERLEBTES UND GELIEBTES´ Diese heutige Adventslesung kann ich allen ans Herz legen! Diesem einmaligen Ereignis sollte man unbedingt beiwohnen! Für Kurzentschlossene bitte eine kurze PM an mich! Meine Ateliertüre öffnet sich um 17 Uhr und die Lesung beginnt um 18 Uhr. Ich freue mich schon sehr! <3

10th dec: also ich wär´ dann soweit* <3 ... bereit für die Lesung ´MEIN BERLIN - ERLEBTES UND GELIEBTES´ von Mona Lisa von Allenstein <3 ... für all jene welche diesen Namen noch nie gehört haben: die wundervolle Mona gehört bestimmt zu den wundervollsten und liebevollsten Menschen in dieser großartigen Stadt Berlin* Es ist eine einmalige Gelegenheit Mona in diesem Rahmen zu erleben. Alsoooo bevor Du alleine zu Hause den 2. Advent verbringst ... mach Dich schnell fertig und komm vorbei! Die Lesung beginnt pünktlich um 18 Uhr* <3 Bis gleich* <3 Ich freue mich* :* <3

10th dec: DANKE SEHR allerliebste <3 Mona Lisa von Allenstein <3 es war eine unvergessliche wunderschöne Adventslesung* <3

11th dec: <3 Hustlaball Berlin 2006 <3 I´m just going through my 120 000 pictures archive of the glamorous zero years of Berlin^^ looking for pictures which I plan to paint in 2018* pictures which I took and which reflect best <3 the glaaaamorous zero years of Berlin <3

11th dec: *how to succeed as an artist*

okokok^^ meanwhile I´m getting veeeeery deeep into the art videos on youtube! Paul Klein´s video with more than 350 000 views (and only 108 dislikes on it) is actually really good! it shows me that I do a lot of things right and some things not. BUT watching that sort of video ... shows me, that I REALLY WANT TO SUCCEED AS AN ARTIST ^^ and as I promised it! I´m working veeeeery hard on it, that this is going to happen! hopefully in 2018!

12th dec: omg^^ thaaaat much new wisdom, knowledge and secrets for oil on canvas, which I learned just from watching youtube videos! YES! the old masters style is it what I´m focused on! I want that my new paintings go in that direction ... combined with my own style. That´s my plan!

pls stay tuned to see if it works out!

<3

13th dec: okokok it´s MIDLIFE-CRISIS time for me^^ soon I´ll turn 44 years old* pls does anyone has any advice how to handle a goddamned Midlife-Crisis? *aaaarrghhhsss*

13th dec: just doing a superpower meditation ceremony* with Elemi (one of the best ingredients to delete bad energies in the room you live in), Perubalm (used by aztecs for healing the soul), Tonka beans (supports financial success), White Sage (used by native Americans, to bring clarity in someone´s life and protection against bad energies)

THIS mixture is exactly what needed today* glamorous glitzy Cleopatra would have looooved it* :) :* <3

14th dec: I <3 my famous infamous wonderful glitzy hood* <3

14th dec: SUPER MEGA GLAAAAMOUR <3 WHITE MUSTANG <3 ALAAAARM in front of my balcony* =D :* <3

15th dec: so far I watched about 150 !!! youtube videos about ´how to paint in oil on canvas´. 2 min till 3 hours videos. I watched them in the past 3 weeks. I plan to watch some more within the next week.
then I do a little christmas break. and then I hope that I feel ... to continue with creating new paintings ...

caaaan´t wait^^*

15th dec: Vorweihnachtszeit ... Zeit für mein aller aller aaaaaller liebstes Lieblingsgedicht:

Was es ist ... (Erich Fried)

15th dec: I love BIG DREAMS for myself* such as: my fabulous photographies of the Berlin´s glamorous zero years ... being painted in a style of Caravaggio and Vermeer. I want to see my photographies of you being painted that glitzy way! ... and because no one else does it ... I have to ... and WANT TO DO IT! this awesome period of time of Berlin should never be forgotten!

<3

16th dec: BMW BMW Benz Benz BMW Benz ... I wanna see FERRARI !!! aaaand LAMBORGHINI !!! in front of my balcony =D :* <3

16th dec: ´phthalo yellow green´ ´Alizarin crimson´ ´asphaltum hue´ ... I looooove all those new maaaagic words which I learn while watching non-stop youtube videos about ´how to paint in oil on canvas´ ... I think it´s already more than 100 hours which I watched in the past three weeks. a handful of videos are still on my list to watch ... aaaaaand then I start to use my new knowledge ... with creating BRANDNEW paintings in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style*

16th dec: Patrick Bartsch´s inner monologues: I´m literally shocked! ... it feels like I woke up after a loooong dream!
I created about 700 paintings in oil on canvas without having any knowledge! literally, I had no idea what I do! ... all those years since 2011, when I started to paint.
the first 500 paintings I created even on the floor ... till my knees started to hurt that much, that I needed to learn to sit and paint in front of an easel. Till today I don´t own a painter´s palette. I blend my colors in little soya sauce bowls.
And THEN three weeks ago it happened: for the very first time I wasn´t happy with a painting which I´ve created! further more: I couldn´t find a way out to fix it and to continue. This was the moment, when ... for the very first time ... I choose to watch a video on youtube about ´how to paint in oil on canvas´. I was hoping to find an answer.
While watching that video ... I realized, that I listen to someone who really knows what he´s talking about. So ... I watched another video ... and another video ... and another video.
Within the past three weeks I watched more than 150 youtube videos with an estimated lenght of more than 100 hours. I felt ... how I was longing for wisdom! Hungry for knowledge! I paid attention every minute watching those videos! It was phantastic!
Now I feel somehow ... ´newborn´ ... and finally ready ... to ´start´ to paint! :) :* <3

17th dec: ´learning the basics´ ... feels like being at school again* :) :* ... I <3 those sensational fabulous youtube teachers <3

18th dec: Leonardo da Vinci and I ... we have the same technique to paint! :*

OMG^^ CAAAN´T BELIEVE IT! ... but it´s true: Leonardo da Vinci blended his colors directly on the painting ... and I do it the same way!
the opposite is for example Rembrandt: he blends his colors on a painter´s palette and you can see the brush stroke on the canvas.
on Leonardo da Vinci´s paintings and also on my paintings you can´t see the brush strokes.

I felt always weird with having my technique, because everyone´s knowledge is: to have a painter´s palette and blend THERE to find the right color. I don´t even own a painter´s palette!

But since yesterday I know that Leonardo did it the same way. ... and that fact feels veeeery good. Now I don´t feel lonley anymore with my techique* <3

18th dec: dear diary*

oil on canvas, classic music & muay thai fights

my life feels like a movie. I live that life, because this is the movie I want to see*

in those days before christmas I spend most of the time to improve my painting skills. inbetween I listen to classic music ... prefered Beethoven, Chopin, Smetana, ...

and then I love to watch muay thai fight videos. I watch them almost every day. I love to see fights between two men and one of them wins. those fights seem to be wild, but they follow strict rules. I love that fact! my actual favorite fighter is Superbon. I follow him since some years and right now he became number one.

18th dec: winter ... cold ... dark ... some days before christmas: the perfect time for another ceremony with dragon blood (the ultimate resin for love <3 being in love with the universe, being in love with others and being in love with oneself), Copal blanco (used by Aztecs and Mayas; connects the soul with the universe), Styrax (already used in old Egypt; perfect to relax) and eucalyptus leaves (for cleaning process and concentration)

<3

19th dec: ^^ WOW ^^ feels like christmas* right now the unwrap the freeeeesh renovated oooold braaaandnew building on the other side of my balcony* GLAAAMOROUS* :* <3

19th dec: OOOH* btw* did I mention already, that Leonardo da Vinci and Patrick Bartsch have the same technique to paint in oil*

yesterday I needed to screeeaaaam out loud that fact several times in my studio* =D :* <3

the thing is, that I thought for yeeeeaaars, that I do something ´wrong´ with blending the colors directly on the painting (and not as usual on a painter´s palette). with the insight that Leonardo did it the same way ... I got the proof, that nothing is ´wrong´ with my technique to paint ...

I´m veeeery happy and excited now*

<3

19th dec: those burn incense ceremonies are very helpful to handle those evenings before christmas ...

today I did another one with: amber (against restlessness and sadness) Opoponax (brings you back on the ground <= hahaha =D that´s really what I need today*) Yerba Santa (healing) and sandalwood (protection)

<3

19th dec: Bitcoin

... when the internet started I got invited to the backroom of the university in Vienna. I remember how some ´freak´ friends of mine wanted to show me something ´new´.
I was always interested in new stuff ... and an internet currency is the logical FUTURE ^^ ... and I´m starting to get interested in it! so far the whole Bitcoin thing seems veeeery complicated to me ...

right now I watched my first bitcoin video titled ´The Best Documentary Ever - The Bitcoin Phenomenon´

after watching it I still don´t understand it how it works! *aaaarrgghhhssss*
but I´m interested and open to it ...

19th dec: another goal for me for 2018: I want to accept Bitcoin to buy Patrick Bartsch paintings* <= I think, that´s a GREAT IDEA*

just need to figure out how to make that happen. so far I have no idea ...

20th dec: Dieter Padar ist ein ganz besonderer und lieber Mensch <3 Ich schätze seine Engagements sehr! Wie z. B. seine gestrige Mitarbeit bei Frank Zander´s Weihnachtsessen für Obdachlose! Bei der Fertigstellung seines Portraits habe ich heute all mein neues Wissen über die Malerei in Öl auf Leinwand einfließen lassen und es war mir eine besonders große Freude dieses Portrait zu gestalten! Danke sehr lieber Dieter* <3

21st dec: and there it is: finished after one year of renovation! it´s not overpainted! they created the whole stucco new! that´s phantastic! why they don´t do it with eeeeevery building in Berlin!?
loooove my new glitzy glamorous fabulous neighbour building <3

21st dec: my most favorite word 2017 is ´swarm intelligence´ thank you swarm* :* <3

21st dec: ´Patrick Bartsch ... the toddler period´

OH, this was fast, that I was able to match my first years of painting in oil on canvas: those years were nothing else than my ´toddler period´ as painter. this period describes exactly the time between 2011 - nov. 2017. those 700 paintings are characterized by being created wild, free, excessive and with a loooot of visible ´mistakes´. in one word: exactly what a toddler does! crawling around on the floor and just doing!

so ... Picasso had his ´blue period´ and I have now my ´toddler period´!

and with my new knowledge after watching 100 hours youtube videos about ´how to paint´ ... now I reached definitively the next level ... which means: finally I begin to walk as painter*

thank you Nathan Duc Koestlin for your wise comment which one gave me the insight of where I am:
"A young infant rolls, a toddler crawls, and at one point begins to walk. After mastering these beginning steps can one begin to run. Then one day comes the real magic when you take a leap of faith and leap into the air- weightless you learn to soar!"

22nd dec: BREAKING NEWS^^* ab jetzt ist mein BITCOIN account aktiv! Das Erwerben von Patrick Bartsch Gemälden ist somit jetzt auch mit BITCOIN möglich* Ich freue mich sehr* :) <3

besonderen Dank an Julian Nicolas
Für umfassende Beratung in Sachen Bitcoin, Kauf, Einrichtung der Wallets, Sicherheitsfragen und Anlagemöglichkeiten steht er euch gern zur Verfügung. Ihr könnt ihm via PM schreiben.

23rd dec: the terrible facebook effect

every year ... since I moved into my flat in 2004 ... ... about one or two weeks before christmas ... I did a walk ... with some little boxes filled up with my homemade christmas cookies ... I went in all those shops where I go to shop the whole year ... ... where people are working who have been nice to me for the whole year ... I wished them a wonderful christmas time and said ´thank you´ ... ... this year ... today ... I realized that I forgot to do it ... for the first time ... I realized how ´busy´ I was ... especially with being online on facebook ... yes! I want to blame it on facebook ... which made me forget about the people around in my hood ... :(

23rd dec: classic music

I knew it all my life ... that sooner or later the day will come, when classic music becomes the most important music in my daily life!

already as little kid I took piano classes and therefor got introduced in the music of Mozart, Bach, Tchaikovsky, ... This influence was very important for me! I had a great teacher who knew it how to make little kids being interessted for ´The Moldau´, ´Die Forelle´, ´The Magic Flute´, ...

also those moments when I worked in the Grand Hotel Vienna and had the possiblity to meet classic music legends such as Pavarotti, Carreras, Domingo, Barenboim, ... had a strong impact on me.

music created by an orchestra with up to 100 !!! musicians is the most ultimative possible experience! classic music is very difficult to handle! It needs to be a strong person to manage it to be awake for a whole concert! people who can´t handle it: fall asleep or leave such concerts.

At home it was actually very rare, that I listened to classic music, but it became more and more within the past years. since some weeks I reached that moment, which I was waiting for since a loooong time. Classic music is now the most listened music in my privacy. Classic music is now the music which I appreciate the most and need to fill up empty spaces within my soul.

<3

23rd dec: hey to aaaalllll my wonderful capricorn family <3 good news* our new year 2018 starts TODAY and our next 3 years will be FAAAABULOUS* :* <3

24th dec: OH, btw* did I mention already, that JESUS IS CAPRICORN* =D :* <3 Merry Christmas to eeeeeeeveryone* <3 Merry Christmas to aaaaallllll my stunning, lovely, great amazing, glitzy facebook friends* <3 LOOOVE YOU ALLLL* <3

24th dec: soundtrack of the day <3 MERRY CHRISTMAS <3

24th dec: Patrick´s christmas story: <3 the heart surgeon <3

at age 20 I worked in Lech am Arlberg ... a famous ski region in Austria. I worked there because I wanted to ski there and the perfect solution for me was to be there for a whole winter. when perfect weather and perfect snow conditions did exist ... I enjoyed having long ski-runs*
I was fine with working there in a hotel. I worked as waiter and of course I had to work on christmas eve too. we had great guests in our hotel. they have been all very nice to me ... especially on christmas eve. one family came from Italy: mother, father and two children. they talked with me sometimes and I loved to listen to their stories. they told me that the father was a specialist for heart transplantations and therefor they have only a certain radius of how far they can travel, because any time the phone of the father could ring and he has to return to the clinic immediatly.

christmas eve looked perfect in Lech am Arlberg! endless wonderful fresh snow, beautiful decoration everywhere. also the christmas meal in the restaurant of our hotel was perfect. candle lights eeeeeverywhere, a huge, rich decorated christmas tree and everyone in a silent, peaceful mood.
the serving of the christmas meal has just started, when the phone of the heart surgeon rang. he picked up the phone, stood up from the table and without having any delay ... he left the hotel. he went back to his clinic in Italy to save someone else´s life by transplanting a new heart ... on christmas eve.

<3

25th dec: for sure MY BEEEEEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT 2017 ... to announce, that there will be the exhibition ´Patrick Bartsch - Oil & Canvas´ in glaaamorous faaabulous ´The Ballery´ in january 2018* eeeeeveryone is welcomed :* <3

26th dec: this text by ´The Ballery´ warms my heart during this year´s holiday season* <3

On Friday 12th January, The Ballery in Schöneberg invites you to the opening of the exhibition 'Oil & Canvas' by artist Patrick Bartsch.

Patrick grew up deep in the Black Forest in a village called "Schluchsee". In 2003 he moved to Berlin and achieved success as a provocative Berlin scene photographer under the guise "Master Patrick'.

In recent years Patrick has been making notable progress with oil on canvas paintings. For those who have been following Patrick over the years it is clear that Patrick is evolving his own very special style of painting. With this exhibition 'Oil & Canvas' The Ballery is excited to present a reflective and very 'Berlin' collection of works by this very empathic artist.

This exhibition will run for two weeks and will close with a finissage on 27th January.

Opening 18-22hr
The Ballery
Nollendorfstrasse 11-12
10777 Berlin

30th dec: <3 Thank You 2017 <3 around 160 new paintings in oil on canvas I created in 2017*

30th dec: <3 Thank You 2017 <3

2017 was a ´hard year´ for me! hard but good!
since I decided to live sober in september 2016... my whole year 2017 was packed with the renovation of almost every part of my life ... ... 2017 was most of all a year of ´standing up again´ ... standing up again with my own life!

after the hardest work was done in 2017 .... I´m suuuuuper excited for an eeeeeaaaaasy 2018*

<3

30th dec: to all Rachmaninoff specialists:

just realized that the instrumental version of ´all by myself´ is on ´the best of Rachmaninoff´. <= this means that Rachmaninoff is the original composer of ´all by myself´ ... right!?

31st dec: my dear perverse aunt ...

... your uneducated words are still hammering in my head! ... you mean ballet is perverse, because the dancers wear thight pants!
pls let me tell you my opinion: ballet is the ultimative evolution of ´how to have his own body under control´! ballet dancers reached the highest point possible to lead their bodies ... inclusive face expressions!
this sort of art is accepted since hundreds of years as one of the most appreciated arts! and you dear perverse aunt ... how could you even dare to tell the people around you, that ballet is perverse!? I think it´s you who is perverse! your thoughts are perverse!
guess what: today I´m watching ´Swan Lake - The Kirov Ballet´ for the very first time in my life! I enjoy the amazing music, the phantastic costumes, the unique dancing skills, ... and it´s absolutly fabulous!

and btw: did I mention already, that Tchaikovsky was gay*

<3

31st dec: if you read this, then I want to let you know you 3 things:

1st: THANK YOU that you didn´t unfollow me during 2017! I know how expressive, sometimes rough, sometimes for sure annoying my postings here on facebook have been! Sorry for that!

2nd: in 2018 my postings here on facebook will be more easy and relaxed! I promise! ... and further more: YES! I will try not to post thaaaat much*

3rd: I LOVE YOU <3

<3 HAPPY NEW YEAR 2018 <3

1st jan: yesterday evening I went to bed at 8 p.m. ... but couldn´t fall asleep ... because it was veeeery loud outside on the street in front of my balcony!
new year´s eve 2017 I didn´t feel to go outside ... because: too loud ... too much action ... too cold ... too many drunk people ... <= I just didn´t feel, that I wanted to handle all that. so I was walking around non-stop in my flat ... between eating something out of the fridge ... laying on the couch ... and looking out through my windows what´s going on in front of my balcony.
this year´s new years eve I was happy just with myself and having a flat I love to live in.
I feel very relaxed and wish my whole year 2018 will go on like that!
but tonite definatly I´ll go to bed at 8 p.m. ... because I love to wake up early ... best at 6 a.m. or earlier ... having a wonderful day with a loooot of day light ... and the creation of new paintings*

<3

2nd jan: ´the old man and my painting´

some days ago an old man came here to visit me. he bought one of my paintings ... last summer at the lesbian gay streetparty. the old man wanted to meet me and talk with me. he told me, that the painting, which shows two young men (painted in silver and blue) who sit on an old tree, ... hangs on the wall next to his eating table.

I told him some more details about the painting ... such as, that it´s based on a photography which I took on a little lake on Teufelsberg and that it´s actually part of a whole photostory. he was very interested in knowing more about the painting, which one he sees almost every day, when he sits next to it and eats.

I love such stories! when I create paintings, then I do it only when I feel good. I try to create some kind of magic ... good magic in them. ... and then when my paintings are done ... then I let them go ... to unknown journeys ...

<3

2nd jan: this is how it looks like when I paint those days* wearing a scarf, a warm leather jacket, warm shoes, ... I paint with open windows, that´s like sitting outside for several hours* :* <3

3rd jan: absolut faszinierend!

den Namen Vera F. Birkenbihl kannte ich bis vor drei Tagen nicht! ... und jetzt kann ich nicht anders als mir einen Vortrag von ihr nach dem anderen auf youtube anzusehen!

eine großartige Frau!

4th jan: ´not impossible´

to paint someone´s eyes is the most difficult! <= they said!
to paint someone´s teeth is the most difficult! <= they said!
to paint someone´s skin is the most difficult! <= they said!
to paint someone´s hands is the most difficult! <= they said!

okokok! I got it: it´s difficult! ... but I´m veeeery glad that no one said ´it´s impossible´!

I´m fine with ´the most difficult´!

<3

4th jan: NEWS OF THE DAY: JUSTIN BIEBER IS A PAINTER NOW TOO^^ ... and I loooove it* <3 because: eeeeverybody who wants to paint should paint! <3

5th jan: ´war - refugees´

one of my friends ... an around 55 y.o. family father ... comes directly from Mosul in Iraq. sometimes we talk about war ... and then he tells me stories about it. recently he told me about those areas, where destroyed buildings are and it´s almost impossible to go there, because of the smell! ... the smell of dead bodies who are still laying under the bombed buildings.
the way he tells me those tragic stories is very important for me! his face expressions and how he uses words to describe something.

... and I realized: exactly THIS I miss in public! I miss refugees to tell their stories in public discussions, on television, in radio, in schools, ...
I remember when I was a little kid at school, when a holocaust survivor came to us and told us about his life.

refugees in Germany and all over the world need to get a BIGGER and LOUDER VOICE! because this makes people understand why they left their countries!

6th jan: hello Porsche* THAT monstrosity car in front of my balcony looks T E R R I B L E ! you are not like Rolls Royce to have the knowledge how to create a HUGE car looking great^^ better stay at creating smaller size FAAAAAST CARS! <= THIS is what we expect and what we looooove ... when it´s about a glitzy glamorous fabulous Porsche <3

 

 

Mona Lisa von Allenstein 10th december 2017
filed under mix

 

amazing Mona Lisa von Allenstein did the advent reading

´Mein Berlin - Erlebtes und Geliebtes´

in my studio*

it was a veeeery special and wonderful evening*

THANK YOU*

<3

 

some postings which I created on facebook 24th october 2017 - 29th november 2017
filed under mix


stories mix posted on facebook

24th oct: in 2011 I startet from zero ... with putting mountains of oil colors on a canvas ... just to get the feeling for it ... in 2013 I painted the first human bodies and faces ... in 2017 I decided to work more and more accurate ... in 2018 I plan to paint bigger size accurate paintings in oil on canvas ...

26th oct: how it feels like to be an adult man ...

I was always wondering how it feels like to be an adult man. today I felt very happy when I weight myself on my scale and realized that I weight 78.9 kilograms ... which is very close to 80 kilograms.
All my life I weight about 64 ... 65 kilograms at a body height of 1.85 meters. I was always wondering how it feels like to weight 80 kilograms and soon I should reach it. and it´s about time to look and feel like an adult man. soon I will reach the age 44 and the time of being a young man becomes more and more just a memory. I don´t feel anymore like a young man. More and more I feel to have my life fixed. Standing with both feet on the ground. Having a life ... a past and a future. I was always wondering how it feels like to be an adult man ... and now I´m starting to feel it ... and it feels really good*

<3

26th oct: ^^super ugly car of the day^^ dear designers of Opel! WHAT´S THAT!? and the name of that car ´ADAM´!??? did you run out of ideas!????? *HHMMPPPFFFFF* ^^ AAARRRGGHHHHSSSS ^^ XoP

26th oct: Patrick Bartsch 4 years young ... portrayed in oil on canvas

OMG^^ this was such a great, cute and highly professional painting. me as little kid with a big smile on my face wearing a red and white striped sweater. a painting of a size about 30 x 40 in oil on canvas. today I asked my father where it is and he answered that it got lost when they moved from one flat into another. he thinks that it ended up in one of those boxes which they gave away to a flea market ... :(
this portrait influenced me already as little child. to look at myself painted by someone in oil on canvas. perhaps already at that young age subconsciously I dreamed about to become a painter by myself one day.

today I know that it happens that paintings go to an unknow journey ... as the lost portrait of the 4 years young Patrick Bartsch in oil on canvas ...

27th oct: I love Hermann Nitsch´s work <3 and YES! he´s one of my major role models for my paintings* :* <3

27th oct: I love autumn <3

I love it when trees loose their colorful leaves!
when it´s autumn ... soon there will be winter!
I love winter the most <3
I love snow and ice!
and YES! minus 20 degrees too!
I prefer winter more than summer!
when it´s autumn, then winter will come soon!
I love autumn <3

27th oct: OOOH^^ my father just called me and said, that he found the original photography from which the painter created the oil on canvas painting when I was 4 years young. it´s a little black and white photo of the size of a passport photo. but the painting was in colors.
so the original painting got lost in a box at a flea market some years ago. which means: that I will paint it new by myself ...

27th oct: I wonder what my great uncle would say about today´s Catalonias independence* he was a street painter in Barcelona and his painting in my flat shows the backside of the cathedrale in Barcelona ... I think he would looooove it <3

29th oct: "David Bowie´s Kinder" geschrieben von Patrick Bartsch im Jahr 2010 (unbearbeitete Version)

<3 Ein Buch über das glamouröse Berlin der Nullerjahre <3

Na gut: HIER ist eines meiner Bücher welches ich in den vergangenen Jahren schrieb. Es ist allerdings noch die unbearbeitete Version, somit bitte ich Rechtschreib- und Grammatikfehler zu entschuldigen. Da es noch dauern kann, bis ich mein ´großes Buch´ fertig habe, habe ich mich dazu entschlossen dieses Buch "David Bowie´s Kinder" einfach mal wieder für eine begrenzte Zeit online zu stellen.
Meine Bitte fürs Lesen: Bitte daran zu denken, daß ich dieses Buch im Jahr 2010 schrieb ...

Den Link habe ich ganz oben auf meiner Blogwebsite installiert. Es wäre sehr nett, wenn eine/r meiner bücherlesenden Freunde/Innen mir im Kommentar bitte kurz mitteilen könnte, ob es ´funktioniert´. Also sich die Seiten öffnen lassen und Fotografien angezeigt werden. Für jegliche weitere Kritik bin ich natürlich offen.

Danke sehr!

Viel Spaß beim Lesen!

wünscht

Patrick Bartsch

<3

31st oct: Frage/Antwort:

F: "Guten Morgen Patrick! Warum stellst Du Dein Buch denn gratis online?"
A: "Weil es mir in erster Linie darum geht, dass Menschen die Möglichkeit haben es zu lesen."
F: "Deine Ölgemälde sind ja auch seeeehr preiswert!"
A: "Ja, das stimmt! Weil es mir in erster Linie darum geht, dass Menschen die Möglichkeit haben sie zu erwerben. Auch Menschen mit wenig Geld."
F: "Brauchst Du denn gar kein Geld!?"
A: "Natürlich brauche auch ich Geld, aber ich habe keine teuren Hobbies. Klar, ich mag tolle Autos, muss diese aber nicht besitzen. Weiters habe ich enorme Flugangst und somit reise ich nicht sehr gerne. Ich schaue mir da lieber eure tollen Urlaubsfotos auf Facebook an."

<3

31st oct: ^^ Halloween Kids ^^

today I opened 3times the door. I give them always 5 euro and a bar of chocolate* it makes me always happy when I see them, because they remind me of my own childhood. I did it the same way and was always veeeeery happy when people gave me something*

<3

31st oct: ^^kurzweilig^^

ein berühmter deutscher Künstler hat mein Buch "DAVID BOWIE´S KINDER" positiv als ´kurzweilig´ beschrieben.

Ich denke das klingt gut! Über ´kurzweilig´ freue ich mich :) <3

1st nov: "ICH MUSS IMMER BITTE UND DANKE SAGEN!" ... diesen Satz mußte ich 100x schreiben als ich es im Alter von 8 Jahren einmal vergessen hatte zu sagen. In Sachen Benimm & Anstand hatte ich eine sehr strenge Erziehung. Welche mir letztendlich in meinem Leben unzählige Türen öffnete ... ... the 84th painting of the new serie "RELAX ... 100 paintings in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style within 100 days"

1st nov: Frage/Antwort zum Buch "DAVID BOWIE´S KINDER":

F: Weshalb hast Du aus Brian ein junge Frau in Deinem Buch gemacht?
A: Brian war die intensivste und bisher größte Liebe in meinem Leben. In den gemeinsamen Jahren hatten wir auch einen größeren Streit, welcher ein paar Monate dauerte und sich im Jahr 2010 ereignete. Da schrieb ich auch dieses Buch. Ich schrieb es hauptsächlich aus persönlichen Gründen, da ich zu diesem Zeitpunkt einen Schlußstrich unter die Beziehung zwischen Brian und mir ziehen wollte. Damit Brian im Buch nicht erkannt wird und auch um ihn zu ´ärgern´ hatte ich aus ihm im Buch die ´blonde Schnecke´ gemacht. Als wir uns wieder vertragen hatten, hatte ich ihm natürlich gesagt, daß ich ein Buch mit ihm in der Hauptrolle schrieb und aus ihm darin eine junge Frau gemacht hatte. Seine Reaktion war, daß er freudig lachte und sagte "Du hättest aus mir eine Transe machen sollen!"

Brian ist mittlerweile tragisch verstorben und seinem Wunsch aus ihm in diesem Buch eine glamouröse Transe zu machen, werde ich auf jeden Fall noch nachkommen.

2nd nov: I mean THIS would be a realistic car for me to buy* I <3 DACIA * :* <3 just start to think already*^^

2nd nov: my mother´s sad reality:

"of course I accept gay people, but I prefer to support gay people who decide to become straight."

"I don´t like it when two men hold hands in public ... because of the children!"

"for gay people life is only about sex!"

and after she explained me that it´s the lowest level of living, when men live a gay life, ... I asked her, if I´m scum for her. ... and she answered nothing.

we do telephone calls about 5 times per year and meet eachother about once in two years for about 5 hours.

but how is it said: everyone has just one mother! and I love my mother!

<3

8th nov: looooove those glitzy glamorous fabulous fun cars in front of my balcony* :* <3

9th nov: 3times 100 paintings in oil on canvas ...

* in 2015 I did 100 paintings in oil on canvas titled "my life" ... this was a quite good serie to show how my life looks like on a daily basis.
* in 2016 I started the serie "100 portraits in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style" ... this serie I love a looooot <3 48 portraits are finished so far.
* in 2017 I needed to do "RELAX" ... so far my most emotional serie. 92 emotional paintings in oil on canvas are done so far ... eight more days to follow.

10th nov: THAT´S MY HAIRCUT^^ since one year ... and eveeery time the same discussion at the hairdresser:
me: "on the side and back pls shave it up ... one or two milimeters!"
hairdresser: "that much short? are you sure!?"
me: "YES! and above longer! pls much longer!"
hairdresser: "much longer!? are you sure!?"
me: "YES!"

I LOOOOOVE THAT HAIRCUT <3 and it even looks good after several weeks* :* <3

10th nov: Frage/Antwort zum Buch "DAVID BOWIE´S KINDER":

F: bleibt das Buch jetzt online?
A: Nein. Da ich Gefühlsmensch bin, ist es möglich, daß ich es jederzeit wieder offline nehme. Geplant ist jedoch es bis nach den Weihnachts- Silvesterfeiertagen online zu lassen und dann wieder aus dem Netz zu nehmen.
Das Buch ist ja lediglich die unbearbeitete Vorabversion. Da ich weiß, daß ein paar meiner Facebookfreunde/innen seit Monaten auf eine Buch ähnliche Veröffentlichung von mir warten und dies allerdings noch ein paar Monate (eher Jahre) dauern kann, habe ich einfach mal eines meiner fünf unveröffentlichen Buchmanuskripte für eine begrenzte Zeit online gestellt. Also: gaaaaanz nuuuuuur für euch* <3

10th nov: THANK YOU for the love wonderful <3 Mika Minetti <3 for letting me being part in your latest glamorous, phantastic book "It Happened in Berlin" ART, LOVE & FASHION

12th nov: characteristics of paintings in oil on canvas by Patrick Bartsch:

1st: the figurative paintings are (almost all of them) based on my own photographs.
2nd: I don´t use ´black´
3rd: paintings are not signed on the front side. they are signed on the back side.
4th: with using an own technique most of the paintings are easily identifiable as paintings in oil on canvas created by Patrick Bartsch.

14th nov: ^^the one million euro question^^ what´s that white car behind the silver Mercedes? It stands on the loading station for electro cars ... which means that it could be an electro car* I love the front side of that glitzy speedy car* but don´t know its name ...

14th nov: ^^ DAVID BOWIE´S KINDER ^^

Dich interessiert nur meine kleine Geschichte über´s Ficken3000, über Barack Obama in Berlin, ... und/oder was auch immer. <= Dann geht das natürlich auch! Habe hier eine kurze Übersicht der Kapitelinhalte erstellt. Am Ende jedes Kapitels gibt es Fotos.

wie bereits erwähnt: bitte daran zu denken, daß ich dieses Buch im Jahr 2010 schrieb und es die Rohversion ist. Somit bitte ich Rechtschreib- und Grammatikfehler zu entschuldigen!

Kapitel 1: Sex
Kapitel 2: Kunst, Henning von Berg
Kapitel 3: Schöneberg
Kapitel 4: Wochenmarkt Winterfeldplatz, Motzstraße
Kapitel 5: Kunst
Kapitel 6: Tiergarten, Brandenburger Tor
Kapitel 7: Meine schwarze Ledermaske, Teddy Award, Rosa von Praunheim
Kapitel 8: Kunst, Joe Dallesandro
Kapitel 9: Schöneberg, Isa Genzken
Kapitel 10: Lesbisch Schwules Straßenfest, Rockbands
Kapitel 11: Zusammenleben mit Brian (im Buch: die dunkelblonde Schnecke)
Kapitel 12: Kunst, Hustlaball
Kapitel 13: Kunst, Prof. Klaus Vogelgesang
Kapitel 14: Berghain, Barack Obama
Kapitel 15: Ficken3000, PORKparty
Kapitel 16: myspace, PORKparty
Kapitel 17: BULL, PORKparty
Kapitel 18: Kunst, PORKparty, BMA
Kapitel 19: Kunst, CSD
Kapitel 20: Fotos

15th nov: Patrick Bartsch´s Kommentar zu:

Antisemitismus in Deutschland

Menschen welche behaupten, daß eine Antisemitismusdebatte einen Antiislamismus bestärkt, haben den Kern der Sache nicht erkannt!
Es geht bei einer Antisemitismusdebatte um ANTISEMITISMUS und darum diesen zu bekämpfen! Genau dieses liegt (Ja! ich möchte es genau so mit diesem Wort bekräftigen! =>) INSBESONDERS in der Verantwortung Deutschlands und ALLEN Menschen welche hier leben! Jede/r Deutsche welche/r mit Totschlagargumenten versucht Antisemitismusdebatten in Deutschland zu stören ... zu unterdrücken ... zu verhindern ... und zu beenden, haben keinerlei Verständnis verdient!
Antisemitismusdebatten gehören in Deutschland auf die Alltagsordnung! ... und zwar solange bis an JEDEM ORT und JEDEM PLATZ in Deutschland das Tragen einer Kippah und das Zeigen der Israelischen Nationalflagge unbehindert möglich ist!

15th nov: ^^ Frère Jacques ^^

Das wohl bedeutendste Lied meiner Kindheit!
Bis zu meinem achten Lebensjahr wuchs ich im 2000 Einwohner Dorf Schluchsee auf. Mitten im tiefsten Hochschwarzwald. Mit den Kindern welchen ich Kindergarten und Grundschule teilte, war ich entweder verwandt oder seit Babyalter befreundet. In so einem kleinen Dorf kennt jeder jeden oder ist nun mal miteinander verwandt.
Im Alter von acht Jahren floh meine Mutter mit mir, vor meinem ihr gegenüber gewalttätigen Vater in die Stadt Graz in Österreich. Von einem Tag auf den anderen fand ich mich in einer Großstadt wieder ... in welcher ich niemanden kannte und mit niemandem verwandt war, ausser der ehemaligen Ziehmutter namens Maria Zipper welche einst meine Mutter aufzog. Maria Zipper war irgendwie über mehrere Ecken mit uns verwandt. Sie war eine sehr gute, alte Frau, liebte mich sehr und wollte von Anfang an nur das Beste für mich. So wählten sie für mich eine Grundschule mit Französisch als Fremdsprache aus. Es war mitten im Schuljahr als wir zum ersten mal die Schule betraten und es war auch gerade Unterricht. Meine Mutter stellte mich kurz bei der Direktorin vor und dann zeigten sie mir den Weg zu meinem neuen Klassenraum. Sie öffneten die Klassenzimmertüre, schoben mich mit ihren Händen in das Klassenzimmer und schlossen die Türe hinter mir. Eine ganze Schulklasse fremder achtjähriger Kinder schaute auf mich und die Lehrerin deutete auf den einzigen leeren Platz im Raum. Ein Sitzplatz direkt vor ihr, in der ersten Reihe. Die Türe hinter mir war verschlossen und somit war dies für mich der einzige Weg zu gehen. Ich mußte von der Rückseite des Klassenraums an mehreren Sitzreihen voll mit Schülern vorbei um meinen neuen Platz zu erreichen. Mein Sitznachbar in der ersten Reihe war sehr sympathisch und lächelte mich freundlich an, als ich neben ihm Platz nahm.
Dies war nun mein Sitzplatz für die kommenden zwei Jahre. In dieser Zeit war nichts mehr von meinem wilden Dorfleben im tiefsten Wald übriggeblieben. In dieser neuen Zeit hieß es für "Frère Jacques! Frère Jacques! Dormez-vous? Dormez-vous? Sonnez les matines! Sonnez les matines! Dig ding dong! Dig ding dong!" zu lesen, zu schreiben und natürlich auch mehrstimmig zu singen. Diese Situation in welcher ich dazu gezwungen war in der ersten Reihe direkt vor den Lehrerinnen und Lehrern zu sitzen, ließ mir keine andere Wahl als zuzuhören und zu lernen. Blödeln oder anderes zu tun, war auf diesem Sitzplatz, in meiner Situation undenkbar. So kam es auch, daß ich zu den Besten der Klasse gehörte. Als sich die Grundschule dem Ende neigte, fragte meine Mutter bei der Direktorin nach, was sie mir nun empfehlen würde, worauf diese antwortete "Also wenn Patrick nicht in ein Gymnasium wechselt, wer dann!?" So wechselte ich schließlich auf das Gymnasium HIB (Höhere Internatsschule des Bundes) Liebnau in welcher ebenso Französisch als erste Fremdsprache galt ...

Nachwort: Wenn ich mein Leben so im Nachhin betrachte, dann war es bisher wie in einem Film. Es erscheint mir auf eine gewisse Art surreal, aber da ich mich ebenso an Gerüche, Wetter, Emotionen, Dramatik und Freude erinnern kann, macht es mir bewußt, das dies alles wirklich so passiert ist und somit nichts anderes als "Mein Leben" ist.

Frère Jacques! Frère Jacques! Dormez-vous? Dormez-vous? Sonnez les matines! Sonnez les matines! Dig ding dong! Dig ding dong!

17th nov: whatever about the amount of 450 million dollar for ´Salvatore Mundi´ ... I like the fact that they talk on CNN and every other media channel ... about art and paintings in oil on canvas* <3

18th nov: Frage/Antwort zum Buch "DAVID BOWIE´S KINDER":

Frage: Weshalb schreibst Du eigentlich immer so sehr gegen das Berghain?
Antwort: Klarstellen möchte ich, daß ich absolut für das Berghain bin und dessen Existenz für richtig halte! Ein Club wie das Berghain unterstreicht eine freie Gesellschaft.
Weshalb dieser Club jedoch nichts für mich ist, ist einfach erklärt: Ich bin auch nach Berlin gezogen, weil die Wellen der Berliner Loveparade mich in anderen Städten Europas erreicht hatten. Die Berliner Loveparade war eine Demonstration für die Liebe! Leider habe ich die letzte in Berlin stattfindende Loveparade um ein paar Monate verpasst und somit existiert dieses gemeinschaftliche Gefühl der Liebe als Parade in Berlin nur in meinen Vorstellungen. Das Berghain hat für mein Empfinden sehr wenig mit ´Liebe´ zu tun. Das beginnt damit, daß dort auch im Winter Menschen stundenlang in der Warteschlange anstehen müssen und somit in Kauf genommen wird, daß viele erkranken. (z. B. Wartezelte mit Heizpilzen wäre eine einfache Lösung) und geht bis zum Verschweigen wollen, daß dort angeblich auch schon mehrere Menschen verstorben sind. All dies und noch viel mehr passt für mich nicht in mein Bild von ´Liebe´ und somit passt dieser Club auch nicht für mich. Dies war im Jahr 2010 so als ich dieses Buch schrieb und hat sich bis heute auch nicht geändert. Ausserdem muß ja nicht jede/r das Berghain toll finden...
Aber wie bereits anfangs geschrieben: Wenn jemand das Berghain zum Feiern und Leben braucht, dann soll er/sie das auch bitte tun ... und vor allem: tun können.

18th nov: ^^YIIIPPIIIIEEEEEE^^ my father just sent me a photo of the original little pictures, from which one the painting in oil on canvas was created. (the right one). this painting exists just in my memories. it was colorful and the painter did it amazing good to have created it from such a little black and white picture. this painting got lost some years ago, when it ended in a box which my father gave to an old woman and she sold it on a flea market. but now I´m a painter by myself and can paint it again ... and very good I remember that the pullover was striped red and white* <3

18th nov: THIS is how it looks like when a bar takes care of their guests in cold winter! and not like Berghain does it letting people freeze outside in the cold till they get sick! on the pic: this is BLUE BOY BAR just right now building a HUUUUGE tent in front of their entrance*^^

18th nov: R.I.P. Malcolm Young :( for sure one of the mooooost iconic Rock ´N´ Roll legends eeeeever <3 that was a band I went to see live at age 16* OMG ACDC FOREEEEVER <3

18th nov: I know I know I know ... my 43 y.o. body looks completly wasted after doing a workout break for several weeks. but the creation of 100 paintings within 100 days needed aaaall my energy. there was no energy left for workout :( but since yesterday that serie is finished and now I do workout on a daily basis again. ... with starting DAY 1 today* :* <3

19th nov: THIS IS NOT MY GERMANY !!! ANTISEMITISM ON A HIGH LEVEL AGAIN!!! GERMANY 2017!!!

Kuwait Airways refuses to transport people from Israel in their planes! the reaction of a german judge, was, that this is ok! TO DESCRIMINATE SOMEONE BECAUSE OF HIS CITIZENSHIP IS LEGAL IN GERMANY!
and guess what: Merkel and all others accept this decision! <= that´s a scandal! and almost no german media talk about it!

by comparing the decision of America: they said if Kuwait Airways refuses to transport people from Israel, then they have to stop the well booked route London-New York. Kuwait Airways decided not to change the rules and prefered to stop flying London-New York.

GERMANY IS A SHAME! AND OBVIOUSLY IT NEEDS INTERNATIONAL PRESSURE A G A I N TO STOP FAST GROWING ANTISEMITISM IN GERMANY! <= this is why I do that english post! my international friends please find english information about it. so far I have here just the german article from the newspaper "Die Welt".

21st nov: oh, I lost some facebook friends. looks like that I´ve done something right.

21st nov: <3 goodbye Ficken3000 <3

after being there for more than eight years it´s time for me to leave. it´s time for me to focus on day activities. simple reason: I want to paint more!

I want to THANK EEEEEEVERYONE Brian, Jared, Frank, Charlie, Thorsten, Dee, Kevin, Grille, the sound guy, ....
I want to THANK AAAAALLLLL P H A N T A S T I C SHOW ACTS, DJS, PERFORMERS, DANCERS, SINGERS, GO-GO BOYS & GO-GO GIRLS, ... I did always belong to your biggest fans!

THANK YOU EEEEVERYONE ... of course AAAALLLL OUR LOOOVED GUESTS for making my sunday nights the MOST GLAAAAMOROUS FAAABULOUS GLITZY AAAMAZING NIGHTS happening on that planet!

I was never there because of the money! I was there O N L Y because of Y O U !

Thank you <3

I love you <3

<3

21st nov: a short message to all haters concerning Brian:

I would NEVER do, write or say something against Brian!
perhaps you didn´t get it so far: Brian was the biggest love of my life! within seven years we did care for eachother in good and in bad times, we lived together, we talked about everything. I was the one to whom he had the most trust in Berlin! we planed to marry eachother four times!

OF COURSE I NEED TO KNOW WITHOUT ANY DOUBTS if his death was suicide or happened perhaps on another way. I asked his closest friends for the proof, that his death was suicide. NO ONE gave me an answer for that proof I asked for! This is why I wrote that post yesterday. After some hours his widower sent me the proof I asked for. Then immediatly I deleted that post.

further more has Brian´s family similar questions as I do. so please respect, that Brian´s family has more priority to me than anyone else.

and I write it again: I´m sure ... I know that Brian wants me to do exactly what I did and do: staying on the side of his family and always looking for the truth.

<3

21st nov: further there is no more Open Studio going to happen here. I need to be just by myself. today I cleaned my studio. visits are only possible by appointment. for further questions pls write me a pm here. thank you for your understanding!

22nd nov: never before my studio looked that much tidy* after creating about 700 paintings in oil on canvas ... I thought, that it´s time to become more ´professional´ :* <3

22nd nov: today was varnish day* I think, that it´s a very good idea to start a new chapter in my life ... with a new (almost secret) facebook profile. I plan to ´imprison´ myself in my studio for the next months and use this little profile as voice to the outside world ... with just some wonderful loved friends* <3

22nd nov: my top 3 glamorous celebrity stories in 8 years sunday night in Ficken3000:

1st: when phantastic Sean Lennon was there, I didn´t realize it the whole night. after he left someone told me, that he was here. I asked Brian, why he didn´t tell me ... and he answered "you would have freaked out!" =D =D =D <3

2nd: when Amanda Seyfried came in, Brian was sitting next to me at the door. he smiled and asked her "you are in that (sorry, I forgot the name) movie! right!?", then Amanda looked surprised, a little bit shocked and answered: "no!". then Brian turned in my direction and said in his very own funny way: "she´s lying!" =D =D =D <3 of course it was her* days later it was written in celebrity magazines all over the world, that she partied at PORKparty in a club named "Ficken3000".

3rd: when R.E.M.´s fabulous Michael Stipe found a place to sit on the backside of the little stage (we had one in the ´old´ Ficken3000). some minutes later a performance started to happen on that stage and Michael said "is it ok, when I stay to sit here? I can do some background vocals!" =D =D =D <3

OMG^^ We ... I had an awesome time there! I will miss that glitzy glamorous place! :* <3

22nd nov: <3 goodbye FICKEN3000 <3

"Brian, you need to take pictures at your parties! otherwise people forget about it and then it never happened!" I said to Brian 8 years ago when PORKparties started. he answered: "ok! you do it!". This is why I took that many pictures all those years on sundays in Ficken3000 <3 below you see the last picture taken with my phone by wonderful Katya Falkóv <3 Thank You <3 on this picture you see: fabulous Frank the bar owner and in the middle aaaawesome glaaamorous future russian superstar <3 Kirill Shapovalov <3 who did a phantastic dj set some nights ago <3 THANK YOU FICKEN3000 for 8 years being MY FAMILY <3 love you forever <3

22nd nov: question/answer

Q: Patrick, what are your plans after Ficken3000 and after weekly Open Studio?
A: I plan to follow invitations in galleries and museums. I want to go to openings and to B I IIIIII G events in museums. so far almost never I followed such invitations. but I have it in my minds since a long time already. I want to go there and being part of that creative family, because I have the feeling, that I belong there.

23rd nov: my top 3 phantastic performances in 8 years sunday night in FICKEN3000:

1st: glamorous NoBra <3 this happened at the veeeery beginning of PORKparties and it was the first time, that it was that much crowded that no more people would fit in the club. ... and in the middle ... on the little stage ... glamorous half naked NoBra doing her very special speech song music performance. that night was absolutly magic^^

2nd: awesome Bendik Giske <3 & stunning Michael-John Harper <3 this happened just some months ago. awesome Bendik playing his magical saxophone while stunning MJ Harper did an out of this world dance and speech song performance. they literally took me to another place in that universe^^ WOW^^ WHAT A STUNNING NIGHT^^

3rd: wonderful Mykki Blanco´s performances were breathtaking too. so far I´ve never been in America, but when wonderful Mykki Blanco performed with that power and that perfection ... then I had the feeling to see one of America´s best performers in the middle of Berlin ... at PORKparty* <3

3rd: fierce Nikolaj Tange Lange <3 Nikolaj´s performances belong for sure to the most powerful and strongest performances ever happened on sunday nights in FICKEN3000^^ I looooove his POWER performances <3

3rd: great Gio Black Peter <3 I did always belong to his biggest fans in Berlin. I love his music! I love his performances! further more: Gio and Brian knew eachother already from New York many years ago. so at PORKparties: Gio involved Brian in a way in his performances as no other performer did. It was looooovely beautiful to see how they both interact with eachother during Gio´s great performances <3

I estimate, that about 100 !!! different performers did shows on sunday nights in Ficken3000 within the past 8 years. At PORKparties we had almost every two weeks someone performing there! All of them were GREAT and it was always my highlight of the week to see YOU on that little fabulous stage with that glamorous pole (in the old Ficken3000). OH^^ why I didn´t mention Christeene´s first performance in Berlin at PORKparty!? because I haven´t been there that night, BUTT MUSCLE I´m sure that it was AMAZING AWESOME <3

THANK YOU <3

I LOVE YOU <3

<3

<3 goodbye FICKEN3000 <3
(after 8 years sundays it´s time for me to leave that glamorous club)

23rd nov: with pointing out THE BEST DJ <3 ... I want to end my postings here on fb about FICKEN3000 and definitely concentrate on my new life.

It was a damn awesome great time ... and yes! I needed to cry on tuesday, when I realized, that this period of my life came to end.

I LOVE YOU ... all people I ever met on sunday nights in FICKEN3000 ... for ever and ever and eeeeeever <3

THANK YOU <3

and my most favorite DJ is:

*bam*
*bam*
*bambam*

<3 BRUCE LABRUCE <3
because he was the only dj using the light equipment! Bruce changed the light of the club with almost every song! party people in the club found themselves in a completly new atmoshphere with almost every new song! that was GLAAAMOROUS <3

THANK YOU <3

I LOVE YOU <3

<3 GOODBYE FICKEN3000 <3

... and YES! of course is the Vetements Men's Oversized Double Print Tee "FICKEN3000 SHARE THE BLAME" on my christmas wish list =D =D =D :* <3

23rd nov: <3 goodbye FICKEN3000 <3 THANK YOU <3 I LOVE YOU <3

23rd nov: dear universe*

thank you for sending me in rough times the right people at the right time!*
thank you for sending me today someone who came here and bought two paintings and talked with me for one hour about something which let me forget my difficulties which I had the past three days.

thank you dear universe*

<3

24th nov: wow^^ it´s already 10 years ago, when we made that photography for your 65th birthday* thank you for eeeverything <3 love you <3 HAPPY 75th BIRHTDAY ROSA <3 ... and that a loooot of your dreams will become true* :* <3

24th nov: my new life will just be about ´my paintings & myself´. love to see how my wall of portraits grows. 36 are on the wall ... 12 portraits found new owners ... which makes a total of 48 paintings. 52 more till I´ve reached my goal of 100 portraits in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style* <3

25th nov: ^^ LIPSTICK CAR ALAAAARM ^^ in front of my balcony =D :* <3 actually I like that color* <3

25th nov: pls can I go out like this? ^^ glamour punk style^^ =D wonderful Rinaldo Hopf invited me to the opening in fabulous The Ballery* :* <3

26th nov: today there is NO Open Studio! ... and also in future it´s not going to happen here anymore.

I mean I did it for about 4 1/2 years^^ that´s quite a looooong time to open his PRIVATE flat for public. WITHOUT offering a party, dr*gs, and almost no alcohol! just homemade cake, coffee, tea and softdrinks.
within those years about 400 people came here to meet me and to talk about art! THANK YOU <3
those 4 1/2 years have been quite a BIIIIG ADVENTURE for me!

in one of my books which I plan to write in future ... I will describe some stories which happened here. so pls stay tuned!

but for now: NO OPEN STUDIO !

if you´re interessted in to talk with me about art, then pls write me a pm and we can make an appointment.

THANK YOU <3

LOVE YOU <3

<3

26th nov: what a GREEEAT AAAWESOME feeling when the first christmas cookies session is done* =D :* <3

27th nov: OH^^ btw concering christmas presents: If you need christmas presents for others or just for yourself, then I´m sure the artist around your corner has something which fits for YOU <3

27th nov: caaaan´t believe it^^ ... after creating about 700 paintings in oil on canvas ... NOW fiiiiinally I´m watching videos on youtube about ´how to create paintings in oil on canvas the right way!´ :) <3

it´s good that now I want to reach a higher level of professionality. but it´s also good that so far somehow I worked out my very own individuate style* with JUST DOING*

pls stay tuned: my future paintings are going to be FIIIIEEEERCE ^^ :* <3

28th nov: BERLIN, ARE YOU SERIOUS !???

within 4 hours I counted about 20 !!! visitors, 1 little kids group, 1 students group in one of THE GREATEST MUSEUMS ON THAT PLANET !!! in Gemäldegalerie with about 400 unique paintings, such as: Caravaggio, Vermeer, Sandro Botticelli, Velázquez, ... I sat for about 1 hour!!! almost alone in a HUGE room packed with Rembrandts. and NO! THIS ISN´T GREAT! THIS IS SAD! VEEEERY SAD!
I´m sure in BULLbar have been more people today!
this dramatic situation needs to change! IMMEDIATELY!

28th nov: in a serious discussion with glamorous Rembrandt* :* <3 he told me, that I´m on the right way ... and that I should continue to paint ... everything is good as it is* <3

28th nov: Patrick´s inner monologues: with having my own unique style ... I own already the ultimative jackpot possible. I know that! Now it´s just about getting better and better and beeeeeetter in quality.
... and I plan to work my ass off to make this happen within the next months!

28th nov: what a great day^^ <3 finally I felt strong enough to go to Gemäldegalerie and looking face to face into works of Botticelli, Rembrandt, Vermeer, Caravaggio, Velázquez, ... <3

29th nov: ^^ it´s time to doodle ^^ (´doodle´ bedeutet ´kritzeln´)

my new amazing teacher for oil on canvas, told me that I have to doodle ... to make my portrait paintings better! and now I started to doodle^^ I doodle pictures which I find on facebook. this doodle stuff is quite intense! and my first eight doodles look like ´my first eight doodles´* I hope I will become better sooooon* <3

 

 

some postings which I created on facebook 13th september - 23rd october 2017
filed under mix


stories mix posted on facebook

14th sept: .... uuuuund hier nochmal auf deutsch: JA! die britische Luxusmodemarke VETEMENTS bietet ein modisches ÜbergrößenT-Shirt mit dem Aufdruck "FICKEN3000 SHARE THE BLAME" für 641 Euro an* Also ich finde das SUUUUPER :* <3 ... im Zeitungsartikel steht zwar, daß das T-Shirt zu viel ´Protz´ ist um es im Club mit demselbigen Namen zu tragen, AAAAABER SONNTAG NACHT PASST ES AUF AAAALLLLLE FÄLLE <3 GLAMOUR FOREVER <3

15th sept: pleeeeaaaaase is there anyone who picks me up at my studio at around 5 p.m. today and then we go together to the AMAZING GLAMOROUS FABULOUS OPENING of WOOOONDERFUL SEXY LOVELY ART SUUUUPERSTAR Andrej Dubravsky :* <3

16th sept: aaaand my vote for the best outstanding fabulous movie of the year 2017 gooooooes to <3 Tom of Finland <3

16th sept: ^^rich&sexy^^ looove those fierce sexy fabulous cars in front of my balcony :* <3

16th sept: ^^ a bad day ... as painter ^^

today I have a bad day as painter. the painting I created looked terrible.
on such days I tend to question all my work ... to question my life as painter.
never I learned how to draw and how to paint. I just started some years ago, because I thought, that someone has to create those paintings in oil on canvas ... which show the fabulous life in Berlin. I got some advices from professional painters and that´s it. never I have been at an art school ... to know how to draw/paint a face ... a body ... a landscape. I paint how I feel it should look like. that way of painting is like a lottery ... sometimes it works and sometimes not and today I didn´t work ...

16th sept: Patrick´s blablabla Meinung zu "Der Hipster in Berlin"

Vorab: Ich liebe Jurassica Parka <3 und ihre großartige Arbeit <3 Weiters vorab: Ich kann suuuuuper über mich selbst lachen, über Schwulenwitze lachen, ... und Ja! auch über Hipsterwitze lachen* In Jurassica Parka´s neuestem "Attraktiv - Das Starmagazin" Video wird ja ordentlich über die Hipster in Berlin hergezogen. Dazu möchte ich sehr gerne meine 50 Cent Meinung dazugeben: DER HIPSTER IN BERLIN gehört zu den bedeutendsten Figuren, welche Berlin in den vergangenen Jahrzehnten hervorgebracht hat! Für mich: In einer Reihe mit Bewegungen wie den Hippies der 60er und den Punks der 80er. Zu den Hipsters in Berlin gehören Menschen ... (vor allem Kreativschaffende und Kreativinteressierte) ... aus ALLEN TEILEN der Welt! Die Hipster in Berlin sind an Internationalität mit kaum einem anderen Ort in dieser Welt vergleichbar. Dass diese Internationalität eine eigene Ausdrucksform erschafft und zelebriert <= Das ist mehr als nur logisch. Für Aussenstehende (wie sich offensichtlich diejenigen des Beitrags in Jurassica Parka´s Video outen) scheint diese Ausdrucksform der Hipster in Berlin unverständlich, fremd, bis hin zu lächerlich zu wirken. ABER glaubt mir meine lieben Leser/innen: Diese Generation der Hipster in Berlin wird zu den Menschen gehören, welche die WELT VON MORGEN (<= und ich möchte es nicht minder beschreiben!) maßgeblich gestalten werden und dies zu Teilen bereits heute schon tun. Hipster in Berlin sind nicht ´irgendeine´ Ansammlung von ´verwirrten´ Menschen. Hipster in Berlin sind äusserst interessiert, hart arbeitend (<= man mag es kaum glauben, aber es ist so!), bestens vernetzt (<= und wie schon beschrieben: weltweit), im positiven Sinn: extrem risikofreudig, technisch auf dem aller aller aaaaaalller neuesten Stand, menschenfreundlich, tierlieb, ... und am Gestalten einer ´besseren´ Welt interessiert.
Durch bestimmte Umstände in meinen Jahren in Berlin, darf ich Teil dieser Hipster Szene in Berlin sein. Da die Hipster Szene in Berlin ENORM groß ist, gehöre ich natürlich nur einem Teil davon an und dies tue ich mit aller Lebensfreude und Begeisterung welche in mir steckt. Somit kenne ich die Hipster in Berlin und verstehe auch ihre Sprache ... ihre Kleidung ... ihre Frisuren ... ihr ´Gehabe´ ... ihr Lachen ... und ihr Weinen.

Diese meine Worte sind keine Kritik an Jurassica Parkas neuestem supertollen Video. Ich möchte mit meiner Meinung lediglich die Waagschalen auf die Wahrnehmung der "Hipster in Berlin" ausgleichen. ... und jetzt kann sehr gerne über die Hipster Szene in Berlin weitergelacht werden =D :* <3

17th sept: "my dad <3 " or better title: "this is how it looks like when a macho car mechanic visits his gay son in Berlin* " ... the 39th painting of the new serie "RELAX ... 100 paintings in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style within 100 days"

17th sept: knows summer is over, when: someone sings under my balcony "I´m dreaming of a white christmas" =D =D =D yes! really this happened today here =D

17th sept: GEMINI AND LEO WANTED =D :* <3 but Virgo and Capricorn fits too :* <3 pls come later to ICKYparty and we can talk about further details* :* <3 <3 :* <3

20th sept: did I mention already that I´ve been on a sport gymnasium at the age 10 - 14* I still love that sort of sport and YES! want to see moooore of it in public media*

"Booooom! Of course we have another #TUESDAYTRAINING video out.. let me know your thoughts people ????" by great Jay Thompson and his awesome team ^^*

20th sept: <3 Macron <3

I mean let´s be serious: today I watched the Amanpour interview with Macron and it´s really hard to concentrate to the content of his answers, because THAAAT PRESIDENT IS F*CKING DAMN SEXY =P :* <3 ... and it seemed, that Amanpour had bright eyes too for him and a veeeery sexy nervous body language while sitting with him together* <3

am I right?

20th sept: my life ... with flowers, Descartes and homemade plum cake <3

22nd sept: sad stories :( ... such as this one of leeegendary Matthew Rush (OH YES! he was one of my favorites some years ago) ... show me ... that it was the right decision to stop taking dr*gs one year ago.

it´s never too late to stop and I hope Matthew Rush wakes up too now!

22nd sept: Matthew Rush ...

... wasn´t just another p*rn actor! Matthew Rush was one of the most ultimative p*rnstars of the nineties / early ´00´s. it doesn´t matter if someone was into gay p*rn or not ... the sensational physics of Matthew Rush made him attractive for a whole generation of gay men. I remember how I was looking for eeeevery little picture and information to find about him ... similar as I did it as 10 y.o. kid with pictures of Michael Jackson.
I´m littleraly shocked about the tragic comedown of Matthew Rush. But at the same time I´m happy that he´s alive!
Somehow ... now ... he symbolizes a part of a whole generation of gay men who lost control over their lives becaue of dr*g abuse. that´s a tragic insight and the banal phrase "dr*gs are bad" ... gets ... for me ... a new meaning when I take a look at the latest dramatic mug shot of Matthew Rush.

I know that every person is different ... and every person reacts different on dr*gs ... and I know that´s not easy for everyone to stop taking dr*gs. I stopped it almost exactly one year ago ... and would wish that more dr*g users would stop with dr*g abuse too. I don´t want a future world full of gay dr*gged zombies!

and for Matthew Rush ... I hope that this action was enough wake up call for him to stop taking dr*gs! We don´t want to have him ... our idols ... sick and dead! We want them healthy and alive! <3

22nd sept: OOOOH^^ btw T H I S is the ultimative health advice: collect some fresh chestnuts ... put them in a wooden box ... and walk on it barefoot for some minutes every day for the next weeks (till they dried out). T H A T health practice reaches eeeevery point inside your body. pls trust me* I come from the deepest black forrest and just know about such suuuuper healthy natural exercises* so pls go in the park ... collect some and start* <3

23rd sept: ^^rich&sexy^^ *DAMN* BAAAAM* today it´s glitzy fabulous oldtimer meeting in front of my balcony* leeegendary sexy Chrysler LeBaron cabrio meets leeegendary glamorous Mercedes Benz cabrio* :* <3

23rd sept: soon I´ll reach half of the serie "RELAX ..." <= this serie is one of the last parts of the self-renovation of my life.

the are several reasons for that serie:

1st: I needed to relax my mind and keep myself busy on a daily basis. and so far it works very good.
2nd: my working studio was packed with unfinished and unused canvases. actually about 100. to find a way out of that chaos ... I decided to finish one painting per day for 100 days. as result I´ll have an empty working space in 2018. a space to create new paintings and it´s planed to create bigger and more complex paintings.
3rd: of course I test new techniques while working on "RELAX". further more I get more sovereign with the using of my own painting technique.
4th: since I don´t work on my knees on the floor anymore ... this serie gives me the possibilty to get aquainted with me new sitting working position.

so pls sympathize with me, when not every painting of that serie seems to be a masterpiece. please see it as a sort of meditation which I do on a public way with posting it here on fb. sometimes it´s necessary to go one step backwards to have the possibility then to do two steps forward.

Thank You*

<3

24th sept: ^^ life goals ^^

one of my millionaire friends ... yes, someone who has enough millions to buy a fierce flat in New York or a beautiful house in the south of France ... offered me several thousand Euro, when I can check for him a flat in the building where I live. He´s now 65 y.o. and prefers to live in an action flat the way I do it ... in a cheap, broken building created for poor people ... in the middle of one of the most dangerous neighborhoods of Berlin.

I don´t know what to think about that *hmmmppfff* because if I would have his millions, then I wouldn´t think one second about it to want to live at that place where I live ...

24th sept: if it snows this winter that much as it rained this summer ... we´ll have up to two or three meters snow that winter in Berlin #justsaying

24th sept: ^^WRONG^^ ^^WRONG^^ ^^WRONG^^ I knew there is something wrong with that action when Donatella is involved with it!!! *AAAARGHHHSSS*
WHY IS LINDA NOT THERE!!??? Gianni would have neeeeever accepted a show without Linda just because she´s not thaaaat much skinny anymore ... *hhhmmmmppppffff* either all or no one!

24th sept: okokok I´m going to vote now^^* when I watched CNN yesterday night ... I was confused a little bit, because they showed the moderator not in front of the Brandenburg gate ... instead she stood in front of one of the last pieces of the Berlin wall ! ... whatever that means ... it made me confused ...

24th sept: THANK YOU MERKEL! * yes! I voted for Dr. Angela Merkel. with domestic politics she´s perhaps not the best, but I appreciate her role in world politics: speaking out at the meeting with Putin against the torture and killing of gay men in Chechnya and standing strong against tyrant Trump. further more I voted for Tegel, because I think, it´s a treasure to have an airport directly in the city. we should make it easy for guests coming to Berlin. <3

24th sept: *Congratulations Angie* (Merkel) <3 now it´s time for me to paint the photographs which I took of you some years ago*

25th sept: this is how my flat looked like, when Brian & I lived together* <3 Brian-Tennessee Claflin my muse <3 when Brian jumped into my life and into my flat, then he said immediatly "this flat needs to be white!" ... and I made it white* later the floor too. we lived in a white cube* sometimes I was his assistent* I think that was in 2007

26th sept: ^^ Patrick Bartsch´s next exhibition ^^

I have no idea when it will be the next time, when I´ll get invited to be part of or do an exhibition somewhere ...

when you´re interessted to see some latest work in reality ... then pls join one of my next Open Studio Wednesdays, because this is a kind of exhibition ... an exhibition Patrick Bartsch style*

<3

26th sept: when I was young I had that dream to live in a club ... literally to live there.
later a much bigger dream followed: the dream to live in a gallery ... literally to live there.
Today my flat is more a gallery than anything else. it´s crowded with art ... and somewhere in between there is a bed and a kitchen and a bathroom. But even the bed disappears when people are invited to come here.
I don´t have a ´flat´ ... I don´t live in a place which looks like a flat. my flat looks more like a gallery ... and I feel like living in a gallery ... in my very own gallery. and for that reason my dream to live in a gallery 24/7 became true

<3

27th sept: just realized what I love about watching CNN: as I mentioned already I´m watching since some months CNN almost on a daily basis to improve my english. today I realized what I enjoy especially: to watch and to listen to all those different people: people of color, asians, latinos, whites, ... I like to see and to hear it how eeeeveryone acts the same. some are smart and some are idiots. some are loud and others are quite. some are mean and some are nice. some hate and others love.

in german television we don´t have that diversity of human beings ... Germany is from my opinion still very underdeveloped. many people in Germany still think, that people of color only live in Africa, asians only live in Asia and latinos in south and middle America. as it was able see it at the election some days ago in Germany.
in German television you see only sometimes a person of color and an asian and a latino ... and if you see them, then they have their ´special´ role which makes them look ´different´. the same is for gay/lesbian/trans people. I feel it that way that german television is 90 percent white and straight.

and I enjoy it while watching CNN ... to see there ´another world´ ... actually: the whole world in one channel

<3

27th sept: Lana Del Rey, Kate Bush, Tori Amos, PJ Harvey, Santigold, ...

music is sometimes like a smell, ... when you hear a special song or see a name of a singer, then immediately you get reminded to a special event or a special person.
in 2017 it has been 10 years that from my balcony I saw that cute guy dancing alone on the street at 8 a.m. in the morning. I shouted in his direction to come to my balcony. he didn´t just came to my balcony ... instead he climed over my balcony into my flat. That moment changed my life forever. for seven years we had a great time together till he died in 2014. especially music was a kind of connection between us. Brian loved to talk through music to other people.
Today I still feel how much Brian is alive inside of me ... everytime when I hear a song ... or just see the name of singers such as Lana Del Rey, Kate Bush, Tori Amos, PJ Harvey, Santigold, ... and many more ... then immediatly I get reminded of Brian.

It´s a good feeling, because I love to get reminded of Brian and love to feel him alive inside of my heart.

<3

28th sept: R.I.P. Hugh Hefner

OMG ONE OF MY BIGGEST IDOLS EEEEVER <3 looooove him and his phantastic life <3
btw WHERE IS MY PLAYBOY WITH LATOYA JACKSON IN IT!? I think I lost it somewhere between Paris and Vienna :(

29th sept: I <3 Berlin aaaand fabulous Andrej Dubravsky´s latest fierce exhibition at DITTRICH & SCHLECHTRIEM <3 check it out* :* <3

29th sept: very welcome in the world of paintings <3 Mr. Jim Carrey <3 ... and: don´t care about all those hater comments at the artnet posting ...

30th sept: Mataina Awisus <3 Spencer Reed <3 Destiny Drescher <3 maaany more, Patrick Bartsch aka Master Patrick and blu magazine <3 say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCHWUZ <3 :* <3 " ... the painting was inspired by Judy Garland´s "somewhere over the rainbow" ... where there is for sure SCHWUZ since 40 years* <3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3

2nd oct: "Eistee mit Weißwein plus 2 Eiswürfel" ... Icetea with white wine and 2 icecubes ... was my usual drink during the visits ... or pls let´s better say ´teaching lessons for life´ ... at my mentor Gunther´s place between my age 21 till 26 when I lived in Vienna*... the 54th painting of the new serie "RELAX ... 100 paintings in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style within 100 days"

4th oct: LOOOOVE THAT FAAABULOUS GREAT STUNNING MOVIE <3 eeeeveryone should see it* :* <3 Thanx to Mykki Blanco, Matt Lambert and eeeeveryone participating in and with that movie <3 (out of this world)

6th oct: Wir sind Friedensnobelpreis*

6th oct: Patrick´s Kommentar zu der antischwulen Bewegung in Ägypten:

es war ein Artikel in einer Zeitschrift, welcher mein Leben rettete ...

bis zu meinem 16. Lebenjahr wußte ich nichts über eine Schwule Community und überhaupt, daß es noch andere Menschen auf dieser Welt gibt welche sexuell in dieselbe Richtung orientiert sind, wie ich es war.
Meine Mutter war mit der Tatsache, daß sie einen schwulen Sohn hat vollkommen überfordert! Wie sie mir Jahre später erzählte haben ihr bereits als ich 9 Jahre alt war, Arbeitskolleginnen zu erklären versucht, daß ich vermutlich schwul sei. Dies war ein Albtraum für meine Mutter und sie versuchte während meiner ganzen Kindheit und Jugend dieses Thema in Gesprächen mit mir zu vermeiden. Was bedeutete, daß ich nicht nur keine Unterstützung von zu Hause erhielt, sondern absolute Ablehnung gegenüber diesem Thema zu spüren bekam. Dies resultierte in einer Einsamkeit. In der Grundschule und im Gymnasium wurde ich hart geschlagen und verprügelt, wenn ich es nur gewagt hatte nicht dem üblich männlich kindlich/jugendlichen Gehabe zu entsprechen. Mit ´hart geschlagen´ meine ich Dinge wie, daß mir z. B. die Beine weggezogen wurden und ich daraufhin mit meinem Kopf auf den Steinboden des Schulgebäudes aufschlug. Mit 14 Jahren wechselte ich, hauptsächlich aus dem Grund meinen Peinigern zu entfliehen, die Schule. Meine Mutter unterstützte meinen Wunsch auf eine Vollinternatsschule zu gehen, wohl auch aus Gründen, da sie immer die Schuld meines Schwulseins bei sich suchte und wahrscheinlich wohl auch hoffte, daß mir dies in einer der damals strengsten Schulen Österreichs ´weggelehrt´ werden würde. So elitär die Tourismusschulen von Bad Gleichenberg waren, so homophob waren diese auch. Dies wurde mir bereits in den ersten Tagen bewußt, als ich in den ersten Tagen einen ebenso neuen Mitschüler sah, welcher eine rote Handtasche in der Hand trug und gewollt feminin agierte. Er war nach wenigen Tagen nicht mehr an dieser Schule.
Um es nochmal klar auszudrücken: Ich wußte zu dieser Zeit nichts von anderen Schwulen oder sogar schwulen Gemeinschaften auf dieser Welt. Instinktiv suchte ich jedoch nach Menschen, welche so wie ich ´anders´ waren. Vollkommen auf mich alleine gestellt kämpfte ich mich durch meine Jugendjahre. Bis ich letztendlich in einer Zeitschrift (so eine Art "Stern") einen einseitigen Artikel fand in welchem es um etwas Schwules ging und darin die Hosi (Homosexuelle Initiative Österreichs) erwähnt wurde. In panischer Angst, daß mich irgendjemand beim Lesen dieses Artikels erwischen könnte, versteckte ich auch diese Zeitschrift, da ich diese Information ... dieses eine Wort "Hosi" als Ausweg aus meiner tragischen Situation erkannte. Ich tat alles daran um im darauf kommenden Sommer mein jährliches Sommerschulpraktikum in Wien machen zu können. Dort machte ich mich auf die Suche nach den Räumlichkeiten der Hosi. Es war abends und ich ging auf der anderen Straßenseite mehrmals nervös auf und ab, bevor ich es wagte die Türe der Homosexuellen Initiative zu öffnen. Es war gerade Filmabend, etwa 15 Menschen saßen in einem dunklen Raum vor einem Fernseher ... ich setzte mich auf einen freien Stuhl ... neben all die anderen ... schaute ebenso in diesen Fernseher, fühlte mich geborgen und vor allem gerettet!

Öffentliche, positive, schwule Berichterstattung rettet Leben! In Ägypten wurde dies vor ein paar Tagen verboten!

7th oct: Patrick´s private art university:

discussion with a very old fomer superstar artist:

me: "work something for your money! create new art!"
him: "hahaha =D I´m so out of the today´s art business!"
me: "sotheby´s auctioned a Wolfgang Tillmans photography for 500 000 euro some days ago!"
him: "who is he?"
me: "whatever! from the new generation I belong to best artists in Berlin!"
him: "why?"
me: "because I´m authentic! my art is authentic!"
him: "when an idiot creates art then it´s authentic too, but it´s bullshit art! great art is defined by quality! knowing how to create his work in perfection! when you create art which is based on quality, then it brings joy looking at it!"

okokok he did win again!

and YES! still I need to learn a looooot!

I love my private art university Berlin style <3

9th oct: "the dream of my life" ... in the age of 19 ... I had that dream, that when I will be older, that I will be ... a thinker ... or a writer ... or a photographer ... or a painter ^^ *WHOOOUUUIII* yesterday my mom was here and brought me some old almost forgotten pictures ... <3

9th oct: NOW finally I know the secret path to ´quality´ and ´perfection´

pls first let me take as example ´China´. you know the word ´China´ and now imagine a Chinese is coming into your life and starts to explain China and takes you by your hand and goes with you to China, where you see people and can smell the Chinese landscape. finally you will start to understand the word ´China´.

something similar happened to me with the words ´quality´ and ´perfection´. those words have been impossible to understand for me. it almost freaked me out, that those words seemed that much strange to me!
since 13 years I have the ultimative ´quality´ and ´perfection´ in front of my eyes on a daily basis ... with my genius neighbor Prof. Klaus Vogelgesang ... perhaps one of the best illustrators Germany ever had. probably you will not know his name, because since many years he is completly out of the art business. he was a worldwide famous art superstar in the seventies. (pls find his genius work on google. best by typing his name without title. just ´Klaus Vogelgesang´).
since 13 years he gives me hints for what ´quality´ and ´perfection´ means. for me it was a loooooong and hard way to get it! Finally ... just two days ago he gave me the missing piece of the puzzle with explaining to me very simple: ´quality in art brings joy to people when they look at it!´. NOW I GET IT! now all the scripts he gave me to read, all the words he told me, all the examples which he showed to me ... make sense! Now ´quality´ and ´perfection´ aren´t just words anymore! Finally I can feel them, touch them, smell them and yes! even use und work with them!

Which means: pls be prepared that my art ... my paintings will start to look very different starting in 2018. I don´t want to use the word ´better´, because there is no ´better´ for me. it´s just another phase I´m reaching after creating more than 600 paintings in oil on canvas within the past six years. In future I will include in my new work my understanding for the words ´quality´ and ´perfection´. but of course it´s a way I have to go and everything will workout just step by step.

it feels good that the words ´quality´ and ´perfection´ are finally no more strangers to me.

THANK YOU for the patience Prof. Klaus Vogelgesang!

<3

11th oct: ^^whooouuuiiiiiii^^ me cooking three liters mjaaammmmyy carrot soup is the 300th selfie on my instagram* =D :* <3

11th oct: on a certain point it gets boooooring reading art magazines ... when 90 percent in it are ooooonly about milionaires and bilionaires buying art ... such as: artnet.com ... scroll down and the first 10 articles are just about them ... *hmmmpppfffff*

11th oct: aaaaaand this friday at 11.55 p.m. on ARTE: glaaaaamorous Rebecca Goyette with LOBSTAPORN ... and yes! perhaps you will see me in that fabulous project too* :* <3

13th oct: of course I read THAT GLAAAMOROUS VETEMENTS article^^ ... the last time when I was interessted in a fashion label thaaaat much ... was with Versace, but at a time when Gianni was alive* :* <3

14th oct: <3 let´s talk about sex <3 aaaand here it is: fabulous Rebecca Goyette in LOBSTAPORN on ARTE-TV ... and if you´re looking for Patrick Bartsch in that clip: he´s the black lobsta with eight c*cks* :* <3

15th oct: OMG^^ BRITNEY SPEARS TURNED INTO A PAINTER^^ :* <3 ... and I love it* <3

15th oct: sometimes I think about Brian <3 and about things he loved* such as this picture* I think this was his most favorite picture of all my black leather mask pictures ... <3 (with Nina Hagen)

16th oct: Rosa fragt: " Wie wird man reich und berühmt?"
Patrick antwortet: "In dem man sich unter anderem auch mal von Patrick Bartsch aka Master Patrick hat fotografieren lassen! :* <3 "
... ja, ich durfte damals dieses Foto von Rosa machen. Das war in der Zeit vor der Malerei als die Fotografie die oberste Priorität in meinem Leben hatte.

... und nun natürlich: Rosa´s NEUESTES Buch kaufen und lesen* <3

19th oct: ^^ Open Studio N E W S ^^

sundays SUNDAYS sundays <3

okokok I got it: wednesdays afternoon is veeery difficult to handle for many people. this is why I decided to move it to SUNDAYS AFTERNOON ^^ :* starting this sunday* <3

see you soon at <3 Patrick Bartsch´s Open Studio Sundays <3

Berlinstyle* :* <3

... aaaaand yes! I will bake some eeeeextra mmmjammmmyyy cake* :* <3

19th oct: this is Buakaw ... perhaps the most legendary fighter alive! Buakaw IS Muay Thai! some years ago when he was in Berlin ... I went to see him too. I watched him fighting and let him give me an autograph on a thai fighter trousers. I avoided to touch him, because I didn´t want to give him bad energy which I had inside of me at that time. the way how he looked in my eyes and talked to me ... gave me positive power for months to handle my hard times in those years. meeting powerful people such as Buakaw did belong to the most touching moments since I live in Berlin. I love Buakaw <3 Buakaw is a non-stop inspiration to me ... for how to be and stay strong! ... and meanwhile my bad energies of the past are almost gone ... <3 Thank You Buakaw <3

20th oct: Lieblingstorte? Pls which one is your favorite cake?

yesyesyes* I´m looking for baking ideas for the next months *N E W Open Studios SUNDAYS* <3

20th oct: OH^^ today is Hustlaball Berlin* actually I planed to go too ... but for next year I will go there for sure again^^ some years ago ... when I was around with my black leather mask ... I was every year at Hustlaball Berlin. on the pic this was exactly 10 years ago ... in 2007 ... with glamorous, sexy Jesse Santana :* <3 ... <3 HAPPY HUSTLABALL BERLIN 2017 to eeeveryone there tonite* <3

21st oct: okokok* aaaand for tomorrow´s first Open Studio Sundays ... I decided to make it simple&classy with a Vienna style Guglhupf <3 if you are around in famous infamous Schöneberg ... then you´re welcomed here between 3 till 9 p.m. :* <3 see you <3

23rd oct: OOOH die Straße vor meinem Balkon ist schon wieder in der Zeitung^^ ... und kein Wort über die tollen Autos welche hier immer parken^^ ... und zur Kriminalität: meine Meinung: Diese Straßen auf jeden Fall meiden! garnicht durchgehen! und schon garnicht nachts! zur Zeit ist es hier nicht nur ein bischen gefährlich, sondern richtig gefährlich!

23rd oct: OH^^ soon I´ve created 700 paintings in oil on canvas ... 100 more and I´m on the same level as Vincent van Gogh^^ I mean with the produced number of paintings^^* =D :* <3

 

 

Lobstaporn with glamorous Rebecca Goyette 2017
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OFMG^^ what a great final of a three day shooting with glamorous sexy Rebecca Goyette <3 and her awesome lovely team <3 it was AMAZING ^^ <3 THAAAAT sort of action was exactly what I needed* :* <3 LOOOVE YOU* :* <3 LOBSTAPORN to see soon on ARTE and big art events all around the world* <3 and BIG SPECIAL THANK YOU to wonderful Tracey Snelling :* <3 for introducing me to that fabulous crowd* :* <3


 

 

mix april - september 2017
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sometimes I loooove to invite friends for dinner <3 ... especially when there is asparagus season*

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OMG ^^ T H A T barbecue at very wonderful Frank Wilde´s place was G R E A T <3 what an amazing lovely crowd <3 for sure one of my B I G HIGHLIGHTS of summer 2017 :* <3 THANK YOU A LOOOOT* <3

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DJ Warbear

a very good evening at Renate to support the homosexual victims in Chechnya


with Sado Opera

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what a beautiful wonderful birthday party invitation of my lovely friend Matt Lambert <3

meeting my lovely friends is always a highlight of my life in Berlin

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CSD Berlin 2017 <3

 

 

visit my father in Augsburg in july 2017
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it has been some awesome days together with my father in Augsburg and Munich.

it came from the deepest bottom of my heart to meet my father and say ´thank you´ for eeeeverything he did for me since 43 years.

<3

 

 

some postings which I created on facebook 4th august - 12th september 2017
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stories mix posted on facebook

4th aug: my fabulous glamorous glitzy fierce beautiful tarot card girl <3 Amber Khan <3 said, that I will meet the man whom I will marry ... THIS AUGUST^^

I mean: today is the 4th august already !!! wheeeeere is he !!????

=D :* <3

4th aug: Dieser Tage fand das VelsPol BUNDESSEMINAR 2017 in Hamburg statt. Dabei wurde unter anderem auch Corny Littmann mit einem Preis geehrt. Es ist mir eine besonders große Ehre und Freude, daß ich diesen Preis gestalten durfte. Das Gemälde zeigt Corny Littmann beim Zerschlagen eines Spiegels im Jahr 1980. Wo er damit bewies, daß sich dahinter Kabinen befanden in welchen die Hamburger Polizei die Klappen kontrollierte. Diese Aktion Corny Littmanns trug zu einem Umdenken bei. Vielen Dank an Corny Littmann, Marco Klingberg und das ganze VelsPol Team.

6th aug: Patrick´s Inner Monolgues

^^ walking in new shoes ^^

it was a loooong time ago when I bought new leather shoes for myself. in the past years it has been sneakers, espandrillos, ... which I bought. this week I bought again two pairs of new LEATHER SHOES. I forgot how painful it is to wear them the first days. somehow I enjoy this pain this time. those new leather shoes symbolize the new way I´m going now with my life. walking in new leather shoes feels good. I enjoy them how I enjoy my new life. those leather shoes look good. they are beautiful. leather shoes have that special style. it will need some days ... weeks ... till they fit perfect ... I´ve got time ... I´m not in a hurry. I plan to walk with them for the next years ... with my new life. walking in new shoes.

<3

6th aug: it´s not just that I like Elvis ... I ADOOOORE HIM <3 perfect to prepare for tonite´s <3 3 YEARS ICKY <3 see you laaaaater* :* <3

8th aug: WAAARUUUUUM habe ich eigentlich erst gestern erfahren, daß vorgestern das Queer Summer Splash im Prinzenbad stattgefunden hat !!!??? *ggrrrmmmlll* *hhmmpppfffff*
aaaaaber zum Glück hat ja glamorous Jurassica Parka ein fabulous Video gemacht* :* <3 Danke Sehr* :* <3

9th aug: das Berliner Siegessäule Magazin ist kein Spaßblatt !

"verbittert" nannte mich Kaey Kiel ( <= <3 Happy Birthday <3 btw <= so viel Zeit muß schon sein* ) als ich darauf aufmerksam machte, daß mich das Siegessäule Magazin seit der neuen Führung nicht einmal erwähnt hatte. In keinem Nebensatz ... nicht mal auf einem Gruppenfoto auf den beiden Partyseiten. <= dieses absolute Ignorieren meiner künstlerischen Person und Maler hat mich dazu veranlasst das Siegessäule Magazin seit einiger Zeit einfach nicht mehr zu lesen.
Nicht nur dass Ich mich nicht darin wiederfand ... auch gaaaaaanz viele meiner Freunde und Bekannten fand ich nicht darin. Niemals! Das Siegessäule Magazin wirkte seit der neuen Führung äussert einseitig auf mich. Entweder man war mit den Siegessäule Machern befreundet ... dann gab´s auch Platz im Magazin ... oder man hatte die Arschkarte gezogen.
Das Berliner Siegessäule Magazin ist KEIN SPAßBLATT !!! Das größte und wichtigste queere Magazin MUSS (meiner Meinung nach) ALLE vertreten! Die GANZE QUEERE COMMUNITY MUSS in so einem Magazin Platz finden. ... und wenn mir jetzt ein Zeitschriftenmitarbeiter mit dem Spruch kommt, daß dies nicht möglich sei, dann kann ich nur entgegenen: "Dann üben Sie den falschen Beruf aus!"
Erstens ist dieses Magazin eine Art Zeitzeuge! Menschen darin nicht vorkommen zu lassen stellt ein falsches Bild für die Zukunft dar!
Zweitens: Natürlich ist man als queerer Mensch auch auf die Unterstützung der eigenen Community angewiesen. Wenn diese Unterstützun allerdings nur "Verlagsmitarbeiterlieblingen" vorbehalten ist ... dann läuft etwas falsch!
Drittens bezahlen die Werbepartner dieser Zeitschrift dafür, daß ALLE erreicht werden.
Viertens: Sollten sich die Mitarbeiter dieses Magazin der Wichtigkeit ihrer Existenz bewußt sein! Die Mitarbeiter sollen und müssen über den Dingen stehen: persönliche Befindlichkeiten haben keinen Platz!

Lieber einen Maite Kelly Hass Kommentar weniger ... dafür einen positiven aufbauenden Artikel mehr ... <3 LOVE RULES <3

Nun gut! Meine Meinung ist geäussert ... und damit soll es von meiner Seite aus auch gut sein ...

10th aug: *painting number 1 named ^^RELAX RELAX RELAX^^ 100 paintings within 100 days Patrick Bartsch style* it´s really time for me to RELAX ... I mean it´s really necessary to RELAX ... RELAX in many ways ... it will be a sort of meditation to create for the next 100 days a painting in oil on canvas ... every day. ... it´s time to RELAX <3

10th aug: <3 my cute little big spider pet <3

yesterday I needed to kick her out of my flat! I mean coming with her spinning thread down from the ceiling ... showing up in front of my face ... while I´m laying on my couch and chat on fb. THAT was too much! I kicked her out of my flat on the balcony. I mean she is welcomed to come back ... but really needs to stay at her place and NOT running around eeeeeverywhere in the flat^^ *hmmmpppffff*

<3

11th aug: Patrick´s Nachtrag zu: "Die Siegessä... ... *ach, vergiss es!*

Jetzt habe ich doch tatsächlich eine Stunde in der Badewanne (hier kreiere ich sehr viele meiner Ideen) damit verbracht einen perfekten Nachtrag zu meinem Posting von vorgestern "Die Siegessäule ist kein Spaßblatt!" in meinem Gehirn zu erschaffen.
Als ich aus der Badewanne stieg und mich energiegeladen Richtung Laptop bewegen wollte ... schoss mir auf einmal in den Kopf, daß ich ja seit gestern beschlossen hatte ... mich, meine Gedanken, meinen Körper, mein Leben, einfach alles: zu entspannen!
Dies ist ein neues Gefühl und neuer Bestandteil meiner Komplettrenovierung (welche kommenden September genau seit einem Jahr andauert). Um dies zu unterstützen habe ich gestern mit der Gemäldeserie "RELAX" begonnen. 100 Tage lang plane ich jeden Tag ein Gemälde in Öl auf Leinwand zu erstellen ... und wenn möglich zum Thema "Entspannung". Mit 43 Jahren sollte ich es auch endlich mal lernen ... wenn es notwendig ist zu entspannen. Die Siegessäule Sache habe ich geäussert und damit solte ich es jetzt auch beruhen lassen.

... und in ein paar Wochen bin ich mit meiner neuen Entspannung hoffentlich schon so weit ... daß ich auch nicht mehr eine Stunde lang in der Badewanne über soetwas nachdenke ... sondern ganz einfach: über etwas Besseres!

<3

12th aug: OOOH^^ they talk about me* :* <3 : " One art dealer I spoke with even admitted that the art you buy on the street is cheaper and often just as good. "

13th aug: I have that veeeery special dream^^ ... that veeeeery special phantasy ^^: being part of a group ... of sex hungry people ... as many girls with as many men ... and aaaaall wear LOBSTER COSTUMES^^ aaaand in the middle AAAAMAZING GLAMOROUS FABULOUS Rebecca Goyette <3 as the phantastic sexy lobster queen. ... aaaaand we all have a sort of special arty groupsex together ... we dance ... we sweat ... we scream ... and we all looove eachother <3
OOOH WAIT! THAT´S NOT A PHANTASY ^^ THAT HAPPENED TODAY ... EEEEXACTLY THAT WAY* <3 :* <3
OMG^^ BIG THANK YOU GLAMOROUS Rebecca* <3 & lovely team <3 for that great LOBSTASEX <3 it was suuuuperfun* <3

LOOOVE YOU* :* <3

and to eeeveryone else: see that glitzy movie sooooon at the next big art events* <3

13th aug: on my way to the third day of the fabulous LOBSTAPORN Berlin style shooting with GLAMOROUS Rebecca Goyette <3 and her PHANTASTIC LOVELY team <3

OMG I looooove that sort of art project* :* <3

13th aug: OMG^^ what a great final of a three day shooting with glamorous sexy Rebecca Goyette <3 and her awesome lovely team <3 it was AMAZING ^^ <3 THAAAAT sort of action was exactly what I needed* :* <3 LOOOVE YOU* :* <3 LOBSTAPORN to see soon on ARTE and big art events all around the world* <3 and BIG SPECIAL THANK YOU to wonderful Tracey Snelling :* <3 for introducing me to that fabulous crowd* :* <3

16th aug: wearing my glamorous octocock for Rebecca Goyette´s fabulous new LOBSTAPORN movie* :* <3

16th aug: me: " I love Elvis ... he was capricorn too ... like me* "
David: " Jesus was capricorn too! "
me: "OMG ^^ really^^ I never realized that before* "
David: " ... so now everything makes sense! "
me: " YES! "

=D :* <3

20th aug: knows he got bored ... when ... searching on google ... stuff such as "why does everyone hate capricorns?" =D :* <3

btw: this works with eeevery sign* =D :* <3

... aaaaaand pls don´t take the answers toooooo serious* :* <3

21st aug: <3 my mom´s fabulous wisdom <3

yesterday my mom came here to visit me <3 she has always some wise fabulous new words for me:

she said: "every view into someone else´s eyes ... and every word from someone else´s mouth which reaches your ears ... and every touch ... changes your life forever"

I love my mom <3

21st aug: some "insider info" for friends who know me "better":

dragonblood (one of the best resin for love. love with the outside, the inside, the whole universe. just ultimative LOVE), Elemi (one of the best resin to eliminate bad energies) and Himalaya Ceder Wood (for being strong in general and finding the way back to stand with the own feet on the ground). <= those are the ingredients for my burn incense ceremony today*

normally I do that stuff only during the cold days of the year, but I have the feeling, that I really need it today too*
I do that stuff since about 16 years. people such Cleopatra did it too ... the difference is, that she needed to wait weeks and months till ships brought her new stuff and I need just go to an esoteric market and buy it ... but the results are the same: we both die because of the bite of a snake! <= OH* that wasn´t the thing I wanted to point out: I mean to inhale natural stuff has an AWESOME effect^^* ... and with about 80 different things I have more than Cleopatra ever had. such stuff used by Mayas, Native Americans, ... stuff from the Himalaya ... and all parts of Africa, Europe, ... and exotic stuff such as Eagle Wood <= actually the most expensive thing I own. I love that stuff and like to share my experience and knowledge about it with you too*

okokok ... I wrote enough ... and NOW I neeeeed to start my ceremony* <3 ... people who know me, know what I´m talking about* <3

of course I dope my life with natural stuff used by humans since they discovered the using fire*

have a GREAT AWESOME day everyone* <3

LOVE YOU <3

21st aug: R.I.P. Golo Gott

when I arrived in Berlin in october 2003 ... I knew ... let´s say: nothing about art. I didn´t know Caravaggio, never heard the name Gerhard Richter and knew nothing about the past and present world of art in Berlin. A group of stunning artists welcomed me in Berlin and teached me everything about art: knowledge and most of all: they shared their spirits and their visions with me. they made me understand what art means! one of those stunning artists was Golo Gott. I remember and will never forget: uncountable hours of talking and teaching: art, life, love, ... and muuuuch more. Today I realized that Golo Gott left our planet far too soon. I´m literally shocked about his passing. a part of his soul will continue to live in my art. a part of my art has his roots in the wild, beautiful, phantastic and lovely soul of Golo Gott! THANK YOU for that <3 I will never forget you <3

25th aug: of course it makes me very happy, when someone says/writes something beautiful about my weekly open studio* ... such as wonderful Rebecca Goyette <3 did it yesterday* pls find some beautiful pictures included with her words on her profile:

"I am so moved by this authentic, magical being Patrick Bartsch (many know him as Master Patrick)... Went to his weekly open studio last night, and enjoyed every second.. He takes the sexually free, insistently rebellious energy of Berlin from his location with a first floor balcony overlooking street hustlers and a pay-per-hour hotel, and his nightclub gigs and turns this into high energy, urgent painting.. He wore a wrestling mask for eight years straight as a symbol of empathy.. His couch is painted with Valerie Solanas's S.C.U.M. Manifesto... I met the Russian band Sado Opera who were also visiting for open studio.. And it just felt alive, the heartbeat of Berlin is with Patrick for sure.. He picked up my eight-dick octo-undies last week and just owned it as a lobsta porn star.. Not sexualizing but just being present.. He is of the moment.. I heart Master Patrick!"

Thank You a lot Rebecca <3

25th aug: see you on 1st september with an "GEGEN ART: PATRICK BARTSCH paintings video installation" at the ? GEGEN Future ? party* :* <3

26th aug: ^^ the book "the story of Master Patrick" ^^

some people asked me, when the book will be finished.
my answer: it´s finished. it just needs to be corrected and translated into english.
so far I put it in my archiv .... there are already four other finished (and not published) books ... which I wrote in my life.

right now I don´t feel, that it´s the perfect time to publish the book "the story of Master Patrick" and also not the other ones. Please bear with me.
the time will come, when the books will be published, but it´s not now.

now I love to concentrate to create more and more and mooooore new paintings in oil on canvas about the life and energy in and about Berlin.

Thank You* <3

27th aug: Patrick Bartsch´s Kommentar dazu: "es bedarf heutzutage an einiges um es in den Kreis der ´zivilisierten Gesellschaft´ zu schaffen ... und nicht unter den ´Unzivilisierten´ zu versacken ..."

27th aug: OMFG ^^ tonite I had a reeeeaaaallll shocking nightmare XoP I dreamed that one of my hoooootttttest friends here on facebook ... unfriended me ^^ AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHSSSSS ^^

29th aug: Happy Birthday Michael <3 ... to see Michael Jackson at his BAD tour from the first row (and YES! about 50 000 people pushing against me from the back) was one of the most inspiring and perhaps important moments of my youth. I was 14 years young and the BIIIIGGGGEST Michael Jackson fan* <3

29th aug: yesyesyes* okokok* I did an workout break during that summer ... for about 10 weeks. but NOW I continue to do exercises again at home* ... I´m still skinny and still within the first year since I started to do workout ... my new slogan: *never give up* <3

31st aug: OMFG^^ T O M O R R O W <3 Gloria Viagra <3 Larry Tee Thom <3 Jacob Meehan <3 Warbear <3 and maaaaaany PHANTASTIC FABULOUS FIERCE GLITZY MOOOOORE PEOPLE <3 together at one place ... and I may be part of it too with a paintings video installation <3 T H A T NIGHT IS GOING TO BE AAAAAAAWESOME AT ? GEGEN FUTURE ? seeeee you aaaaaaalllllll <3 :* <3

1st sept: some thoughts for <3 my american friends <3

since about one year I watch CNN frequently ... while being at my regular nightshift job in a hotel. I started to watch it to improve my english. with languages I´m not really a talent ... it´s very hard to get new vocabularies into my head. but to watch CNN for hours really helped me AND it gave me a completly new look into the country of America and the people living there. I´m phascinated to see how people in America stand together against Trump. I´m phanscinated to see how much people care about other people in need ... especially now after hurricane harvey. I loved people from America already before but since I watch CNN I love Americans even much more* <3 YOU´RE GREAT ^^ <3
so far I´ve never been in America ... but I know tons of Americans from my years living in Berlin ... and hope that one day I can make it to America and visit your phantastic country with such many awesome people <3

LOVE YOU <3

1st sept: tbt in 2008:
me: "hey Brian, Rosa is shooting a short movie in a club named Ficken3000. I´ve never been there. Do you want to come there too?"
Brian: "I know that club! yes, I come there too!"

... then this short movie (24 h Berlin) happened.

about three weeks later:
Brian: "hey Trish (his nickname for me). I´m doing a party named PORK (named after Andy Warhol´s PORK theatre). pls come there too!"
me: "yes, sure! where is it?"
Brian: "at Ficken3000."
since then I spent almost eeeeevery sunday night in that glamorous club :* <3

OMG ^^ so great to see Brian again in that short movie* <3 pls don´t miss the end of that short movie, because Brian smiles into the camera ... <3

1st sept: "GEGEN ART: PATRICK BARTSCH paintings video installation" means:

as I meantioned already: when I came to Berlin ... I knew almost nothing about art and literally nothing about ´oil on canvas´. Within 14 years living in Berlin ... I took all the inspiration possible to get in Berlin ... when meeting awesome stunning artists ... such as Salomé, Henning von Berg, Isa Genzken, Pascual, Wolfgang Tillmans, many many more and last but not least Brian-Tennessee Claflin who teached me within a seven years friendship, that I don´t need to be afraid of being ´wild´. With all that knowledge I created my own style of art. My art life in Berlin went through photography, performance art and ended in creating paintings in oil on canvas. Tonite at < GEGEN FUTURE > there will be shown in a video installation how it looks like when someone takes for 14 years inspirations of Berlin. pls let me name it ´Original Berlin Art´

I´m very happy that I may be part of a fabulous glamorous night at the < GEGEN FUTURE > party in KitKatClub <3 I plan to be there already early ... at around 11.30 p.m. * see you later* <3 LOVE YOU <3

2nd sept: my suuuuuper aaaamazing night at the < GEGEN FUTURE > party:

before I moved to Berlin in 2003 ... I knew most of all two things about Berlin: the Brandenburg gate and KitKat Club ^^* ... and yesterday night: with my paintings being part of that leeeeegendary club was like one of my BIGGEST dreams became true* <3
it was STUNNING what happened there yesterday night*^^ In my life before: I´ve never been at a Loveparade party in Berlin and because of that I created my own illusions and phantasies about how the feeling must have been there. at Gegen Berlin I had that feeling to feel exactly that Loveparade spirit again and in such HUUUUGE dimensions ... with about 3000 wonderful people partying together ... in absolut freedom ... in wonderful peace. everybody there could be the person someone is and wants to be. The KitKat labyrinth is that much extended that it needed for me six hours !!! to go just one round* I came there already at around 11.15 p.m. ... started to discover the place at the swimming pool area ... then I moved from one room into another ... dancing in eeeeevery room ... with awesome sound of lovely great djs such as Larry Tee Thom <3, Gloria Viagra <3 , Jacob Meehan <3 , ... and when I returned to the swimming pool area again, then it has been 6 a.m. in the morning* :) :* <3 I loved to see those wonderful people being connected with my paintings which have been projected in the main lounge next to the swimming pool* further there was just one official photographer there and I saw no one else taking pictures there ... because no one wanted to destroy the atmosphere ... and so I didn´t want it neither. for that reason there exists only one picture ... one selfie which I took at the very beginning, where I sit in front of my paintings video installation* THIS night was for sure one of THE BEST nights which I ever experienced since living in Berlin* THANK YOU to the < GEGEN FUTURE > promoters for that PHANTASTIC invitation* LOVE YOU <3

4th sept: another wisdom by Brian-Tennessee Claflin <3 as capricorn I´m ... was ... superstubborn^^ Brian teached me within our friendship, that there is no reason to be stubborn. It´s absolutly ok to change his mind about something/someone. I remember very good how Brian said many times to me ... while having that special expression in his face ... "I´ve changed my mind!" ... and this is also the title of my 26th painting of the new serie "RELAX ... 100 paintings in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style within 100 days"

4th sept: " I´ve changed my mind "

now it´s exactly one year since I decided to change my life. In september 2016 I decided to renovate my whole body, soul and life. before I lived a very destructive life ... took every dr*g possible to get in Berlin ... and yes, the hardest ones too. and not just that I took them ... also I was on a speed way to become a regular member of the dr*g scene in one of the darkest corners of Berlin. it happened and I´m not proud of it and also I don´t want to blame Brian´s death in summer 2014 ... but also I don´t want to blame just myself that my life was about to end in a disaster, where I had moments where I wished to die by myself.

In september 2016 ... almost I burned down my flat with letting a pot on my stove for eight hours. I had to decide if I take that sign serious or I continue my destructive way of life and soon something worst would happen. I decided to change my mind ... from one second to the other second.

One of the first things was, that I bought washing powder boxes and started to workout. From the universe sent to me was Florian who gave me the advice to write a book. I took his generous advice and wrote a book within six weeks. further more Florian also gave me the advice to paint portraits. I took this fabulous advice and created so far about 40 portaits of wonderful people who visited me in my flat/studio since the past year.

In spring 2017 I renovated my flat ... from the floor up to the ceiling. I painted over those dark colors on my walls and replaced them with a bright yellow Vienna emperor style. I meditated a lot to get more and more my evil thoughts under control and to ban them out of my head.

A great friend of mine supported me with giving me as a sort of donation ... some bags full of designer sport cloths and some professional weights for my workout training. Further I went to the hairdresser every some weeks and even made it by myself to go to a fashion store to buy cloths by myself. (everybody who knows about mental problems, understands which big step it is ... to go for the fist time since years in a fashion store and buy new cloths.)

In july I visited my father to say thank you, that he supports me now since 43 years. and my mother visited me twice in Berlin and I avoided every topic which could end in a fight. it came from my deepest bottom of my heart to be that good son, which she always dreamed about to have.

Very important for me was also to become more serious with my paintings and to plan in every detail my art booth at the lesbian gay streetparty in july 2017. It resulted in a huge success with selling 80 paintings.

I didn´t waste one day to work on the renovation of myself. BIG and small things.The invitations of Rebecca and Francesco to be part of their projects did belong to the absolut hightlights of the past year. perhaps they have no idea how much it meant to me that they believed in me.

I want to THANK those handfull of people who stayed by my side within the darkest hours of my life and those people who supported and believed in me within the first year of my new life. The plan for the next year is to strengthen my situation.

if someone asks me today: "how are you?"
I can answer with my head held high: "thank you! I feel better ... much better ... I feel good!"

<3

6th sept: ^^rich&sexy^^ looooove those fabulous glitzy cars in front of my balcony eeeeevery day :* <3 *DAMN* what a phantastic car that glamorous V8BITURBO monstrosity :* <3

6th sept: and heeeere you can get an impression on 146 pictures by fab Gili Shani ... how the faaaabulous glitzy ? GEGEN FUTURE ? party looked like ... and on this pic you can see a little bit, how my paintings video installation looked like (on the right side of the pic you can see a little bit of the video screen) <3 looove those awesome veeeery beautiful girls in front of it :* <3

7th sept: Patrick Bartsch´s Kommentar: natürlich ist die Wohnungsnot hausgemacht! bis ungefähr 2008 gab es in Berlin leere Wohnungen wie Sand am Meer <= das heisst dann offiziell ´der Wohnungsmarkt war entspannt.´. Ich habe meine Wohnung nicht gefunden ... sondern sie wurde mir quasi nachgeworfen, da zu dieser Zeit Wohnungsgesellschaften froh waren, wenn überhaupt jemand eingezogen war. das sah so aus: dass ich keinerlei Sicherheiten hatte und alleine für fünf leere Wohnungen in diesem Gebäude Schlüssel bekam um mir diese anzusehen. Doch DANN kamen die Jahre ab 2008 wo in Berlin Wohnungen zu zig tausenden an Großwohnungsgesellschaften (auch an einige mit sehr schlechtem Ruf!) verkauft wurden. <= Diese Informationen fanden jedoch keinen Platz auf den Titelseiten der Zeitungen, sondern fand ich zumeist: relativ klein im Eck irgendwo auf Seite 7 oder 8. Weiters: Dass die Stadt mit übermässigem Wohnungsneubau nicht gegen diese Großwohnungsgesellschaften spielte ... zeigte lediglich wie sehr diese unter einer Decke steckten. ... und somit: JA! Die Wohnungsnot in Berlin ist hausgemacht und meiner Meinung nach: sogar: Kriminell !

7th sept: just made the decision, that my FOLSOM BERLIN weekend starts N O W <3 ^^Happy Folsom to eeeeeveryone^^ :* <3 see you in my lovely hood* <3

7th sept: just did a walk around my hood where Folsom is going to happen. I did wear a glowing red sweater and my new bright jeans. somehow I had the feeling, that I didn´t fit in that crowd of black leather and black rubber wearing people. further more most of them drink beer and I´m in the mood to drink strawberry milkshake. ... so I´m back home again ... and perhaps the best thing to do right now is ... just go to bed*

good night everyone :* <3

8th sept: one of my cameras doesn´t work. all the pictures look similar that way. somehow I started to like them ... and now I plan to paint them in oil on canvas ... :* <3

8th sept: ^^ Die Wahl ^^

natürlich mache auch ich mir Gedanken über meine Wahl am Sonntag den 24. September 2017:
Einfach nicht wählen zu gehen und lieber auf der Couch zu liegen <= dafür empfinde ich mich zu reif und auch zu "alt".
Natürlich ist mir bewusst, daß ganz egal was oder wen ich wähle ... es immer Menschen gibt, welche meine Wahl als "falsch" bezeichnen.
Ich schätze es sehr in einer Demokratie zu leben und möchte dies unterstützen und ausleben ... somit MUSS ich ganz einfach auch wählen gehen.
Parteien sind manchmal gut und manchmal schlecht. Deshalb wähle ich sehr gerne Personen bezogen. Seit jeher tendiere ich dazu Frauen als Führungskraft zu wählen. Fr. Wagenknecht galt lange als meine Favoritin ... ist es aber nicht mehr. Ich finde die Persönlichkeit von Fr. Merkel äusserst interessant. Wie sie privat lebt, wie sie sich kleidet, wie sie mit den Menschen in Deutschland umgeht. Kein Mensch ist perfekt und niemand ... und schon garnicht Politker ... machen immer alles richtig. Fr. Merkel hat bestimmt einiges falsch gemacht ... aber auch sehr viel richtig. Vor ein paar Monaten habe ich vor ihrem Bundeskanzleramt dafür mitdemonstriert, dass sie beim Treffen mit Putin die dramatische Lage der Homosexuellen in Tschetschenien anspricht. Und sie hat es getan und somit dieses Thema auf der Weltbühne nochmals unterstrichen. Dafür DANKE ich Fr. Merkel! Minderheiten sind ihr eben doch nicht egal! <= war die Botschaft welche mich durch ihr Tun erreichte.
Es wird wohl so aussehen, daß ich mich in der Wahlkabine auf meine Art bei ihr dafür bedanken möchte und ihr meine Stimme geben werde.

<3

8th sept: okokok* aaaand H E R E are the details: the company name is Vetements ... the designer is Demna Gvasalia who works also for Balenciaga ... and Dover Street Market is the shop of Comme des Garcons. *DAMN* Brian-Tennessee Claflin look at THAT :* <3 THX Frank Wilde for teaching me the details about that GLAAAMOROUS GLITZY shirt* <3

9th sept: ^^ is that really true!? ^^

almost every morning when I wake up ... I remember my dream(s) of the night. I dream a loooot and colorful, intense dreams. today when I woke up, then I wasn´t sure if that £550.00 FICKEN3000 t-shirt was just another of my crazy dreams. But it seams very much, that this is my reality. I remember some months ago when Frank (the owner of the club Ficken3000) told me about a fashion show of "someone" in Paris and that he got invited to go there and that they would pay for the flight and the hotel. When Frank returned I asked him about Paris and he was suuuuuuper happy that people in Paris knew about his club and told him stories of how much they enjoyed the darkroom. I was very glad that Frank had a great time there. After being together with Frank almost eeeevery sunday night made us similar as being siblings ... we know eachother ... we understand eachother with saying just some words ... or just a glance. I asked him about the name of the designer or the label, but he couldn´t give me an answer. we are both not good with names. Many of those famous guests at Ficken3000 ... we both never heard their names before ... and sometimes it´s very good that way, because we treat every guest the same way ... Rufus Wainright, Amanda Seyfried, Michael Stipe, Wolfgang Tilmanns, Sean Lennon, and many more. the club Ficken3000 is Frank´s living room. he has that club because he´s not allowed to do parties at home ... at the place where he lives together with his husband since almost 30 !!! years. With the club Ficken3000 he created ... DESIGNED ... a place where he is allowed to do parties. this place is more than just a club ... it´s Frank´s soul ... in every corner ... every lamp got placed exactly ... every decoration piece got placed exactly ... and within all those years this club became legendary <= that´s exactly the right word ... even when Frank says that this was never the plan to become ´legendary´. With the help of fabulous Frank Wilde <3 finally I know the details about that glamorous glitzy shirt. the fierce company name is Vetements ... and the awesome designer is Demna Gvasalia who is also the chef designer of Balenciaga ... and Dover Street Market is the shop of Comme des Garcons and the price of £550.00 is real too.
Now I realize that this is not a dream* ... it´s reality with every word ... and it deserves to be reality ... because FICKEN3000 symbolizes a sort of freedom which almost doesn´t exist on that planet. straight, lesbian, transgender, gay, .... people celebrate there together ... in harmony and peace and most of all love. everyone in that club ... can be that one .... that one someone really is or wants to be. EVERYONE is welcomed in that club ... every age, every nationality, .... just EVERYONE <3 and I know it, because I may be at that glamorous glitzy door of that club ... every sunday night ... since more than eight years* :* <3 see you next sunday* :* LOOOOVE YOU AAAAALLLLLLL :* <3

12th sept: OMG ^^ sundays ICKY party was AMAAAAAZING* :* <3 I LOOOOVE <3 ANDREJ <3 Andrej Vile is for sure one of MY GREEEEAAATEST GLAAAAMOROUS SUUUPERSTARS IN BERLIN* :* <3 LOOOOVE HER PERFECTION & HER LOVE FOR EEEEVERYONE :* <3

12th sept: <3 I´M BACK <3 okokok* the real reason why I did a workout break for almost three months is: I HURT MYSELF! OF COURSE I HURT MYSELF! that´s my nature: I learn through experience ... and not through well-meant advices :( I hurt both shoulders while doing some wrong exercises and it was veeeery painful to sleep and to lay in bed with two injured shoulders :( ... and it needed really thaaaat much long to heal. and NOW I have no more pain ... try to do all my exercises the right way ... and to do workout again on a daily basis. <3 WELCOME IN MY SECOND YEAR of doing workout at home <3 ... and YES! I have idols ... such as ... do you know that 80 year old asian supermodel with the muscle body ... yes, that guy who started to workout in the age of 60 and looks S T U U U U U N N I N G in the age of 80. <= YES! I want to look the same way when I´m 80 years old* :* <3

13th sept: habe ich eigentlich schon erwähnt, daß Ernst Ludwig Kirchner einer meiner größten Vorbilder für meine Malerei ist. Sehr gerne möchte ich als eine Art Ernst Ludwig Kirchner der heutigen Zeit ... des heutigen Berlins wahrgenommen werden. Dies ist sozusagen einer meiner ganz großen Träume ...

 

 

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